Spread joy in the arms of the cold male god

Chapter 205 But the person who loves you can hear you
Afterwards, Song Xiaolin withdrew his gaze, shook his head, and sucked his red nose, and his voice became soft because of this: "I wished on a shooting star, wished on a firefly, wished on a birthday cake, and wished on the fluorescent sea. Making a wish... How can a person have so many wishes? Besides, the gods are very busy, and they don't have time to listen to your wishes. Only when I was a child would I foolishly believe that a wish can come true. Now I am not stupid. Why make a wish."

"You don't remember, have you ever made a wish to a firefly?"

fireflies...

remember.

This was what Lu Jingyan told her. He said that the wish he made to the firefly was very spiritual.

When she was a child, she believed in it.

"Remember, what happened?"

The wind was whistling past the ear, and Lu Jingyan's voice seemed to be very light mixed with it, "Then do you still remember what wish you made to the firefly?"

Song Xiaolin looked at him inexplicably, as if he wanted to penetrate into his heart to find out what he was planning. After hesitating for a while, he said, "A lot." When I was a child, my wish was nothing more than beautiful new dresses, exquisite cute plush toys...

"Then did your wish to the firefly come true?"

"I..." She faltered for a moment, and suddenly became inexplicably annoyed that he was chasing after him step by step, and her tone was displeased, "Don't you know if it will come true?"

The wish is of course false.

It can't be true.

But her wish really came true.

"You're right, the gods are very busy and don't have time to listen to your wishes." He fiddled with the black diamond ring between his fingers, which seemed to be coated with a faint golden light under the hazy moonlight, "but Those who love you can hear you."

It is often said that expressing a wish does not work.

But he just said that when making a wish to the firefly, you must say it out loud, so that these glowing little guys can hear her wish.

So, when others silently make a wish, she makes a loud wish.

On the first day, she made a wish for a new dress.

It turned out that the next day, there was really a beautiful new dress next to the bed.

On the third day, she made a wish for a new pair of shoes.

As a result, on the fourth day, there was indeed a brand new pair of shoes beside the bed.

Over and over again, none of the wishes she made were fulfilled.

At that time, when she was still young, she still believed that real fireflies could fulfill all wishes.

But it was not until a long time later that she finally understood that it is not fireflies that can grant wishes.

It was Lu Jingyan who could fulfill Song Xiaolin's wish.

But now he says that those who love you can hear your wishes.

In other words, that is-

He's been in love with her since long ago?

Song Xiaolin was stunned for a moment, and her heart under the moving expression was like a flood flooding to destroy everything wantonly, but she returned to five years ago in a daze, that night, he mercilessly cut off her last love... In a thought, what she begged for was nothing more than a more desperate situation.

"Lu Jingyan, the wishes I made to the firefly have indeed come true. It's not the firefly that fulfilled my wish, but you."

There are all kinds of sounds in my ears, the voices of girls discussing new clothes, the voices of boys discussing games, the sound of taking pictures, the sound of chewing snacks, and the voices of children exclaiming how beautiful the fluorescent sea is... But no matter where it is A voice was gradually fading away, she couldn't hear it clearly anymore, she just felt that the whole world was suddenly split into two parts, like a black and white area, on the shore of the sea were people standing watching the theater, while under the sea It was her who fell into the darkness and was disheartened, as if she had lost all her life, together with the voice blown away by the wind: "Do you still remember, in my year, you promised me three birthday wishes? "

"The first wish, you are not allowed to have a girlfriend before I am 20 years old. Do you know what this wish is for? Because I think, at the age of 20, I must muster up the courage to make this wish come true. I will tell you all the love from ignorance to youthfulness, starting from the theater where we first met, for three days and three nights, even if you don’t like me, I will tell you—I like you, so I hope you can wait for me for another two years, which can be regarded as a chance for my humble self."

"The second wish is to restore Duan Yicheng's innocence and release him from prison."

After a pause, she suddenly smiled, "The third wish, do you remember what it is?"

Just like this, Lu Jingyan stared deeply at her eyes from a short distance away. Those eyes were slightly rippling with water, reflecting the long and boundless night, like sunflowers withered in the darkness.

Then, his heart ached unexpectedly.

"Child……"

Song Xiaolin smiled shallowly, and continued on his own: "My third wish, and the last wish I made, is——Lu Jingyan, I want you to be with me Together."

"But at that time, how did you answer..." She seemed to be thinking hard for a while, the corners of her lips curved slightly ironically, "Oh, that's how you answered me, you said, kid, what's the matter with me?" I can promise you everything, but this is the only thing I can't do. The only thing I can't do is being with me. You also have to make me understand that brother and sister can never cross the line, and you treat me only as brother to sister Feelings, other than that, nothing."

She was still puzzled, "But I don't understand. After five years, you kept saying that you love me. But I have already let go of the fact that you don't love me. Why did you come to provoke me again? As far as you are concerned, I am just a substitute for Su Lingling? Because my eyebrows and eyes are similar to hers, you miss her every time through my eyebrows and eyes, is that right?"

"No, no."

Lu Jingyan suddenly panicked, feeling as if his heart was being bitten by something. The next second, he held her shoulders with a little force, but his fingers couldn't stop trembling slightly, and his voice couldn't be restrained. Panic, "For me, Song Xiaolin is Song Xiaolin, not someone else, let alone Su Lingling."

"Then tell me, tell me the reason for all this. I don't understand, I don't understand, you say you love me now, but you hurt me the most at the beginning, almost killing me, what do you want me to do?" Reconcile with you?"

Song Xiaolin's words broke his heart.

All her brooding was just because she wanted him to give her an explanation.

That's all.

Even if she thinks that even if he is weaving a beautiful lie, she will choose to trust him unconditionally, she will believe it, she will let the past go, and as everything in the past disappears, she will bury her hatred together five years ago. Will give up the idea of ​​revenge and be with him without hesitation.

She was looking forward to his answer so much, but also so afraid of his answer.

Like seabirds longing for freedom, but also afraid of being stranded in the desert and lost city.

(End of this chapter)