Spread joy in the arms of the cold male god

Chapter 14

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Only when his wrist was grasped with a light force did Song Xiaolin wake up from his distraction. Lu Jingyan's fingertips were very cold, as if carrying the chill of morning fog, but he had always been like this all year round, perhaps due to his weak body And the reason of taking medicine all the year round.

He didn't speak, but only used actions to reject her request, and she was also very quiet, obediently letting him rub the medicine on her, the tacit understanding between the two was as expected.

In the air, some kind of light lead is slowly precipitating.

She felt the wetness of the cotton swab gently scraping back and forth on the back of her hand, and a burning heat gradually arose.

Sometimes, his fingertips would accidentally touch the back of her hand, but that little inadvertent touch and the little bit of coolness made her feel extraordinarily excited.

"Children." He called her suddenly.

Song Xiaolin looked up in confusion: "What... what's wrong?"

Lu Jingyan lowered her head, her broken hair drooped softly, so she couldn't see his expression clearly at the moment, she could only see his handsome nose bridge, but after a while, she heard him say in her ear, "You Are your dumplings different from others?"

In an instant, she was stunned, but her heartbeat was deafening first.

Did he find out?That red bean.

It is often said that red beans, also known as lovesickness, are entrusted with lovesickness and can be used as a token of love.

One, representing you are my only one; two, representing you and me; three, representing I love you; ten, representing perfection.

As the ancients said——

Red beans grow in the southern country, how many branches come out in spring?May you pick more, this thing is the most lovesick.

After a long time, Lu Jingyan spoke softly, but trembling slightly, "Child, you..."

"Lu Jingyan, I want you to be safe and healthy, and everything will be successful. I want you to be full of hope for the future. I want you to have no resentment or regrets." In her bottomless eyes, she didn't show a trace of timidity, because her tone was too firm, serious and pious, and she could only have him in her eyes.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, a smile spread in his eyes, he raised his hand and rubbed her head, and said softly, "Thank you, my child, for your hard work."

Good that he had no doubts.

But she couldn't ignore the loss in her heart, because she not only hoped that, but also wanted to live in his eyes and heart one day.

But that is a kind of extravagant hope, greed that cannot see the light, once exposed to the sun, it will be burned to death, or even strangled in the dust, slowly rotting.

"By the way, Lu Jingyan, can you lend me some physics problems you did before?"

She remembered the physics book she read at noon today, in which there were many formulas that she couldn't understand.

"Physics question?"

"Ah."

Lu Jingyan put away the medicine box and said, "Okay, come to the study on the second floor later, and I'll bring it to you."

She nodded.

After dinner, Song Xiaopurn went to take a bath and changed into a casual set of clothes.

study.

The curtains were half drawn, and the darkness in the room was only brightened by the light from the computer screen.

Song Xiaolin knocked on the door, and as soon as he walked in, a damp breath came over his face.

so dark!

She asked, "Lu Jingyan, can I turn on the light?"

"En." The sudden sound came from behind, and she was really startled.

Before he regained his composure, Lu Jingyan stretched his hand over her head, turned on a light, and lit up the whole study room.

He also changed into a loose white top, a pair of house slippers under his feet, a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on his tall nose bridge, and a cup of steaming hot tea in his hand. But it seems more approachable than usual.

She couldn't help but feel a little moved. Fortunately, she was rational, and she came to study!

serious!serious!serious!

However, his casual words easily broke the restraint she had worked so hard to sustain——

"Child, you have a faint milky scent, which smells good."

nice smell...

nice smell...

She smells good.

No, it should be a milk-flavored shower gel that smells good.

Almost at the same time, her face was scorching hot, making her entire heart tremble. Afraid that he would find out that she was uncomfortable, she could only look away hastily and change the subject: "I... I have some physics formulas Do not understand."

Hearing this, he walked to the computer desk, put down the hot tea, and took a notebook from a row of bookshelves behind him, "It doesn't matter, I will teach you what you don't know or understand."

Song Xiaolin took the note he handed over, maybe it was a little wrinkled after being left for a long time, but there was a faint scent of ink, she turned to the first page, only the three words Lu Jingyan written in black pen in the blank, eye-catching , and dazzling.

This is the notebook he used to do physics homework in high school, all of which are neatly written and densely packed with questions.

She sat down at another small desk, looked at his notes seriously, and gently stroked the key points he wrote down with the ballpoint with her fingertips. It was a bit bumpy and frosted, but it was very comfortable, just like a stream flowing slowly. Warmth arises from the heart, passing through thousands of ripples.

She thought, at that time, he might be standing in front of the window, lowering his head to study the formulas in the physics book, the white gauze curtain fluttering with the wind, blowing his clothes; or he was sitting in the classroom, Wearing a school uniform, I bury my head in front of the desk and write down the key points in a notebook, while a fan keeps turning above my head, blowing away the summer heat...

In a trance, she seemed to really see Lu Jingyan, who was still a high school student at that time.

However, Song Xiaolin knew that all of this was just her fantasy.

He is five years older than her.

These five years are not five days, nor five months, but five years of one year, two years, and three years. It is the five years of the four seasons, the cycle of the sun, the moon, the change of the tide, and the five years that can never be crossed. .

When he was in high school, she was still in elementary school, and when she finally went to high school, he was already in college.

In fact, although she lived under the same roof as him, she had been missing his life all the time.

Those knowledge, experience, experience, outlook on life, values, all of which she seems to be able to catch up with, but at that time she just forgot that time is a gap that can never be crossed.

How would she catch up with the five years they missed?How can we catch up?

"Child, is there anything you don't understand?"

Lu Jingyan didn't look at her, but looked at the computer screen, the light made his lenses reflect colorful halos, the movements of his hands remained the same, and the sound of the mouse buttons flowed softly in the air.

Song Xiaolin thought for a while, then pointed to the notes: "This one, I don't understand why this formula can be applied."

After she finished her question, the sound of mouse buttons stopped.

(End of this chapter)