Lord please be gentle

Chapter 185 11 No Regrets

Looking at the destroyed Pearl Flower, Bo Nana was very angry: "Bastard, why did you destroy my Pearl Flower?"

"My woman is only allowed to wear the beaded flowers I gave you!" Situ Zhan's eyes glowed with a bloodthirsty coldness, "Bo Nana, you are so brave! How dare you think of other men by my king's side?"

"I do not have!"

"No? No, why are you calling his name? Huh? You're still crying! What's your weakness beside me? Tell me!" Situ Zhan shouted at the end.

"I just thought of some past events, and when I thought of the country's ruin and family death, I was sad and cried. Don't I even have the right to cry?"

Situ Zhan froze for a moment, remembering that he was also responsible for the destruction of her country and her family, his aura suddenly lost half.Then he spoke in a much lower voice, "I'm not saying that you are not allowed to cry, it's just that it's all in the past, and it's useless to think too much." He stepped forward and stretched out his hand to test tears for her again, and reproached softly: "Look at crying My eyes are swollen!"

Seeing him accommodating her, Bo Nana became more and more aggrieved, and her tears fell even more fiercely. "You don't have to be angry with me for a while, just send me back if you think I'm not good!"

"Send it back?" Situ Zhan narrowed his eyes dangerously, and asked coldly, "Where are you going to send it back?"

"Send it back to Qianxiang Country!" Fortunately, I didn't say to send it back to Yin Feifan.

"Why are you always obsessed with obsession?" Situ Zhanqiang worked up his spirit and patiently accompanied her, "There is no Qianxiang country anymore, and your family is gone. What are you doing when you go back? You are a lonely person, not in vain. Are you sad?"

"There is another person, he will stay with me!" She regretted it as soon as she said it, why does she always have a bad memory and can't control her tongue?
Sure enough, as soon as these words came out, all of Situ Zhan's patience collapsed, and his eyes almost burst into flames, "Bo Nana, don't test this king's patience again and again!"

Originally, she was regretting saying something wrong, but when she saw Situ Zhan's attitude, she was really angry, and replied without showing any weakness: "I have such a straight temper, you don't have to bear it if you are impatient! I know you don't care about me, Anyway, you have so many women, you are not short of me! In that case, let me go!"

"Go?!" Situ Zhan gritted his teeth, the joints of his clenched fists turned white. "So impatient, do you know that your old lover is waiting for you outside? Huh?"

Seeing that he was so indifferent and cruel, without the pampering and sweetness he once had, she couldn't help feeling disappointed.His pride and unwillingness to admit defeat was aroused by him, and he blurted out the words that had been held in his heart for many days: "So what? He loves me! He loves me! Thousands of times better than you! No matter how I provoke him, he will not be willing to rush." Let me say something serious! How can I be like you, who always puts me on the stinky airs of a prince, and there are a lot of side concubines and concubines! My country was destroyed by your army! My parents were forced to death by you! Even if they let go So what about my people? Didn’t I condescend to follow you? I really regret it now, why did I follow you? If I were still in the cave, I wouldn’t have so many troubles, so many grievances, and people Scolding for being greedy for glory and wealth, and forgetting the ancestors! Do you know how painful and conflicted I am? I want to go! I want to leave here! I..."

Unable to bear it any longer, Situ Zhan finally erupted like a volcano, and punched her with a fierce wind, with a speed and strength never seen before.

"Bang!" With a loud noise, Bo Nana screamed and fell down.

She thought that she was bound to die, and no one in the world could withstand Situ Zhan's full blow, let alone her!After a while, she found that she was still conscious, and she could feel it when she raised her hand to touch her face.Then he raised his head hesitantly, and the first thing he saw was Situ Zhan's distorted face due to anger. The joints of his clenched hands were bleeding, and his chest heaved violently, as if he was trying his best to restrain himself from throwing a second punch. .

And there was a hole in the wall behind where she was standing just now.This Xuanyuan Pavilion is entirely made of [-] jin of marble and glutinous rice glue.

After the initial shock and fear, Bo Nana was even more annoyed. Holding back her tears, she got up and declared war again without showing weakness: "Hit me! Why hit the wall? Kill me if you have the ability! Do it!"

Situ Zhan gritted his teeth and clenched his fist again, staring at the crazy Bonana with sinister eyes, his voice was already hoarse when he spoke again: "Don't force me! Bonana, let me tell you the truth, if you push me, you will never Have a good time!"

