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Chapter 342. The Frustration of the Sea Emperor
In the small warehouse at the former site of the OD base, Anzai calmly talked about the psychological ups and downs of those years.Ji Canghai sat on the floor and listened with lowered eyes, unable to see any emotion.

"When I was young, I always listened to fairy tales." An Zai's fingers twisted the necklace around his neck unconsciously: "The ending of the story is the same-the prince and the princess lived happily together. But then? No one told me what happened after the perfect ending. Story. I regard winning the 'World Championship' as a perfect ending, but I don't know that it will still be difficult and difficult to continue."

"So, the season after winning the Grand Slam, you resolutely chose to retire?"

"So what if you don't retreat? Yang Ruo was too tired to step down as the head coach. I knew that the contract between Lao Xing and Lao Bai had expired at that time. They didn't say anything on the surface, but they also moved their minds about the transfer. Lao Xing wanted to make money. For milk powder money, Lao Bai's family business is not going well and he needs to subsidize and support them. They need to face the reality, and no one is wrong. What's more, their best years and peak state are reserved for OD, and they should really plan for themselves later. .”

Ji Canghai's tone was filled with deep disappointment: "When you won the championship, you said that your goal in the future is to go forward with your teammates. The team is broken up, and you don't want to persist?" He is just a part of the team in An Zai's heart , but not enough to be a decisive factor to persist.hehe.
An smiled again: "My operating limit has been reached, I know. No one can keep breaking through, everyone has a ceiling, it's just a matter of height. The reaction of an 18-year-old is only an 18-year-old after all. Besides..." An Zaidun He paused, as if hesitating whether he should confess to such an extent.

"Besides. In order to maintain the state of the game, I took too many medicines to delay my menstrual period, and my physical strength was exhausted too badly"

Ji Canghai raised his head suddenly, he never knew that An would do such a thing again!

"Don't look at me like that!" An Zai waved his hand and pushed the shocked face: "It's not like eating every day, there's no permanent damage, at most it's a stomachache for two days."

Still such an insignificant attitude.

Ji Canghai laughed self-deprecatingly, and stood up from the floor with his long arms.An Zai's gaze changed from looking down to looking up with his figure, and she didn't know if it was her own illusion, but she felt a strong sense of despair and anger in Ji Canghai's chest, ready to go.

"Okay. You go."

Ji Canghai put his back in his pocket and turned his back to the door, and issued an order to evict the guest for the second time tonight.This time, it didn't seem to be playing hard to get, but really hoped that Ann would leave again.

"What...what's the matter?" Ann is no fool anymore, she can detect the difference between letting her go twice.Instinct told her not to be obedient.

"Not really." Ji Canghai's back looked a little lonely: "All these years' questions have been answered. I understand other things too. I used to regret that I couldn't keep you, but now...it's useless to think about it. Goodbye if I can't keep you. "

The word "goodbye" made An Zai's heart thump, as if a piece of something in his chest had fallen off and fell straight into his intestines.

"What happened to you?"

Ji Canghai raised his head and wanted to sigh, but when he lowered his head, it all turned into a sneer: "Oh, I think so highly of myself, it's just ridiculous."

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"I always thought you were pretending to be stupid, but it turned out that I was really stupid. I have been lying to myself for so many years, and it is enough. You can go."

An Zai savored the meaning silently, stared at Ji Canghai's broad shoulders and took the time to walk away, and sighed in his heart that Ji Canghai was so tall, did this person grow up again?
Poseidon, when he was a teenager, was a soft-spoken person. If you yell at him, he will be more fierce than you. Once the passive skill of cynicism is activated, the custody will make you foam at the mouth.But if he puffed his mouth a little and turned his head to ignore it, he would come over with a thief and make a cheap move, which, to put it bluntly, owed.

An Zai simply remained silent and nailed her butt to the bed.

The two of them were silently deadlocked, An Zai stared at the glass box on the table where the mouse woman had been raised, and fell asleep, Ji Canghai's chest heaved more and more intensely, and finally
"An Zai! Look at my jokes, don't you feel a sense of accomplishment?!"

"Ah?" An was at a loss again, she was clearly mourning her mouse woman, where was the joke?

"What do you think I am? Is it a river crab who is stupid and will return to the original place to help people make vision after being beaten to death?"

"Ah? I, I. I think the most stupid thing in the field is toad." An Zai's voice gradually weakened under the fierce stare of the other party.

"For so many years! I thought that even if I wasn't an ancient dragon, I would be a canyon pioneer! In the end, I would be a happy three wolves!" In the eyes of a well-trained professional player, the "big dragon" is simply human. Treasure!
"No, no, not yet. There are also red and blue buffs, I prefer red buffs," AD Ann protested weakly.

"Don't play tricks on me!"

The Emperor of the Sea was furious.Ann shrinks her neck again.

"An Zai, I thought... I let you have fun on the field and keep your qualifications as a professional player off the field. At least you can get back some trust and dependence. I thought. At least I got your trust. I still haven't given you a sense of security from the beginning to the end. .But no matter how hard I try, I don’t know what to do. It’s a pity. Maybe this is my ceiling.”

Ji Canghai lowered his head in discouragement, he was so failed that he had never seen that his son had endured so much depression behind his cheerfulness all day long, it turned out that An Zai'an would rather push himself to a corner than let him share the slightest share.

From the very beginning, I knew that An, no matter how stubborn and strong she was, was a tough nut to crack.But I didn't expect that I racked my brains, but it was still in vain.An Zai is just a paper tiger with a strong appearance, and those who cannot see the tiger's scars are outsiders after all.

He has no right to blame An for being too unfeeling, he can only blame himself for being too useless.

The sea god Poseidon, who has always been full of self-confidence, tasted the taste of frustration.In the past, when he knew what An Zai wanted, he still couldn't give it to perfection, but now that he has been absent for so long, he is even less sure.

Admit it, Ji Canghai!In this solo battle of OD and C, which has lasted for many years, you have suffered a crushing defeat.

"I'm not, I. I don't trust you. This... This is not a problem." An Zai stammered and explained: "At that time, everyone was under the same pressure, but you seemed to be completely unaffected. There is a problem It's me. I can't influence others."

"So I'm someone else!" Ji Canghai roared, "Stop talking! You're abusing the spring!"

"I don't have one!" An Zai was wronged: "Your spring is mine! Why do you want to abuse!" Years of teammate instincts made An Zai always think that OD and C share a spring, and only opponents can abuse or be abused. We won't abuse each other!

These words made Ji Canghai feel a little better.

"Besides, Chu Ci said that my biggest problem is conceit. I always think that I am invincible and invincible. It is because I can't face up to my failure that I carry such a big burden." An Zai is sincerely doing herself review.

"Who?" Poseidon, who had just calmed down, frowned again: "Chuci?"

(End of this chapter)