Rebirth after waste

Chapter 110

The emperor had only been away from the Liuyu Hall for an hour, but he was already thinking about it terribly.After finally talking about the matter with the officials, he rushed over immediately without even bothering to explain a few more words.

As soon as he entered the inner hall, he saw Liu Shanggong standing three feet in front of the couch, he stepped forward and asked in a low voice: "Is your empress awake?"

Liu Shanggong nodded.

The emperor looked over, but only bumped into Gu Yunxian's thin back.

The lines of her back are soft, and her shoulders are small, which is pitiful.However, with his back turned to him like this, there was a sense of loneliness.

Knowing that she was probably angry, he was not surprised by her indifference, he only hesitated for a moment before walking over.

He sat down by the couch and called softly, "Yunniang, it's me."

She didn't make a sound.

"I know you're awake. Can you talk to me?" He said patiently, "Even if you want to scold me, I'll listen to everything."

After he finished speaking, he waited for a while, but he still didn't get her answer.

He sighed helplessly.

"Well, it's fine if you don't want to talk to me." He took a step back, "I'll be here with you, okay?"

Looking back at this, Yun Xian did not remain silent, "Your Majesty, can you go out first?"

He was stunned.

"I'm very confused now, can you let me be quiet?" Her voice was tired and weak.

He was feeling guilty right now, and he didn't want to disobey her again. He pursed his lips and looked at her for a moment, then slowly got up.

When he walked to the door, he seemed to be hoping that Gu Yunxian would change his mind, so he looked back at her again.

However, to his disappointment, there was still only that indifferent figure that caught his eyes.

She didn't even move.

Hearing the footsteps of the emperor gradually going away, Gu Yunxian opened his eyes wide, looking at the autumn-scented green curtain in front of him.

She remembered the last consciousness before coma.He held her shoulders and looked straight at her.He asked her, is that you?

So, he remembered, didn't he?
I remembered the accident that happened in March in Yangchun, and the forest covered with peach petals.

thought of her.

If it was in the past, when she hadn't given up on him completely, and he thought of this, she would definitely be inexplicably happy.

But now that I think about it, what's the point?

As early as when she drank the glass of poisoned wine, she had already regarded these future and past events as illusions.

Those throbbing and soreness are all from the previous life.

Everything is too late.

The news that Yuan Chongyi avoided seeing His Majesty after waking up soon spread throughout the palace.

It was probably because she interfered with the matter that day of hunting, Du Qing paid special attention to this matter, and discussed it with Cui Shuo and Lin Mao when he was not on duty.

"Madam Chongyi's move is to retreat to advance, right?" Du Qing's tone did not know whether it was admiration or disdain, "When I saw this lady last time, I only thought she was dignified and dignified, but I didn't know that she was dealing with men. There are also such means.”

Lin Mao was taken aback by his words, looked around and found no one was relieved, "You are too courageous, it is better not to say such things."

"It's just an argument, don't be so nervous," Du Qing said.

Lin Mao was helpless, "Sooner or later, I will be scared to death by you."

Du Qing said happily: "Why, is it possible that you think she did all these things from the bottom of her heart?"

Lin Mao pondered for a moment, then nodded, "I really think it might be true."

Du Qing was surprised.

"Empress Chongyi is His Majesty's first wife. Although she has been reduced to a concubine, His Majesty's attitude towards her is definitely different from that of others. Since she was able to say that she did not want to conceive a royal descendant last time, it can be seen that she is still a bit temperamental. Yes. I always feel that she is different from other women who seek favors." Lin Mao sighed suddenly when he said this, "Besides, even if she is using retreat as a means to advance, Your Majesty will accept it." As long as His Majesty is willing to follow her, what can we say? You'd better stop worrying about it."

Du Qing shrugged boredly.

He glanced at Cui Shuo, who had been silent all this time, and he became interested again, "Ru Jing, don't you have anything to say?" His tone was leisurely, "You and this Yuan Chongyi have a lot of connections. We only met during the Mid-Autumn Festival last year. Played a ensemble, and you were there when she had an accident this time. There is no outsider here, why do you have to be so tight-lipped? "

Cui Shuo smiled lightly, and looked at him gently with Kunlun's jade-like eyes, "Boyu, are you really idle?"

Du Qing didn't seem to see the faint pressure in his eyes, and nodded his head, "Indeed. It's a bad thing to be outside. There are only a few people you can see all day, and it's too troublesome to do anything. gone."

Cui Shuo thought for a moment, "That's just right, I have something to ask you."

Du Qing looked at him cautiously, "What's the matter?"

There was a warm smile on Cui Shuo's lips, but there was no emotion in his eyes, "Anyway, it's something that is good for you."

The emperor had run into trouble with Gu Yunxian for several days in a row, and it was not until the fourth night that he was finally allowed to go in to see her.

She has already changed her clothes, she is wearing a light blue double-breasted skirt, her hair is neatly combed in a bun, and a butterfly-studded comb is attached to her temples, making her look even more graceful and elegant.

She was kneeling in front of the desk, holding a pot in her plain hand, pouring tea into the two porcelain cups in front of her.

