Lord please be gentle

Chapter 225 56 Desert Clear Spring
From Qianxiang back to Tiansheng, no matter how reluctant Bo Nana is, she needs to face this cruel fact.

She cried all the way.The more I think about it, the more I am wronged, and the more I think about it, the more I am unwilling.After finally returning to her hometown, just because of an order from Situ Zhan, she had to leave the well and leave her hometown to start the journey of wandering again.

At the beginning, Yin Feifan tried every means to persuade him, but later, seeing that verbal consolation didn't work at all, he simply kept silent.

As a man, he began to be plagued by feelings of powerlessness.He couldn't help her get everything she wanted.And he was powerless to help her resist everything she didn't want to bear.

Whenever facing Bo Nana's helpless tears, Yin Feifei would be overwhelmed by this frustration.He gradually developed an inferiority complex and wondered if he was a useless man.

However, this situation was alleviated when facing Xiao Ling.Every time Xiao Ling looked at him, it was like looking at a god of worship.And Xiao Ling's request, he can easily do it.

For example, a delicate gold hairpin, a beautiful pearl flower, or a bunch of candied haws, all of which can make Xiao Ling very happy.

Gradually, Yin Feifei spent more time with Xiaoling.

Bo Nana is a person who is used to pampering and companionship. Whether it is Situ Zhan or Yin Feifei, she is used to them being around her as the center, and suddenly she is left out in the cold. It is conceivable that her mood will only become more depressed.

After a long time, Xiaoling can also feel Yin Feifan's indifference to Bo Nana.She never thought of competing with Bo Nana, so she kept persuading Yin Feifei to accompany Bo Nana more.

But things like feelings can't be forced at all.In the past, Yin Feifan, not letting him get close to Bo Nana was like killing him.But now, even if Xiao Ling's mouth is worn out, his body seems to weigh a thousand, and he doesn't want to move at all.

Xiao Ling looked helplessly at Yin Feifan who was pretending to be deaf and dumb.After finally waiting for the carriage to stop and taking a nap, she went to Bonana's carriage to accompany her.

Seeing Xiao Ling coming over, Bo Nana was relieved at last.However, she was still a little dissatisfied. "Extraordinary!"

"Uh, Mr. Yin is a little... uncomfortable." Xiao Ling bit the bullet and said the reason.

"Uncomfortable!" Bo Nana was shocked, and hurriedly asked: "What's wrong with him! Has the Xuan imperial physician diagnosed and treated him?"

"It doesn't matter, I guess it's been a long day of travel and travel, and it will be good to rest for a while." Xiao Ling hurriedly said.

Bonana was startled, and seemed to understand a little bit. "Is it...he doesn't want to see me!"

Xiao Ling was taken aback, "Sister, why would you think so!"

"I think..." Bo Nana blinked her eyes, feeling a little lost and sad. "Extraordinary doesn't seem to like me as much as before!"

As a woman, her keen sixth sense allows her to feel subtle changes in men.The former Yin Feifan was always clinging to her and staying with her, even if he couldn't drive him away.Now his... his love for and dependence on her has obviously faded a lot.

"Sister, don't think too much!" Xiao Ling held her wrist comfortingly, and said, "No matter when and where, Xiao Ling will always be by my sister's side!"

Bo Nana was silent in a daze, and said after a long time: "I know, one day you will gradually distance yourself from me! In this world, no one will always be with someone!"

"Sister..." Xiao Ling turned pale with shock, "What did Miss do wrong!"

It was only then that Bonana realized that she had accidentally hurt Xiao Ling's heart, so she forced a smile, patted the back of Xiao Ling's hand, and said slowly: "You are my good sister, and you have never done anything wrong. .Even if one day our sisters will be alienated, I can’t blame you! Xiaoling, I know that you and Feifan have treated me sincerely, that’s enough.”

*
She was unhappy along the way, but Bo Nana's body did not show any problems after all. It can be seen that she has been well maintained these days, and she is no longer the sick child who was always sick in the past.

After walking for a long time and still not seeing Prince Zhan's Mansion, Bo Nana felt something was wrong.One day, she couldn't help but ask Xiao Ling, but Xiao Ling couldn't figure out the situation either.

"Sister, wait a moment, I'll call Mr. Yin over!" Xiaoling came up with a solution to the problem.

Before Bo Nana stopped him, Xiao Ling turned and left.

Bonana bit her red lips, she really hadn't seen Yin Feifan for a long time.Although they walked together all the way, Yin Feifei basically didn't show up.There is really a problem between them, and they can no longer be as close as before.

