Rebirth after waste

Chapter 130

Zhuang Guiji seemed to be a little panicked, and forced a smile: "Your Majesty, don't hold the child all the time, be careful with your hands. Let the concubine come."

He nodded, handed Ah Hang to her, watched her hand him over to the palace man, gave the palace man a few words and took the child out.

He sat down after the case, and Zhuang Guiji walked to him. After thinking for a while, she mustered up her courage and said, "I don't know what happened between Your Majesty and the Empress, but I feel that Your Majesty and Your Majesty are as loving as before. , this time, there may be some misunderstanding..."

He tapped a few times with his fingers, and her voice suddenly became hoarse.

"His Majesty……."

"I know you have a good relationship with the empress, but these things have nothing to do with you, and I don't want to hear these words from you again." He said lightly, "If you spend more time with her on weekdays, it will be considered as exhausting your efforts." Faithful."

She murmured: "Chenqie... I understand...."

He looked at her and smiled bitterly in his heart.

These things have nothing to do with Zhuang Guiji, anyone in this palace is just an outsider.There are only the two of them, and it is difficult to escape from all kinds of entanglements.

It is knot, it is robbery.

Gu Yunxian saw the emperor again after three months.

He stood alone by the Zhuoqu Pond without even bringing Lu Chuan with him.And she ate a little too much snacks in the afternoon, accompanied by Liu Shanggong, she went out for a walk and did some digestion.

On the grassy shore, the eyes of the two met unexpectedly, and they were both a little dazed.

It wasn't until this moment that Gu Yunxian understood what Zhuang Guiji meant by "Your Majesty's appearance is worrying".

He has lost a lot of weight, with high browbones and thin lips. His eyes, which always smile lazily, have become gloomy. Don't dare to look directly.

Gu Yunxian felt that he seemed to have become another person in a blink of an eye, full of preoccupations and unpredictable moods.

She hesitated for a moment between the two options of turning around and walking up to say hello, and before she could make a decision, she saw him walking towards her.

His expression was a bit strange, Gu Yunxian thought for a while, gave Liu Shanggong a look, and motioned her to retreat to a distance to guard, while he waited for the emperor to come over.

He stood beside her, and she blessed her body as a salute, "Your Majesty."

"I wanted to find you at first, and now I just met you here." The emperor's tone was flat, as if the two of them had never had such a ruthless conversation that night.

"Why is Your Majesty looking for his concubines?" Gu Yunxian asked.

He did not answer for a long time.

She looked up, but saw his eyes looking at the opposite side of Zhuoqu Pond, where there was an exquisite small building standing quietly.

That is, Tingyu Pavilion.

"I remember." He said lightly, "I remember everything that night. I wonder how I could forget it."

She looked down.

When she was 13 years old in Tingyu Pavilion, the flowers bloomed at night and had a pleasant fragrance. She was at a loss for what to do while hugging him who was drunk.

At that time, both of them were still teenagers, and they had never experienced the entanglement of life and death afterwards.

"You told me that night that if you really cared about someone, you would never hate him. But I think, when you said that, you must have never thought that so many things would happen later, right?" Smiling wryly, the pain in his eyes overflowed, "There is also the queen mother..."

Hearing him mention the queen mother, her heart skipped a beat.

"If the queen mother is alive in heaven, knowing that I once led wolves into the house and killed her, she will definitely hate me..." Every word he said was very difficult, and the veins in his clenched right hand were bulging.

She stared at him blankly, "You remember all these?"

He closed his eyes and didn't answer.

Yes.It was not in vain that he had nightmares for several months, and he finally remembered all the things that should be remembered.

This was the result of his insistence, but when the bloody truth was presented to him, he regretted it for a moment.

He never thought that in the previous life, Jing Fushu actually killed his mother, and he made Yunniang angry with this matter, and gave her the death penalty.

In the previous life, after both of them left, I learned the secret from Xue Changsong, and followed the clues to find out the truth.

But by then, it was too late.

On the night when he finally remembered this incident, he went outside Changle Palace alone with a lantern.The gate of the palace was closed tightly, and laughter and laughter could no longer be heard from inside.He stood frozen outside for a long time, but he never had the courage to open the door.

Now, what face does he have when he goes to see his mother?

No wonder Yunniang refused to forgive him, it turned out that he had committed such a big mistake.

Believing in such a woman killed the person she respected the most in this world, and even gave herself to death.

How can she be free from resentment?
As if waking up from a dream overnight, he felt that he was too confused before.His mind was all on his own ambitions, ignoring these beautiful women wrapped in silky red gauze.

He forgot that they were not only gentle and considerate Xie Yuhua, but also soulless knives.

He personally put Yunniang in one dangerous situation and let her struggle to survive, but he still hoped to treat him sincerely.

