Spread joy in the arms of the cold male god

Chapter 79 The Dark Past
Duan Yicheng didn't feel too surprised, his eyes blended with the night, he couldn't see his expression clearly, he only heard him smile, but it didn't seem like he was smiling, "I know, you never forgive me."

"However, although I didn't forgive you, I didn't want to believe that you were such a bad person in the rumors from the very beginning."

"why?"

She lowered her head and thought for a while, then said lightly, "Because we have all been exposed to rain."

Because of the rain, so I know the feeling of the rain.

In a trance, he recalled many things in the past, each scene was firmly engraved into his mind, even into his bone marrow, and he would never forget it for the rest of his life, and he would take it with him when he died, probably he himself never thought about it One day, because of her words, he will gently narrate the pain that has been buried in his heart for many years, flowing slowly like a stream.

"Lin Zeyu and I met in junior high school." Duan Yicheng's voice was very soft, maybe because of the cold, maybe because of nervousness, maybe because of the pain, his lips turned a light blue color, "On the first day of junior high school, he transferred to Dongyang , and I are at the same table. As soon as he came, he received a lot of love letters from his female classmates. However, mine is no less than him. He always took the initiative to talk to me. At first I was very indifferent to him, but it was not enough. He was very enthusiastic, and slowly we became very good friends, but everything was just my misunderstanding. Lin Zeyu was a person who was admired by many stars since he was a child. He thought I was as dazzling as him, but it is a pity ...I just don't. He hates the poor, he hates people with stupid brains, I have it all, but so what? I receive as many love letters as he does, and I play better than him."

He fell into the memory, panicked, "I had a friend for the first time, I cherished it very much, so I took him home, I wanted to tell my mother that I also had a friend, but it was the first time I knew someone's expression could be so disgusting, As if seeing some rubbish, he laughed in front of his mother that this is a place where pigs are raised, and that she is a woman with no legs, making fun of us not worthy of living in this world and breathing the same air as him, because he felt Dirty... I can't describe the feeling at that time. I was so happy that I lost all hope for a moment, and my poor mother was crying... That day was the darkest day in my life, and it was also the beginning of my fall into hell... From then on From then on, I was afraid of the word friend, I fell in love with the pain of bleeding in a fight, the feeling that made my blood boil, it could make me forget everything, I made myself a notorious bad student crazily, but I To actually enjoy this process of depravity so much.”

"I will never let anyone get close to me. No one can enter my heart. I seal my heart and freeze it into layers of ice. It is as unbreakable as a glacier. I put myself in an abyss." , only the boundless darkness accompanies me, and I cannot shine a ray of light."

"If I don't love, I won't get hurt. In order not to be hurt anymore, and not to give anyone a chance to get close to me, so it's true that I fight, it's true that I skip classes, and it's true that I play with gangsters. My The heart is really cold and bad... But I deliberately spread it out by beating my mother alone and spending money on it."

Song Xiaolin was startled: "You did it on purpose???"

Duan Yicheng shrugged and smiled frivolously, "It's interesting that everyone believed it. But it doesn't matter, anyway, I have achieved my goal, no one dares to approach me easily, I know, except for a good skin , I have nothing, I only have a dilapidated home, a disabled mother, and an illiterate sister-in-law. Rather than being wantonly hurt and insulted after learning the truth, it is better to reveal the truth to the public and live a chic life, killing two birds with one stone. .”

His smile hurt her deeply.

She didn't know how much pain a person would have to go through to tell such a sad thing so lightly, with a nonchalant smile in his eyes.

But he is clearly talented.

"In the last basketball game, Lin Zeyu asked me to deliberately lose to him, otherwise my family's livelihood would be cut off...It's ridiculous, but he didn't want to win, he just simply hates the poor, he just likes to torture the poor from above..."

In the end, Duan Yicheng smiled self-deprecatingly, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and lit the fire. This time, Song Xiaolin didn't stop him, and let the sparks flicker at his fingertips, and disappeared with the wind surrounded by clouds and mist.

Although he didn't describe much about Lin Zeyu, but from the few words, it is not difficult to find that this person is a fucking demon in human skin, a pervert!
It was the first time that he made a good friend with sincerity, but he turned out to be a proper pervert. As long as he was a normal person, it would be hard for him not to collapse. No wonder, Duan Yicheng degenerated like crazy.

"Thank you, though." He exhaled lightly.

Thank her for propping up his world in front of Lin Zeyu.

But at this time, Song Xiaolin was immersed in her own thoughts, and suddenly asked: "Who is the person who hit Aunt Alan..." After a moment's pause, she immediately realized that her question was too much, and quickly apologized: "Sorry, I didn't mean to..."

She wanted to bite off her tongue.

Now, wouldn't it make him fall into that painful memory again.

But unexpectedly, Duan Yicheng had almost no expression on his face except that his eyes darkened a bit. He held the cigarette under his feet and extinguished it. After a long time, he said softly, "Lu Xiwen."

Suddenly, she froze, her pupils trembling.

"Lu...Lu Xiwen?" Song Xiaolin had difficulty speaking every word, and couldn't believe it.

He nodded, and suddenly smiled contemptuously, "Why? Can't you believe it?"

"No, I just can't guess...it's from the Lu family...Lu Xiwen?"

"Yes."

Lu Xiwen is Lu Jingyan's cousin.

But counting, he, like her, is not a real member of the Lu family, because he married with his mother and changed his surname to Lu.

I heard that he is a playboy, ignorant and incompetent.

Unexpectedly, he even injured Duan Yicheng's mother?

"When I was ten years old, my mother had a car accident. On the day of the accident, my sister-in-law took me home. She was going to the hospital to take care of my mother, but she was worried that I would not be safe at home alone, and she was worried about leaving it to someone else's home, so she had to take me home. I took me to the hospital. I was afraid of the hospital, because my father once went to such a place where the walls were painted white. After that, he never came back. The sister-in-law led me into a room, and then... I see My mother, who is usually a head taller than me, suddenly became shorter, even shorter than me when I was ten years old, because she has no legs..."

Duan Yicheng was a little choked up, tears flashed in his eyes, but he was still unwilling to let them go, "Dad passed away, mother was in a car accident, what is left of this impoverished family? Tell me, how can a family that is already dilapidated be able to survive?" What is left? It can only be the glass slag left on the ground, without shoes, stepping on it with bare feet, bleeding all over the ground..."

It hurts so much.

(End of this chapter)