Spread joy in the arms of the cold male god

Chapter 203 Take a Walk
"It's just that that year, my mother left without my sister. For this reason, my sister always hated my mother. Although she didn't say anything, I understand."

It was the first time for him, who was unrestrained in the past, to have such a gloomy light in his eyes, "Mother is my good mother, but she is really not a good person."

"She not only abandoned her younger sister, but also killed her brother's mother. Although Auntie Cheng committed suicide, I know that all of this is related to my mother. She destroyed my brother's original happy family, even if she I fell in love with my father a long time ago, even if they were forced to separate in the end, but this still can't change that she is a third party in other people's families... By the way, I forgot to tell you, my brother and I are actually the same Half-brother." Si Zhengchen's voice was extremely hoarse, and he was almost nowhere to be found in the sea breeze. After a long time, he laughed lowly as if mocking himself. Father, half-brother again... I'm sorry, Xiaolin, I accidentally said so much on my own, I never mentioned these family matters to anyone, and I don't know who to tell them to, so I just I can bury it in my heart and digest it slowly, but when I mention it and talk endlessly, you don't think... I'm annoying, do you?"

Song Xiaolin was in a daze when she heard it, and was shocked. She had already guessed that the internal relationship of the Si family might be chaotic, but she didn't expect it to be so chaotic. She understood that this seemingly unruly sunny boy had been unhappy all along. He was burdened with too much sadness. He was a shining genius singer on stage, but he was a lonely singer off stage. This young man inevitably reminded her of another young man, the young man who used to defy the whole world with his whole body, how is he doing now?
She raised her hand and patted Si Zhengchen's shoulder lightly, showing a big smile without hesitation, "Why? Of course I won't be bothered. If you have any unhappy things in the future, you can tell me. , I am willing to be your quiet listener."

He smiled sincerely, "Thank you for not annoying me. Thank you so much. Telling these secrets today makes me feel much more comfortable."

"It's hard for me, an outsider, to say anything about the Si family, but you must be very guilty, Si Zhengchen, because of your mother?"

He nodded: "Mom is my good mother, but she hurt a lot of people."

"But if you think about it on the other hand, it is your mother who hurt others, not you. You are innocent, not to mention you love your sister, your brother, you love this family, and they are equally deep. I love you deeply, and you also send warmth to others, you are a little sun."

Song Xiaolin smiled embarrassedly and said, "Actually, the days when I first arrived in France were my lowest period. It was fine if I didn't know the place well. The dark me brought a ray of light, and my soul also got a ray of comfort."

Hearing this, Si Zhengchen was stunned for a moment, then held her wrist tightly again, ecstatically and cautiously asked, "Really? Did I really bring light to you at that time?"

She nodded heavily: "Yeah, so, you don't have to blame yourself and feel guilty. Maybe you once brought a different light to those who were hurt by your mother? Look, you and your brother Sister gets along so happily and warmly, it means that they don't hate you or blame you, why are you making things difficult for yourself, don't you?"

He seemed to have suddenly realized, nodded, "Well, you are right."

It turned out that she had been quietly helping him untie his knot.

The atmosphere seemed to be just right, and he was so moved, as if he had made all his determinations in his life, he couldn't help but secretly clenched his fists, and finally said, "Little Purlin, I actually treat you..."

"Zhengchen—"

Unfortunately, Su Lingling's voice interrupted him unceremoniously.

What he wanted to say suddenly swallowed back into his throat, Si Zhengchen's face was dark, his mood was obviously displeased, but he didn't dare to attack.

Lu Jingyan stepped forward with long legs, and easily blocked Song Xiaolin's face, and then covered the afterglow of the setting sun that shrouded her body for a few feet, and looked down at her, "Child, you..."

"Jing Yan, go play badminton with Zhengchen, and I will take a walk with Xiaolin."

As Su Lingling spoke, he took her hand familiarly.

Song Xiaolin was startled inwardly, thinking why he took a walk?

But Su Lingling was enthusiastic after all, and she couldn't refuse, so she could only bite the bullet and agree.

So, continue down the long coastline.

It's near the sea, the wind is colder, and it's twilight, so there are a lot fewer tourists.

"Little Purlin." Su Lingling stopped, and suddenly called her name seriously.

She also stopped, "What's wrong?"

"You and Jing Yan...are you together?" The sea breeze blows wantonly, and the long red wavy hair softly sticks to the side of Su Lingling's face, and the sunset glow on the other side of the day is dark red hot, just like the colorful characters in the book painting.

This scene is beautiful, down to the bone.

As the saying goes, there are thousands of kinds of beauty, but she alone occupies them all.

In the past, Song Xiaolin would probably feel that she was not very humble, like a speck of dust, but now, with her chin held high, she did not deny or admit it, but asked in a flat tone: "Are you curious?"

Su Lingling felt funny for a moment, and smiled lightly: "It's not that I'm curious, you should know that he likes you."

"So?" Song Xiaolin turned his eyes away, saw the seagulls hovering in the sky, and said sarcastically, "You mean, since Si Zhengchen likes me, I can't be with Lu Jingyan?"

"No, I didn't think so, and I didn't mean that either. If you are really with Jing Yan, I'm really happy for you."

"Sincerely?" Song Xiaolin raised his eyebrows, "Why do you think I'm not sincere? What's more, you are at best Lu Jingyan's ex-girlfriend, that's all. Since you are an ex-girlfriend, you should put yourself in the right place. You Why do you think you can control everything?"

She was very angry and her tone was even more aggressive.

Su Lingling was quiet for a while, then suddenly smiled: "Little Lin, why are you so hostile to me?"

"I... have?"

Song Xiaolin lowered his head inexplicably guilty, thinking that his tone just now was indeed too aggressive, but the woman in front of him was not just Lu Jingyan's ex-girlfriend, she was his white moonlight, whom he met in the most beautiful and most beautiful time. In her innocent years, she almost married into the Lu family in the end.

Su Lingling almost married Lu Jingyan! ! !

Su Lingling almost became Lu Jingyan's wife! !

How can she be so calm.

Especially back then, she went to France to escape reality.

She lost so thoroughly!

(End of this chapter)