Spread joy in the arms of the cold male god

Chapter 106
The little girl's mind was already sensitive and suspicious, but suddenly, she felt aggrieved in her heart, red circles crept up quietly, and the eyes were wet for a moment, and she asked angrily: "What if I say yes?"

But even if it is so what, if not so what, would he really care?
Even if it's just a little care.

she thought,
He is far away, and she misses her sickly, but why should this beautiful night be used to confront each other?

She didn't understand at all which link went wrong.

But upon hearing this, Lu Jingyan was not as angry as he imagined, but the annoyance on his face faded a lot. He probably felt that his child was finally willing to open up to him and admit the truth. Although he was relieved, he seemed unable to let it go. Like cool and white, "I know you are at this age, full of youth, easy to worship and easy to be tempted, this is normal, but you have to understand that it is not suitable to fall in love now, because you have more important things to accomplish, you have A better future, besides, the ignorant feelings of looking at flowers in the fog can't tell whether it is right or wrong, but you have to distinguish what should be done, what should not be done, and what should be stopped in time .”

His voice was like a breeze slowly blowing into his heart, it was obviously soft, but in Song Xiaolin's ears, it was like a biting cold wind, even colder.

No, she can't tell, she can't tell.

She couldn't tell what should not be done at all, and what should be stopped in time.

Could it be that liking him is what he said should not be done and should stop losses in time?Didn't he ever worry for a moment, worried that she was attracted to him or liked him?
Maybe, he really didn't worry for a moment.

Because he doesn't like her, naturally he can't feel her liking for him. There is only a five-year difference, but he is an adult and she is a child. This is like a relationship destined by nature. Unbounded, it's more like a matter of course, he can extinguish her love that has filled the whole seasons and year after year, but the wild fire can't burn out, and the spring breeze blows and regenerates.

As the saying goes, love starts with the wind, but it is hard to calm down when the wind stops.

What's more, her love does not follow the wind, but passes through the four seasons of spring, summer, autumn and winter. Years... the love accumulated year after year, she is willing to love him with the deepest love, even if she never gets a response, she is willing to do so, because he is her heart's desire and all redemption, so she How can it be difficult to calm down?

In fact, she didn't dislike the great truths he was full of, but she was sad because how he could so casually say that he likes it as a truth. Because he doesn't like it, he can be so calm and calm, isn't it?
Song Xiaolin only felt that a hole had been severely torn open in his heart. Although he couldn't see it, it was already bloody and bloody. It was too painful, but what hurt even more was that a handful of salt was sprinkled on the bloody wound. The burning pain in the body is more tormenting than the pain in the body. It comes and goes again and again, almost the same as death.

The great sadness surrounded her, and she fell into the quagmire of emotions and couldn't be rational anymore. She couldn't help but retort: ​​"Lu Jingyan, what about you? When you were my age, didn't you have something you liked and cared about?" People? Didn't you have been with Su Lingling before? So, is this your choice after weighing the pros and cons?"

Su Lingling is Lu Jingyan's white moonlight.

In, the white moonlight I met.

In fact, he never told her the name.

By chance, she found two identical homework books on his desk, one of which had the word Su Lingling written in the name column on the cover.

Later, she met Su Lingling, and it was the only meeting between the two of them. She heard him call "Lingling", which was different from calling a child, so gentle, and with a trace of lazy nostalgia, she simply yearned for him. Terrible, even in retrospect now, even if the person who shouted was not her, she was extremely moved and fell.

In my memory, Su Lingling was a girl so white that she could shine.

She is a girl with bright eyes and bright teeth.

It is too beautiful to describe in words.

Standing next to Su Lingling together with Zhang Xiaonian, she would be overshadowed by it.

He had his heart captured.

The book says that teenage love is the most unforgettable.

So, is there always a person who never forgets in his heart?
She is always brooding.

She told herself that she must learn to let go, but she couldn't help but clenched her hands tightly into fists, and her nails pinched her palms crimson.

How to let go?

Can't let go.

For a moment, Lu Jingyan's brows and eyes sank without a trace, as dim as a layer of dust, he seemed reluctant to mention this past event, and even avoided it, and finally said nothing, only pale He told her to focus on her studies.

If you can't avoid it like this, there are probably ghosts.

It's not that Song Xiaolin couldn't detect his emotional changes, but she really had nowhere to go. She pulled his sleeve lightly, and the texture of the wool was very soft. Her lips parted slightly, but she remained silent again. He came down, but didn't let go, he looked down at her, saw her drooping eyelashes flickering, and saw her little white hands seemed to be grasping the straw, looking pitiful, suddenly, he felt a little helpless, "What's wrong, Child?"

She summoned up the courage to look up into his eyes, which were deep, like clear obsidian, and also like the most dangerous whirlpool, which attracted people into it for no reason, and she couldn't tell the difference between north, south, east and west for a while, but at this moment she clearly understood that it was not When it was time for a nympho, after taking a deep breath, he opened his mouth with difficulty: "Lu Jingyan, can you...can you save Duan Yicheng?"

Duan Yicheng, Duan Yicheng again, she only has Duan Yicheng in her mind.

Suddenly, Lu Jingyan felt more tired of this name than ever before, and the fire that was already stuffy in his heart seemed to collapse in an instant. He has been trying his best to restrain this inexplicable anger with absolute reason, every word There was no room for discussion in the decision, "I have no obligation to save."

But even though he was trying his best to restrain himself, there was still a hint of resentment in his voice, and if he was not careful, the city gate would be set on fire.

The implication is that he will not save.

"Please Lu Jingyan, only you can save Duan Yicheng, my ability is limited..."

He interrupted her bluntly, "Since your ability is limited, you must learn to do what you can, but why do you do things that you shouldn't do again and again? Do you like to make you lose your mind?" In the invisible confrontation full of gunpowder, he really felt tired, and when he spoke again, his voice was low and deep, with a little tiredness and a rupture, "Duan Yicheng, I won't save you, you die early This heart."

(End of this chapter)