Spread joy in the arms of the cold male god

Chapter 151 It's Lu Jingyan, Song Xiaolin

"Child, I know you don't want to recognize me because I hurt you so deeply, but I... didn't mean it." Lu Jingyan's eyes were slightly red, and he choked up, "Give me one more chance... ,OK?"

"Give you a chance?"

Song Xiaolin seemed to have heard some big joke, and the way she looked at him gradually became incredulous and ironic, just because his words really touched her pain point, like a bloody wound Sprinkle salt on the face, that kind of pain didn't hit all at once, but drilled into the bone strand by strand, gnawing continuously, the pain was so painful that she couldn't breathe, and now, she didn't want to pretend that she didn't know him anymore She clearly knows her appearance, but deliberately pretends not to know her, it's just a ridiculous play of self-deception.

Her tone was full of disappointment, as cold as a cold river, like a sword stabbing at a person's heart, "Lu Jingyan, what chance do you want me to give you? Give you a chance to love me? But ask yourself, five years ago , have you ever given me a chance to love you? If I give you a chance now, then what is the suffering I have suffered? No one will wait forever, to wait for an impossible, and no one will I have been waiting for someone. I liked you five years ago, but I may not still like you five years later. The gravel is scattered all over the ground, will you pick it up one by one? Knowing that the broken glass is everywhere, Will you still step on it with bare feet? Seabirds fly in the sky, sea fish swim in the water, different roads lead to different roads, there is no reason in this world that no one can do without another, so I, Song Xiaolin, are not necessarily You, Lu Jingyan, can't."

She spoke every single word with unfeeling emotion.

Cold and alienated like Lu Jingyan.

With such indifference, it seems that nothing can be put on his heart.

She thought he would get away with it.

But unexpectedly, his expression hardly changed.

After a long while, he closed his eyes slightly, and his cold voice mixed into the wind seemed to reveal a sense of depression and bewitchment, and it contained a bit of forbearance, a bit of restraint, and a bit of pain, "It's not that Song Xiaopurin must be Lu Jingyan, but It's Lu Jingyan and Song Xiaolin."

At that moment, she really wondered if there was something wrong with her ears.

Must have heard it wrong.

Otherwise, how could he say such touching love words?

Especially that tone, devoted and gentle.

It's like without her, his whole sky is about to collapse.

The voice was deep and deep.

In the past, she would have fallen in a second.

But now that she is 25 years old, she is no longer that innocent little girl.

No longer listening to the wind is the wind, listening to the rain is the rain.

These years, Song Xiaolin has been in the entertainment industry, her heart has long been unrepentant, she has never seen any occasion of interest, and nothing can fascinate her eyes, but at this moment, her clear thoughts are still confused , her heart still couldn't stand the pain, why did he start when he said it started, and end it when he said it was over.

How can there be such unfairness in this world?
"Now you say it's up to me, why were you so decisive to me five years ago? In fact, you know better than anyone the reason why I left Beicheng, so don't you think it's ridiculous to hear what you're saying now?" ?”

She sneered, looked at him with more hatred, and sarcastically said mercilessly, "Maybe for you, Song Xiaolin from five years ago was not good enough for you. To be worthy of you, Lu Jingyan?"

"No!" Lu Jingyan was rarely nervous, and his voice was slightly rapid, with a heavy breathing sound, perhaps because of the cold, a faint white breath came out of his mouth, looking helpless and weak, "Child, no matter what you want Don't believe it, things are far from what you think."

But no matter what it was, it couldn't undo the fact that he had hurt her deeply.

With her back to him, Song Xiaolin tapped on the railing lightly with her fingertips. There was a thin layer of snow on it, and the cold entered her heart. She replied nonchalantly, "Lu Jingyan, you know that I'm sitting on a lot of money now. A big star with thousands of followers, right?"

For a long time, I heard him say, "I know."

well.

It turns out that in the past five years, he really didn't know anything about her.

She hooked her lips, "Then you must know what name I debuted under, right?"

on purpose.

She did it on purpose.

Because back then, she debuted under the name of Si Zhengchen's girlfriend.

Both good and bad.

It is conceivable how badly she was scolded by the man's fans during that time, but there were also people who loved her pretty face and praised her highly.

Some people love her movies and feel that she played the little girl she had a crush on to the bone and become her loyal fans. There are also people who slander her, thinking that she has no acting skills, and even one post can get thousands of negative comments.

However, a person whose heart has long since died in Beicheng, how could he feel a little bit of turmoil because of these unnecessary things?

At that time, she would always think of a sentence Duan Yicheng once said in a trance.

That rebellious boy, he said——

Love and hate are the same crime, and there is no pain if you don't love.

At the time she did not understand the profound meaning of this sentence.

It was not until many years later that she finally understood.

Love is the original sin of all.

Hate is an accessory of love.

When you don't love, you become extremely powerful.

Hearing this, Lu Jingyan didn't speak.

It's just that the slightly raised eyebrows were captured by Song Xiaolin's eyes. She smiled suddenly, like the playful smile when watching the prey fall into the trap she set, "Everyone knows that I am Si Zhengchen. My girlfriend, I told you a long time ago that no one will wait for anyone forever, I don't love you anymore Lu Jingyan, you see, love is so cheap, it can be transferred to anyone."

"Really?" Suddenly, he leaned down, and then a shadow fell over her head. He was much taller than her, and there was a sense of oppression in the invisible. He hooked his lips evilly, The breath was close enough to smell, and there was a faint smell of smoke, "Do you dare to admit that you are Si Zhengchen's girlfriend?"

"Heh, why don't you dare..."

Song Xiaolin's voice gradually became quieter. In the night, his eyes were so dark that they could not see the background, like a poisonous snake spitting out its core, obviously very gentle, but also inexplicably dangerous, as if he had seen through all the deep-buried secrets at a glance. , making her heart tremble slightly, she suddenly lost the courage to admit it.

In the end, she finally pushed him away angrily, and scolded angrily: "It's none of your business whether I admit it or not, crazy."

After finishing speaking, she turned around and left in a hurry with her dress on her arm.

Just walked into the corridor.

It was also at that moment that the sky suddenly became dark and all the light disappeared.

There was only gray in the empty field of vision.

The entire hotel was suddenly plunged into darkness.

power cut.

At this time, there was a sudden sound of something heavy falling to the ground behind him.

(End of this chapter)