Enduring the tears that had gathered in her eyes for a long time, she rolled down because of his more ruthless words, she wiped away the tears, and replied: "My life is hard enough now, it should be said that I will be happy if I stay by your side. There will be no good times! I understand!"

Situ Zhan closed his eyes, he couldn't bear it anymore, and couldn't hurt her, so he slammed his fist on the table for the last time, and the solid mahogany table was instantly torn apart.With a roar, he rushed out the door and disappeared into the dark night.

After several days of cold war, Situ Zhan never went to Xuanyuan Pavilion to eat, and slept in the study at night.His face was clouded all day long, making the whole Prince Zhan's mansion panic. When he walked in front of him, everyone was trembling, for fear that someone who accidentally became cannon fodder for the prince to vent his anger.

After Bo Nana got angry, she reconsidered that she was really talking too much that day, and she couldn't help but feel a little regretful.But it was absolutely impossible for her to pull down her face and take the initiative to show off to Situ, so she froze like this, went out for a walk when she was bored, and usually passed the time by embroidery.Because she was angry with Situ Zhan, she threw the eagle embroidery that had prepared materials and was ready to start to the bottom of the box, and still embroidered a piece of peony titled "National Beauty and Heavenly Fragrance".

The carrier pigeon has never been released, because she hasn't figured out how to reply Fei Fei.She didn't want to admit that her hesitation was because she was still in love with Situ Zhan.She only considered the other side: what if Situ Zhan ordered Qianxiang to massacre the city if she left?Judging by his temper, I'm afraid he can probably do it.

In the afternoon of that day, after the other maids left, Xiao Ling closed the door, approached Bo Nana who was hard at work, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Xiao Ling wants to persuade Concubine Yu a few words."

Bo Nana didn't look up, she knew what Xiao Ling was going to say, and the needle in her hand didn't stop. "You don't need to persuade me, I won't take the initiative to find him!"

"But," Xiao Ling looked at her worriedly, "the lord has so many women! They sharpen their heads and want to get here, and they try their best to please the lord. Concubine Yu is good, not only does not please the lord, I'll do my best to fight against him, if it goes on for a long time, in case the prince loses patience one day..."

"Just let him kill me that day!" Bo Nana was even angrier when she heard that he had so many women.

"Oh! You have such a temper..." Xiao Ling didn't continue, but shook his head secretly.

At night, Situ Zhan drank mulled wine alone in his study.

It was already the third day, and he hadn't seen her for three days, not because he didn't want to but because he couldn't bear it.Every time he thought of what she said that day, he couldn't help but want to go crazy.Yin Feifan, he viciously chanted this name that has been cursed tens of thousands of times.He, Situ Zhan, swore that he would never be reborn forever!

"Tuk tuk", there was a soft knock on the door.He didn't move, but he knew who it was.For the past three nights, she will come every night.But without his permission, she dared not come in.

The door was quiet, but his heart couldn't be quiet.He just felt so empty inside, and he needed something to fill the void.Throwing the wine glass in his hand onto the stone table beside the bed, "Come in!"

"Squeak!" The door was gently pushed open, and Yao Meier, who had been waiting outside the door, came in with a small holding box, and then gently pushed the door closed.

Walking to Situ Zhan's bed, bowed to him, and called softly: "My lord!"

Situ Zhan waved his hand slightly.

"Thank you, my lord!" Yao Meier got up, put the box on the table, lifted the lid, and inside was a steaming crock, filled with a can of chicken soup.She picked up a small white jade bowl, and took a shallow bowl with a spoon. "My lord, can Mei'er sit down and feed you some chicken soup?"

Situ Zhan didn't say a word. This kind of situation usually means acquiescing.

Yao Meier sat down next to him, took some chicken soup with a spoon, and brought it to his lips, "My lord, your lips are so dry, please moisten them!"

Situ Zhan's eyes moved to her face, and Yao Meier's whole body became hot when he met his gaze.Tonight she was dressed up meticulously. She was wearing a low-necked purple luxurious fox fur on the outside, while she was only wearing a dark blue water silk tube top with a long skirt underneath.

Situ Zhan's eyes searched around her, and finally settled on her heart that was about to come out.

Yao Meier's smile became softer, more flattering and softer, and the soup in her hand got closer, "My lord, let's drink the soup!"

Situ Zhan's eyes lit up with lust, and with a wave of his big hand, all the soup bowls fell to the ground and shattered.Before Yao Meier could exclaim in surprise, a big hand went directly into her clothes.

"Ah!" Yao Meier cried out in pain. "My lord..." There was pleading in the voice.

