Spread joy in the arms of the cold male god

Chapter 144 The Last Wish
Hearing this, Lu Jingyan hummed lightly, and replied in a slightly heavy and cool manner, "So, kid, you should live your own life well."

Between the lines, it is all alienation.

Song Xiaolin only felt a dull pain in her head. She came to the study to find him with only one purpose from the beginning to the end, and that was——

"Lu Jingyan, can you not get back together with Su Lingling?"

Unreasonable to the point of barbarism.

He paused as he sipped his tea, his expression hidden under the curling white smoke was unclear, even a bit gloomy, "Child, don't you understand what I mean by now? A wound doesn't have to bleed. It hurts, you understand?"

I understand, of course she understands.

But she didn't want to understand.

A wound doesn't have to bleed to hurt.

Just like some words don't have to be pointed out before you can understand the final outcome.

Just like a few days ago, on that very dark night mixed with cold wind, he said:
I can't respond to your feelings.

In fact, this sentence has already expressed from the side that there is no possibility between them.

He didn't want to say it directly, but he was worried about the relationship between the two, and he just didn't want to embarrass her too much.

Song Xiaolin understands all the reasons, but she is a gambler of love. Every gambler has fantasy and luck, and is willing to use everything to gamble on the one percent possibility. exception.

This time, she acted calmly, but her pale face concealed an extremely fragile heart: "Lu Jingyan, do you still remember the birthday gift you promised me?"

On her birthday that year, he promised her three things, that is, three birthday wishes, and now she has promised her two.

There is one last left.

Lu Jingyan raised his eyes slowly, his gaze stayed on her for only a moment, then he looked away again, he lowered his head and took a sip of hot tea lazily and lazily, the hot tea entered his throat, and his voice became much clearer, "Well, remember .”

"I've already thought about this last wish." The study room was quiet, and the air was filled with a vague smell of books and ink, a faint pleasant smell, mixed with Song Xiaolin's voice, like a whisk The mountain spring flowing shallowly in the stream was clear and moving, "Lu Jingyan, I want you to be with me."

The hands clenched tightly into fists, the knuckles turned slightly white with such force.

This last hole card was carefully held in her hand.

If there is no hole card, everything is meaningless.

She was trapped on the shore, isolated and helpless, and the bottom of the shore was the unfathomable bottom of the sea, so would he choose to save her or not?
After a long time, Lu Jingyan calmed down, and replied slowly, word by word, "My child, I can promise you anything, but this is the only thing I can't do."

When he said this, he didn't look up at her from the beginning to the end, he just stared at the computer screen, the light from the screen made his brows tender, but the words he said were as cold as ice slag.

In the end, he finally chose not to save.

Suddenly, Song Xiaolin couldn't help but laugh, but the smile was so bitter that his heart felt astringent.

He said, I can promise you anything, but this is the only one I can't do.

But the only thing that didn't work was being with her.

He was a slip of the tongue after all.

He couldn't fulfill her third wish.

But he had promised her not to talk about a girlfriend before her 20th birthday, and he did not break his promise.

For a moment, she didn't know whether she should laugh or cry.

Cry, not reconciled.

Laugh... it's uglier than crying.

"Lu Jingyan, how can you make a slip of the tongue?"

"Son, stop making trouble for no reason."

She didn't smell, couldn't listen to anything, she was immersed in sadness and couldn't extricate herself: "I just want to ask you, why did you make a mistake? Is it because of Su Lingling?"

As far as she is concerned, he can be with Li Lingling, Wang Lingling...any Lingling, even Zhang Xiaonian, but Su Lingling alone cannot.

Unexpectedly, these years of wandering around turned her love into a complete joke.

Song Xiaolin's mood was already unstable, and this caused her nerves to be strongly stimulated, and she couldn't control all her actions at all. She cried with a hoarse voice, "Lu Jingyan, when you looked at me, didn't you tell me? Did my eyebrows and eyes miss another woman? At that time, were you thinking that the child who accompanied you year after year had finally grown up, or were you thinking about how Su Lingling, who lives far outside Beicheng, is doing well these years? ?”

Her brooding like that is simply terribly pitiful.

Although the language is pale, but the eyes are moving.

He was so moved that he didn't want to hide it anymore.

But suddenly, her mobile phone rang without warning, breaking the sad atmosphere of parting like autumn.

It was Jiang Meiyi calling.

She wanted to press it, but her eyes were blurred by tears, and her fingers became stiff. She accidentally touched the flashlight. The dazzling light lit up for a moment, and before she could dodge it, it shone straight into Lu Jingyan's eyes. Immediately, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and there was an imperceptible color of pain between his brows.

"Lu Jingyan, you..."

When he opened his eyes again, the bottom of his deep eyes were as gloomy as well water, but they seemed to have lost their light, revealing an indescribable, bright yet indifferent sadness.

Like a bird with folded wings in the sun.

It is also like colorful bubbles, beautiful and fragile.

Song Xiaolin couldn't help feeling a little worried, and just wanted to go forward and touch his eyes lightly, but at a short distance away, he took a step back, lowered his eyes, his voice was as cold as a cold river, and there was almost no way out. "Child, it seems that I have to say something."

Vaguely, she guessed that what he was about to say was the last thing she wanted to hear.

She wanted to cover her ears, but it was too late.

In the next second, just listen to him say——

"You have to understand that a brother and a sister can never cross the boundary. I only have the feelings of a brother for a sister to you, and nothing else."

Yeah, nothing.

Back then, she refused to call him brother again.

She naively thought that as long as this was the case, they could be together.

But now, he beat her back to her original shape.

And told her that there can only be brother and sister feelings between them.

Therefore, her love for him is not allowed and can only be strangled alive.

In this world, there is nothing more painful than being extinguished by a loved one with his own hands.

What's more, that love is like weeds reborn in the spring breeze, repeated torture, a heart has long since died.

Hearing such ruthless words, Song Xiaopurn abnormally did not burst into tears, but seemed extraordinarily calm, with tears in her eyes, without saying a word, then she turned around and fled in a staggered manner.

He ran so fast that he almost staggered and fell down.

After all, she lost the courage to face him.

How can a burning heart that is unwilling to be reconciled be calmed down easily.

　Babies, it’s not that there will be more updates, let’s just say that the workers during the day and the coders at night are too tired, and the little fairy can’t be bald () I will definitely add updates when I have time! (˙˙)

　　
　
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