Close relatives and estranged couples, they finally went from passionate love to newly married to gradually estranged and indifferent, and began to develop in the direction of strangers.

Sure enough, after waiting for a while, I saw Yin Feifei walking slowly.Far away from Bo Nana, he stopped and bowed to her from a distance: "What is the princess' order!"

Bo Nana's nasal cavity was sore and she wanted to cry, but she finally held back the tears that were about to flow to her eyes. "Extraordinary, where are we going?"

After a little hesitation, Yin Feifei replied, "Kyoto!"

"Aren't you going back to the palace?" Bo Nana clenched her fists in her sleeves. Even though she didn't care about worldly affairs, she still felt the unusual aura that the rain was about to come.

Very likely, the sky is about to change!The Zhuxin Garden that originally belonged to her and Yin Feifan in Zhanwang Mansion may no longer be their comfort zone.

"No more!" Yin Feifei's voice could not hear any emotional fluctuations, it was so indifferent that it was almost indifferent.

For a moment, Bo Nana almost wanted to throw herself into Yin Feifei's arms, crying and begging him not to be so indifferent to her.But she finally didn't do that.Because she knew that there was an insurmountable gap between them that was getting wider and wider, so wide that they would not be able to cross it in their lifetime.

"My lord...how is he now!" Bo Nana deeply knew that Situ Zhan's future was directly related to her and Yin Feifan's future.The carefree days between her and him in Qianxiang all depended on the sky that Situ Zhan propped up for her. If Situ Zhan collapsed, there would be no eggs in the nest.

"The situation in the capital is basically under the control of the prince, and we are waiting for the emperor to die..." Yin Feifei clasped his fists again after saying this, and said, "The princess has no other orders, and my subordinates will leave."

Bonana thought she was going to cry, but she just looked at him with teary eyes.In the tears, his figure gradually blurred, getting further and further away from her.

It turned out that Yin Feifei also had a tired day after all.

Just because he can no longer see any hope.

If Situ Deng dies and Situ Zhan successfully ascends to the throne and gains the ruling power of the Tiansheng Dynasty, then Yin Feifan will live under his control forever.And his beloved wife, Bo Nana, eventually became Situ Zhan's plaything.

Perhaps it is because he has seen through, what kind of despair Yin Feifei has experienced, that he has the current indifference.

"Extraordinary!" Bo Nana called Yin Feifan, even though she saw that he was obviously full of resistance and indifference.

Yin Feifei stopped in his tracks, but didn't look back.

"Will you leave me?" Bo Nana's voice was floating and eager. "Please don't leave me, okay? I won't force you, and I don't have the face to force you! Just please don't leave me, please!"

Forgive her selfishness, fear of being alone and helpless.It seems that as long as Yin Feifan and Xiaoling are by her side, she can endure any situation in the future.In her subconscious mind, she regarded these two as relatives.

Yin Feifei refused to answer for the first time.He walked away without any promises.

Bo Nana stood under the sky full of sunset, tears streaming down her face.The old boy who loved her to the bone, even when she lost a hair, never came back to comfort her.

In the future, he will no longer accompany her unconditionally, and he will no longer accompany her to relieve boredom and wipe her tears at any time.

Gritting her teeth, Bo Nana endured her grief and returned to the carriage before letting herself cry.

*
After traveling for more than a month, the convoy finally arrived in Kyoto.

However, as soon as he entered the capital, he heard the sad news of the death of the emperor, and the whole country mourned. At the same time, the new emperor ascended the throne and gave amnesty to the world.

Removing the old and welcoming the new is the eternal law of all things in the world. The mourning of the death of the first emperor is diluted by the joy of the new emperor's enthronement, so the sacrifice seems a bit perfunctory.People in the court are in panic, because the new emperor's accession to the throne means a reshuffle of the new political situation, and the officials in the court are bound to face a big change.

Bo Nana is not interested in these matters in the government.The only thing that knows is that Situ Zhan won the battle for imperial power and became the final winner is enough.

She was placed by Situ Zhan in a princess hall called the Fairy Moth Palace in the palace. This was originally the residence of the Eldest Princess, but after the Eldest Princess got married, it remained vacant.

Situ Zhan put Bo Nana in the Immortal Moth Palace, which undoubtedly gave her the status of a princess.

Back then, he betrothed Bo Nana to Yin Feifan as his brother-in-law, but now he still intends to settle her down as his sister-in-law.