He walked over a few steps, "Why are you up? Didn't the imperial doctor tell you to rest?"

"Always lying on the bed, the bones are about to fall apart." She said lightly.

When he heard her voice suddenly, he was caught off guard and stood there in a daze, not knowing how to answer.

There were dozens of candles on the gilded multi-branch lamp beside him. In the flickering candlelight, Gu Yunxian slowly raised his head, looking at him quietly with beautiful eyes like lakes.

Under such eyes, he instinctively felt guilty, "Yunniang..."

"You remember, don't you?" she said softly.

She spoke vaguely, but he immediately understood what she was talking about, and couldn't help a throbbing pain in his heart.

Lowering his gaze, he said, "Yes, I remembered."

"Oh." She said so, reaching out and pushing a teacup to him.

He looked at the clear tea soup in the snow-white cup, pursed his lips, "I know you must be very angry, if you..."

Before he finished speaking, she suddenly stood up, turned around and walked towards the inner hall.

He thought that she was going to freeze him like before, so anxious, he stepped forward and grabbed her arm.

"you listen to me……."

The voice stopped suddenly, and he saw her eyes full of tears.

Seeming to be a little annoyed that he saw her like this, she broke away from his hand and lowered her head to wipe her tears.

His eyes softened little by little, and finally became full of pity and guilt.

Putting his finger on her cheek, he repeated what he said just now, "Yes, I remembered." He moved closer, "I'm sorry, it took me so many years to remember."

She smiled softly, "This is good. I thought you would never remember."

He felt very uncomfortable, and his voice trembled, "Why didn't you tell? There are so many opportunities, why didn't you tell me?" His voice was lowered, "Why didn't you tell me, you are the one who was arrested in Shanglinyuan Shall I shoot down the little lady of Peach Blossom with one arrow?"

She turned her head and didn't look at him, "I don't know what to say. I don't know, what's the use of telling you. I'm worried that this memory is only precious to me. Maybe you Don't care at all. Otherwise, you won't forget..."

He knew she was right.He didn't care about her before, so he naturally felt that such a past event was irrelevant.But it's different now.She is the person he puts on top of his heart, and every memory of them is worth exploring for him.

He wondered what he was missing.

"So, did you remember me from then on?" He whispered, "Since then, you have..."

Speaking of this, he was a little speechless.He naturally saw her infatuation with him in the past, but after so many things happened, he was no longer sure.

If she denies it, there is nothing he can do.

Gu Yunxian didn't seem to notice that he hesitated to speak, and only said softly: "Actually, I really care about you because of another thing."

He didn't expect to have something to say, so he couldn't help being taken aback, "What's the matter?"

Gu Yunxian thought for a moment, then suddenly laughed, "If my aunt knew that I told you this, she might be angry. But she told me to keep it from you."

The emperor was even more confused.

Gu Yunxian said: "Probably three months after what happened in Shanglinyuan, one day you drank too much and fell asleep in the bedroom of Changqiu Palace. Seeing that it was getting late, my aunt didn't want to go back and forth I sent you back to the East Palace, so I let you spend the night there. But in the middle of the night, you actually ran out from the Changqiu Palace. Everyone was worried that you would be found wandering around in the forbidden area of ​​the Harem after dark, and they were very anxious .Most of the people in Changqiu Palace have gone out to look for you. I went too."

The emperor did remember that he spent the night in Changqiu Palace because of drunkenness one year, but he never knew that he actually ran out that night. Hearing what she said now, he couldn't help but widen his eyes.

"Later, I found you in Tingyu Pavilion." Gu Yunxian smiled.

Although he didn't have that memory at all, he naturally believed her narration, and asked along the way: "How do you know I'm there?

"Because, my aunt told me about you and the third princess that afternoon. I think, if you are suffering because of your sister, you might go there." Gu Yunxian said, looking at him with a look that seemed a little bit Satisfied, "I guessed it right."

His eyes were fixed on her, "Then what?"

"Then, you said something to me." Gu Yunxian said, "It was that night, the only time I planned to tell you who I am. I want to tell you, don't feel sorry for your third sister Yes. I am also your third sister, if you want, I can accompany you. I will always be with you."

Shocked by her words, he watched her unable to move for a long time.

There were tears in her eyes, "Unfortunately, I couldn't say it."

He suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged her into his arms, the strength of his hands was frighteningly strong, as if he had forgotten that there was still a child in her belly.

"I'm sorry." He closed his eyes, "It's my fault, it's all my fault." His voice was urgent, as if he didn't know what else to say, "You should blame me however you want. It was me casual."

It was him, too frivolous.

She let him hold her, and waited for a long time for him to relax a little before slowly reaching out to caress his cheek, "They told me that we had a baby. Is it true?"

Hearing the "we" in her words, he felt sour, sweet and bitter all over his heart, it was extremely complicated, "Of course it is true."

She smiled and blinked, a tear fell down, "That's great. I thought I wouldn't be able to give you a child in this life."

He held her hand on his face, and there was a faint light in his eyes, "Yeah, it's really great. I also thought that we would never have children."

(End of this chapter)