Situ Zhan didn't show any sympathy, he grabbed her and dragged her directly onto the couch.Yao Meier burst into tears, but did not dare to say a word.

"Why don't you like me like this?" Situ Zhan's sinister face was full of provocation.

"I like it!" Yao Meier forced a smile on her pretty face with tears in her eyes, "How about the prince, Meier likes it!" These days, the entire palace knew that the prince was in a bad mood, and all the concubines hid far away. , only she felt that an opportunity came to her.Opportunities have always been accompanied by risks. Since she wants to be favored by him, she should be prepared to accept his violence.

A smile finally appeared on Situ Zhan's gloomy handsome face, and he patted her cheek with the other hand, "Good boy, I love you so much!"

The guards standing outside the study were startled when they heard the sound of throwing bowls, but they didn't dare to go in without Situ Zhan's call.Listening intently to the movement inside, I soon heard suppressed screams, churning and inaudible sobs from inside, and it took more than half an hour to calm down.

Situ Zhan was leaning on the bed and drinking wine, his eyes were unintentionally staring at the dancing candlelight, and he sighed for a while, "You know that this king is in a bad mood, so why bother?"

Yao Meier leaned on his back, the tears in her beautiful eyes had dried up, her snow-white body was covered with bruises and bruises.She put her mouth on his strong arm, and said stupidly: "I don't regret it! I don't regret it even if I die in your hands!"

Situ Zhan glanced back at her.

Yao Meier came to her senses, turned over and knelt down on the bed, "Damn Meier, she forgot about her dignity, and called you and me indiscriminately!"

Situ Zhan looked at this woman who had been by his side carefully for ten years, and felt a little pity in his heart.He has a tyrannical personality and is moody. The concubines around him are either dead or injured, and most of the survivors are rewarded by him on a whim.It is indeed not easy for Yao Meier to follow her until now.Not only must you be smart and alert, but you must definitely understand his temperament.On the outside, she was a sharp blade for him to kill, but on the bed she was just a tool for him to vent his desires. Unlike Yun Ranyue who had the support of the prime minister's father, her life and death, promotion and relegation were all at Situ Zhan's whim.No matter how much she has suffered and how much wronged she has suffered in these years, she always smiles in front of Situ Zhan, not daring to disobey Chao Yue.All concubines are not qualified to give birth to the prince, and she is no exception.Because concubine Ji is just a plaything of the prince, not a wife at all, and will be rewarded at any time, so it is impossible for him to let them have a chance to get pregnant.Every concubine would be forced to drink a bowl of medicinal juice before going to bed—a bowl of medicinal juice that would make a woman unable to conceive for the rest of her life!Even though she was deprived of the right to be a mother, she still refused to resent him.She loved him humbly, not only did she not dare to expect his love, she even dared not let him know that she loved him.As a concubine, you only need to be loyal to him and satisfy him when he needs it, and you are not even qualified to say love to him.

Situ Zhan raised his hand to caress her messy hair, with a rare tenderness on his face, he said lightly: "It's hard for you, you also put in a lot of effort during Qianxiang's trip, this king should reward you. Tell me, think What reward do you want?"

Yao Meier's heart was beating wildly, the suffering tonight was finally not in vain.She knelt on the bed, snuggled into his arms, and said softly: "Meier should serve the prince, dare to ask for any reward. As long as Meier can follow the prince, even if she is only a concubine for the rest of her life, Meier has no complaints or regrets!"

How could Situ Zhan fail to understand what she meant, she wanted a name.When I went to Qianxiang, I saw that she performed well and made a lot of military exploits, so I planned to come back and make her a side concubine.But now, Bo Nana already thinks that he has too many concubines, especially in the past few days, she has been angry with him, and at this time, making Yao Meier a concubine seems to be against her on purpose.If Bo Nana gets angry, wouldn't the relationship between the two become more rigid?
Yao Meier saw the hesitation on Situ Zhan's face, and she understood the reason after thinking about it for a while. She got tired of him and said with a smile: "My lord, don't make things difficult, Meier doesn't want anything! As long as the lord loves Meier, Meier will be satisfied." !"

Situ Zhan glanced at her with some guilt, and said, "I will keep your merits in mind, and I won't treat you badly in the future!"

It means there is still a chance in the future! "Thank you, my lord!" Yao Meier was not in a hurry, she had been waiting for ten years, and she didn't care about these few days.She is very aware of Situ Zhan's temperament. If Bo Nana continues to act willfully, they will become a hot water sooner or later.

(End of this chapter)