That didn't seem to be a problem with him either.But the problem is, she is already married to Yin Feifan, not a princess in his boudoir, but he still locks her in the deep palace, and only allows Yin Feifan to enter the palace to reunite with her for three days a month.

It didn't seem to be a problem with him, because that's how the princess was treated.You can't get together with your son-in-law every day, you can only call your lucky son-in-law every month.

However, these dead rules can be changed completely, or even become false.Situ Zhan used this ancient rule to restrain Yin Feifan, preventing him from guarding Bo Nana all the time.

Faced with such unfair treatment, Yin Feifei seemed to have been psychologically prepared and did not show obvious anger.He silently accepted this unequal arrangement, and only entered the palace to accompany Bo Nana for three days at the beginning of each month, and then he would be sent out of the palace and returned to the mansion given to him by the new emperor to guard the concubine Xiaoling. live.

Yin Feifei was only granted the vain position of a scholar-bureaucrat, but he was not even eligible to go to court with his salary.Fortunately, he doesn't have much interest in official career, he would rather stay in the mansion and drink and have fun with a bunch of gangsters.

He spends a lot of money and spends a lot of money, men from all walks of life heard his name as a hero, and those who are short of money come to borrow some money from him, and those who are interested in him stay and practice boxing and sword dancing with him, and they are at ease.

Since Bo Nana lives in the palace, Xiao Ling becomes the hostess of the house.Yin Feifei asked the servants and maids to call her wife, and treated her completely according to the rules of the royal family.

Xiao Ling was a little apprehensive, so he reminded him from time to time that Bo Nana was his real wife.

Yin Feifei smiled coldly when he heard the words: "She doesn't know whose regular wife it is!"

There was a touch of disgust in the words.

Xiao Ling kept silent, not daring to say more.

On one side is Bo Nana who treats her like a sister, and on the other is the husband she regards as her lifelong reliance. The two are drifting away, and she is powerless to match.

*
It is conceivable how lonely Bonana lived alone in the deep palace, but she has learned to be patient.

If she left it before, she would definitely make a scene and go on a hunger strike to gain attention.Whether it's Yin Feifei or Situ Zhan, most of them can't resist her tricks.

But now, she's quiet.

When Yin Feifei comes to accompany her, she will be very happy and talk to him about Qianxiang's past.When he was gone, she would quietly embroider to pass the time.

Really bored, she asked Chunhua Mingyue to accompany her to the Imperial Garden for a walk.

Fortunately, not long after such a day, the Immortal Moth Palace became lively.

The new emperor seemed to suddenly remember her, and sent someone to send a mountain-like reward.Most of them are gold, silver, pearls and jade, silk and satin, and there are also treasures and other things that were tributed from various places.However, what Bo Nana likes most is a troupe.

This troupe can not only sing all kinds of operas, but also perform juggling to make Bo Nana happy.

Later, Bo Nana simply choreographed the dance by herself, danced with the dancers, or played with the musicians.Her willfulness is often discussed, but she doesn't take it seriously. Life is too short, so why bother to restrain yourself.

Two months after entering the palace, an uninvited guest came to the Immortal Moth Palace tonight.

*
Bo Nana embroidered under the lamp for half an hour, until she was tired, Fang lay down on the couch under the company of Chunhuamingyue, ready to fall asleep.

Half asleep and half awake, it seems that the wind blows, the bead curtain shakes, and a familiar handsome figure suddenly breaks in.

She squinted her eyes, as if in a dream.The man's familiar handsome face, familiar figure, and familiar breath slowly approached her and enveloped her.

"Well, you... are here." Bo Nana reached out her jade hand and touched the man's handsome face. The familiar touch made her startled, and finally realized that this was not a dream. "Ah, you... really deserve to come!"

It's not a dream, it's real!he came!
After such a long absence, his sudden appearance is still his usual domineering style, doing whatever he wants.

Before Bo Nana could say anything else, the man's muscular body pressed down and covered her delicate body.

The kiss was overwhelming, but it was as thin as rain, covering her whole body and mind impermeably.

Bo Nana's clothes were peeled off, and she realized that something was wrong. She covered her heart with her hands and said tremblingly: "No!"

The man finally stopped, he was still hugging her, his eyes in the candlelight were like a thirsty desert walker, and she was a clear spring close at hand.For her, he risked his life, went through all kinds of difficulties and dangers, and finally could enjoy her sweetness and sweetness, but she refused him!

"Nana, it's me!" the man growled deeply. "I am your Zhan! Your Zhan alone!"

(End of this chapter)