Spread joy in the arms of the cold male god

Chapter 153 Let's start over

Song Xiaolin just looked at him with eyes like examining a prisoner, his face was still calm, and he asked calmly and calmly: "You said it was up to me, so I want to ask you, why haven't you come here for the past five years?" Looking for me? Don’t you know where I am? Isn’t it easy for the majestic young master of the Lu family to find someone? Well, if I’m just an ordinary foreign student, then I can count you in I can't find me, but I'm not an ordinary foreign student. I'm a famous star. I've been everywhere on TV, in newspapers, and in the streets and alleys these years. Do you not know about me? Are you sure? Don't your ears hear what's going on outside the window?"

She doesn't believe it.

Because he knew from the very beginning that she was a big star with thousands of fans.

In the past five years, he has clearly known where she is.

But he never found her.

But what's even more ridiculous is that the reason why she chose to become a star was because of him.

Going to France to study abroad is not a whim. People will naturally choose to leave when there is a lot of disappointment. This decision is the best ending she has thought about for a long time.

But is it really the right thing to leave without saying goodbye?

Can she really let him go?

Can she really let go of this deep love?

The answer is no surprise.

In the beginning, she thought with a fluke mentality that maybe one day he would change his mind, but she was afraid that she was just an ordinary foreign student among thousands of people, and he would not be able to find her, even in the past. After forgetting her in the long years, that's why she wants to become a big star, make herself popular in the streets and alleys, and make her name known to every household, so that he will never forget herself.

But she only forgot how easy it is for the dignified young master of the Lu family to find someone.

Unfortunately, he never found her.

She is far away in a foreign country alone, from dawn to dark, from sunrise to sunset, from the sunlight through the gaps in the branches and leaves to the sunset covering the whole sky, from the withered and yellow leaves of the sycamore trees on the street to the white snow in the sky, from early winter to midsummer, Then wait from late autumn to early spring, the seasons change, the wind and snow cycle, year after year, until the fifth year.

Countless disappointments.

This has always been a thorn in her heart.

It was like a red blood stain on the white paper, which was extraordinarily gorgeous.

Also enough pain.

In the darkness, Lu Jingyan narrowed his dark eyes, unable to see his expression clearly, he hesitated to speak, "I..."

Hemming and hawing, as if trying to bury some truth.

With her last glimmer of hope, Song Xiaolin asked with a serious voice, as if it was the only ray of light shining into the deep sea, "Lu Jingyan, do you have any secrets?"

Unspeakable hidden?

How can it be?

She really couldn't understand, what could he be hiding?

But in fact, compared to this naked injury, she would rather he had no so-called unspeakable secrets.

Otherwise, she will feel very sorry.

That kind of regret is not much better than the injuries he suffered.

It hurts even more.

Lu Jingyan didn't answer, he let the sound of the wind whistling through the gap between the two, and there was a hint of coldness in it. In the quiet air, there was only the sound of the bustling crowd not far away. After a long time, his thin lips parted slightly, from beginning to end They all lowered their eyes, "I have nothing to hide."

No accidents.

His answer was exactly what Song Xiaopurin had in mind.

But even so, her heart couldn't help but sink a little bit.

It's like the difference between losing 100 yuan and 50 yuan. When you are lucky, there is only endless lingering sadness and distress.

She struggled to break free from his confinement, and stood up slowly, but he took her hand first, perhaps a little anxious, mixed with a deep breath, in a pleading tone, "Child, let's start again, okay?" ?”

She looked at him condescendingly, her dry and hoarse voice was bitingly cool: "Lu Jingyan, have you forgotten, how can you start again without the first beginning? It's like a piece of white paper, you crumpled it up , and then pave it flat, it will only be full of creases, can it still be the same as before?"

He was silent, and she didn't want to say any more meaningless words.

Coincidentally, the next moment, the lights turned on for a moment, illuminating the entire corridor.

I am used to the darkness, but at this moment it seems extraordinarily bright.

Song Xiaolin wanted to withdraw his hand from his bondage, but Lu Jingyan held it even harder. He didn't look up at her, but kept his head down, "Child, you are very beautiful tonight, and the red evening dress is very beautiful." It suits you, it's beautiful." The voice was gentle, as if the brightness of a spring day in March had been crushed into the sunlight, and the light was slowly settling.

It's really too foul for him to do this.

At that time, a word popped up in her rusty mind——

The years are long.

Amazed by the years.

It's just that she didn't know that when they reunited five years later, they saw her standing in the wind and snow through the clouds and mist at a distance of several meters. At that moment, the way he looked at her, Yiyi's eyes contained endless nostalgia , a streak of astonishment also flashed across the bottom of his eyes.

"Sister Song—"

Suddenly, Ji Yu's loud voice came from the stairwell, "Sister Song..." Her voice stopped, she was a little flustered, her toes stopped on the steps, neither was she walking forward, nor was she walking backward, but His face turned red inexplicably.

Hearing the shout, Song Xiaolin finally recovered from his stupor, shook off Lu Jingyan's hand, walked towards Ji Yu, coughed lightly, trying to hide the embarrassment in the air, "Why did you come up?"

Ji Yu lowered his head submissively, fearing that something might have happened to him: "I... I saw that Sister Song, you hadn't come down for a long time, and I felt a little worried, so... I came up."

But in the end, she couldn't bear the curiosity of joy, and she was afraid of being stripped by Sister Chen, so she asked cautiously: "Sister Song, do you...do you have a boyfriend? Are you... in a relationship just now?" ?”

Because Lu Jingyan kept his head down, she couldn't see his face clearly.

It's just that he vaguely glimpsed the outline of the man's side face, with clear lines, sharp edges and corners, very handsome.

It looks familiar, but I can't remember where I've seen it before.

Although he couldn't see the face clearly, just a side profile was enough to fascinate people.

Ji Yu has been in the entertainment industry for several years, and he has never seen any handsome guy.

But for the first time, I was deeply moved.

I unconsciously wondered which star he is?
But the next second rejected this idea.

The noble aura on his body, that kind of coldness, did not touch the world of the entertainment industry.

Therefore, he is not a member of the circle.

When did Sister Song meet such a man?
Is it old acquaintance?
Oh, by the way... No wonder Sister Song wants to go back to Beicheng.

It turns out that there is a crown jade in Beicheng.

Lu Jingyan leaned against the wall and squatted on the ground, while Song Xiaolin was standing. The scene of him holding her hand tightly was already deeply imprinted in Ji Yu's heart.

In an instant, I made up the plot of tens of millions of words in my mind.

(End of this chapter)