Spread joy in the arms of the cold male god

Chapter 237 The Hopeless Lover

"...Cut, you're so secretive, you actually got married behind my back, and I want to keep the money." Song Xiaolin reached out to touch the pocket of his coat, but it was empty, "Sorry, I'm not wearing it. If you don’t bring cash, I’ll give it to you another day.”

"It's ok."

But she was really happy for him: "No matter what, you must live happily ever after with your lover. Hard work is rewarding. You said it yourself, so don't break your promise."

Duan Yicheng still buried his head very low, hiding under the moonlight, unable to see his expression clearly, "Well, I will be happy, I will not break my promise."

She glanced at the time, it was exactly eight o'clock, "I still have something to do at the film conference, I'm leaving first. By the way, let's leave a number for each other, so we can contact each other later."

"You don't need to stay, my lover will mind."

"...Oh, I'm sorry, I almost forgot, I'm really sorry, then if you have anything to do, please contact my email, or the original one, do you remember?"

"Well, remember."

"Then I'll go first, and you should go back earlier, bye."

"OK, bye."

Maybe... never see you again.

It wasn't until the moment Song Xiaolin left that he dared to raise his head. It turned out that tears had already blurred his eyes, but he stubbornly refused to let them fall easily. In the dim vision, her back was getting farther and farther away, and was also pulled away by the faint light. It got longer and longer, and the red skirt swaying in the wind overlapped with the shadow of the Nanzhong school uniform without hindrance, and finally reached the end, completely disappearing from his world.

In the cold wind blowing all around, in the boundless night, Duan Yicheng was always alone.

He lowered his head slightly, staring closely at the diamond ring on the ring finger of his left hand, which was shining brightly and unobstructedly, but that ray of light was too weak, and nothing could save a heart that had fallen into darkness. It was too dark, the place he was in was too dark, and he couldn't get in.

spouse……

Hopeless lover.

my sunflower.

From the moment he knew that Wang Chengrun was the arsonist, he was doomed to have no way back.

He couldn't bear the fact that the thing he cherished most was almost destroyed.

For revenge and to protect Song Xiaolin from any further harm, he can only feel at ease by killing Wang Chengrun himself.

After killing someone, he knew he couldn't escape, and he never wanted to escape.

Anyway, he was born in the dark, and he is not afraid of places that are darker and dirtier than human nature.

He just failed the girl who was dedicated to him.

Before surrendering himself, Duan Yicheng went to the flower shop and saw a room full of beautiful bouquets, but he hesitated to buy them.

The shopkeeper jokingly asked him if he wanted to confess his love.

He was quiet for a long time, and unexpectedly nodded.

But roses are too vulgar, and gypsophila is too romantic, but sunflowers are the most like the tenacity of Song Xiaolin, unyielding, sunny, and persistently bring warmth to others.

In the end, he bought a bunch of sunflowers, and the shopkeeper gave him a card.

He thought about it on paper, but he didn't write for a long time.

Love words are not like love words, how to express them completely?
But after finally having what he wanted in his mind, he encountered difficulties again. Because he didn’t like reading or doing homework, the writing of this word is so unsightly. It’s really regrettable.

For this reason, he practiced his handwriting all afternoon before he could catch his eyes.

On that card, he once kept the best and most satisfying words in his life - in the countless days of not seeing each other in the future, you must always shine.

So don't wither in the dark, my sunflower.

On the way to post, I passed a jewelry store.

I don't know if it was due to fate, but he walked in involuntarily, and happened to see the diamond ring, which was shining, exquisite and beautiful.

He bought the diamond ring with all the money he had.

The money was obtained from Wang Chengrun.

He originally thought of sending the diamond ring and the sunflower.

But after all, he didn't send it out.

In what capacity should he give her such a diamond ring?
In the end, he put the ring in prison.

Strange to say, the women's ring was rather small, but he had a pair of delicate hands, and it just fit on the ring finger of his left hand.

In the prison, he eats on time, sleeps on time, and exercises on time every day... In the rest of his free time, he is in a daze, counting the days in a daze, living to death.

It wasn't until Duan Yicheng was released from prison early a year ago because of his good performance that he didn't know that Song Xiaolin had already become a big star admired by thousands of people in the past few years of isolation.

On TV, in newspapers...you can see her everywhere.

Confident, beautiful and sparkling like a diamond.

It's good that she has been living towards the sun.

But under the joy, there is only one heart that is occupied by loss and loneliness.

Not for her, but for myself.

In the past, he was not worthy of her, and now, he is even more unworthy.

What's more, he was still in prison for murder. His crimes were serious, and he might not even have a decent job.

How dare you go to see her when you are so humble to the dust?
He also thought desperately that he would never see each other again in this life.

But fortunately, the first half of my life was so hard that even God couldn't stand it.

An old couple loved him especially, and gave him a job as an accountant, including food and housing. Although the salary was not high, it was smooth sailing.

That day, the class group in Nanzhong rang again and again.

He had nothing to do, so he opened the dialog box. He didn't want to open it, but it brought him hope.

Xu Jiayi said that Song Xiaolin would come to attend the class reunion.

she will come? ? ?
she will come! ! !
He was crazy happy, not only trimmed his hair, but also put on a suit that he bought for a long time but never wore.

He didn't expect to meet her, he just wanted to catch a glimpse of her from a distance.

So, Duan Yicheng quietly hid behind the door and watched her secretly, but before anyone saw her, he heard her voice first.

She defended him again in front of everyone!
Just like the basketball game back then, she used her thin body and great courage to protect the glory that originally belonged to him for him. No matter how time has been stolen, she is always with him and is the same as before. He blocked all the wind and rain for him without hesitation.

Song Xiaolin deserves his desperate love for her.

Dust can also dance in corners where the sun doesn't shine, she said.

Although he is in the dark, he can also live as a ray of light, right?
Perhaps, she will never understand.

It was because of her words that he dared to have the last reunion tonight.

Duan Yicheng lightly rubbed the diamond ring in his finger, the texture was extremely smooth, it was because of playing with it often, he had formed a habit.

But in the end, it's just seeing things and thinking about others.

Although the regret in my heart is still there, the knot is over.

Facing the direction where she was leaving, he followed the wind and said silently——

"So, Song Xiaolin, we will never see each other again in this life, I wish you always peace, joy and success in everything."

He smiled and walked in the opposite direction.

Maybe his tomorrow will be fine too.

(End of this chapter)