Why?
When the emperor mentioned the queen mother, Gu Yunxian felt a sharp pain in his heart.

This is the one thing she can't let go of the most.

In her previous life, Jing Fushu designed and killed the Queen Mother. Although she committed a heinous crime, in the final analysis, it was the emperor who gave her this opportunity.And she believed that if there was no chance in this life, Jing Fushu would still do it.

As a king, he favored his concubine, and finally caused his mother's death. It was an unforgivable mistake to tell anyone.

"Your Majesty remembered this, so do you want to talk to my concubine? It's a pity that this concubine doesn't want to recall these things." She said almost sharply, "In the past few years, this concubine has been haunted enough by nightmares, and now I just I want to live in peace."

"Mother Yun..."

"The concubine will leave." She saluted, then turned and left.

He looked at her back, feeling helpless all over his body.

To him now, she was just an ungraspable fantasy.Combining the past and present lives, he already owed her a lot, and now that he has added the empress, even he himself feels that he has committed a heinous crime and is not worthy of expecting her forgiveness.

But deep down in my heart, I am still reluctant.

The more he knows, the more he understands what he has failed.

It was the girl who loved him with all sincerity; it was the bride who put on her wedding dress without hesitation;

Still the wife who silently made up for his mistakes.

He knew nothing, so she assumed all the responsibilities to find out the truth about her mother's death.In the years after her rebirth, she always regarded revenge for her mother as her living goal, no matter how much she paid.

She may have failed her mother's expectations in her last life, but in this life, she is worthy of her love.

And he did nothing.

Thinking of this, he suddenly panicked.

He felt that if she was allowed to go like this, maybe he would lose her forever.

For a while, he was already in a state of disarray, but now that this thought came to him, he couldn't extricate himself immediately.Before he could react, he had chased after her a few steps and grabbed her arm.

"Yunniang, listen to me..."

She didn't expect that he would not let her go. After being surprised, she became annoyed, "Let me go..."

While speaking, he turned around and tried to break free from his hand.

Both of them were emotional, she forgot that she had a big belly, and when she turned around, she realized that they were too close.He panicked, worried that he would bump into her stomach, so he quickly let go of his hand and took a step back.

He let go so suddenly, she lost her balance for a moment, she swayed and fell backward——

The emperor stared at Gu Yunxian lying on the ground blankly, his face was pale, and the skirt under his body was already red...

The Jiaofang hall was in chaos, and Gong'e ran in and out, with sweat all over her forehead.The four imperial physicians were all in the delivery room, directing Po Wen and the female doctor to deliver the baby through the curtain.

The emperor stood outside the delivery room, looking down at his slightly trembling hands.

Lu Chuan whispered comfortingly from the side: "Your Majesty, don't worry, the empress has been pregnant for more than nine months, and now she is a little earlier than the expected date of delivery, and she will be fine."

He Jin also persuaded from the side: "Yes, Your Majesty, you see, the fourth son of the emperor was born in August, and he is also healthy and healthy..."

Before he finished speaking, he felt a chill.He Jin was taken aback, and only belatedly remembered that although the fourth son of the emperor was in good health, the Jiang family who gave birth to him died of a collapse of blood.

I am talking about this outside the Queen's delivery room right now...

His legs softened, he knelt down on the ground, and tremblingly said: "Your Majesty, forgive me, I...I didn't mean that..."

Lu Chuan kicked him on the shoulder, causing him to fall onto his back on the spot.

"Things with no brains, what are you doing here to hinder His Majesty's eyes! Get out by yourself and find someone to get thirty big boards!" Lu Chuan gritted his teeth.

He Jin turned over and knelt tremblingly, and kowtowed, "No..."

The emperor didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, and just let Lu Chuan dismiss his apprentice.

Seeing this, Lu Chuan couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

He was worried just now that the emperor would directly beat He Jin into the violence room in a fit of rage, but fortunately, he still retained some sanity.

Lu Chuan was terrified by He Jin's slip of the tongue, but he didn't know that the emperor didn't hear this sentence at all.From the time the four imperial physicians rushed to the Jiaofang Hall and closed the door of the delivery room, the emperor felt that there were buzzing sounds in his ears, which was unreal.

He didn't pay attention to what Lu Chuan or He Jin said, but just looked at his hand motionlessly.It was these hands that caught her and let go of her at that moment, causing her to fall.

Why did he do that then?
Obviously, during the few months when he was not by her side, she took good care of herself, and even her cheeks became rosier.

He knew that she really cared about this child, so he didn't allow himself to slack off.For the healthy birth of the child, she did her best.

But just because of meeting him once, she gave birth prematurely.

Perhaps, he shouldn't have appeared in front of her at all.

(End of this chapter)