Rebirth after waste

Chapter 145

"Your Majesty...won't you say it?" Gu Yunxian slowly repeated her words, frowning, "What do you mean?"

Yin Fansu said: "Actually, there is something that I think my sister should have known about long ago. I thought His Majesty would tell my sister, but now it seems that His Majesty probably hasn't said anything. Logically speaking, this kind of thing should not be said by me. The concubine came to speak, but seeing my sister and His Majesty being in such a stalemate these days, the concubine couldn't bear it anymore..."

Gu Yunxian felt that he was getting more and more confused, "What do you want to say?"

Yin Fansu took a deep breath, looked straight into Gu Yunxian's eyes, and said clearly: "Sister, in the five years since you left the palace, His Majesty has never had any concubine. He has kept his promise to you and waited wholeheartedly. you come back."

Gu Yunxian's brain was at a loss for a moment.Yin Fansu's red lips parted lightly, and the sentence she spoke entered her ears easily, but she seemed unable to understand the meaning.

Yin Fansu was still explaining in a hurry, "In the first few months when my sister left the palace, His Majesty never set foot in the harem, and stayed in the Taizheng Palace every night. At that time, everyone talked a lot, and all kinds of rumors came out. Later, it is estimated that His Majesty He also felt that if he really didn't visit any concubines throughout the year, the ministers would definitely ask. He didn't want to cause trouble in this kind of private matter, so he came to Fuyin Hall to see his concubines and Ah Hang from time to time.

"The concubine didn't know His Majesty's thoughts at the beginning, so he could only serve him carefully. Every time he came back, he would either consider Ah Hang's homework, or ask the concubine to read to him and gossip. Later he saw the concubine He likes to play the piano, so he gave him a Guqin score, and often discussed music with his concubine. After more than half a year, the concubine finally confirmed His Majesty's thoughts...

"Sister, do you wonder how the concubine knew about the affairs between His Majesty and Sister? It wasn't that His Majesty told the concubine on purpose, but once he drank too much wine and was resting in the Fuyin Hall, the concubine overheard his drunken words.... "

Yin Fansu recalled that night, the emperor who ruled the world passed out drunk on her embroidered couch with blushing cheeks.She tried to take off his coat so that he could sleep more comfortably, but he grabbed her hand.Those bewitching black eyes stared at her drunkenly, making her heart tense.

"Your Majesty?" she called softly.

He smiled slightly, and called vaguely, "Yunniang..."

She was taken aback, "Your Majesty... what did you say?"

He stretched out his arms to hug her, put his chin on the top of her head, and muttered to himself, "Yunniang... I will do what I promised you. I won't go to someone else, so, can you hurry up Come back..." The voice dropped another three minutes, and the tone was humble and fragile that would never be revealed when awake, "Don't be angry anymore. It's just a dream, let's forget it, okay?"

She didn't know what he meant behind the words, but she clearly understood that she overheard His Majesty's endless longing for the Queen.

heard his affection for her.

Her mother is the daughter of a great Xiaoru in the south of the Yangtze River. She grew up reading "Women's Precepts" and "Women's Training".After entering the palace and becoming a concubine of heaven, she hoped to serve the king and mistress well, take good care of her children, and live a safe life.

In her world, she has never prayed for such a thing as love between men and women.

But at that moment, the husband she regarded as a god held her in his arms and called her the name of her respected sister.That voice is full of lingering lovesickness, and every word is engraved with deep sadness.

She has never been jealous, let alone this is the queen she regards as her sister.She just felt shocked.

She knew that His Majesty regarded her as just an ordinary concubine, which was nothing, after all, in her heart, she only regarded him as an emperor who needed to be served carefully.They are the most common way of getting along with men and women under the secular etiquette. Although they are boring, they are the easiest to last.She thought it was the same for others, but what happened that night made her understand that at least the Queen and His Majesty are different.

There have been so many stories staged on the stage, the gifted man and the beautiful woman, two hearts know each other, live for the king and die for the king.The inextricable entanglement of grievances and grievances is only because of the delusion planted in my heart.She thought that such a relationship could only exist in legends, but she never thought that she would also meet one in her life.

She is an insignificant bystander who accidentally peeps into the corner of the story, but already feels that she has seen a legend.

The emperor woke up the next day and still remembered what happened the night before.Seeing him looking at herself with some embarrassment, she saluted calmly and said: "Your Majesty, don't worry, my concubine is just as concerned about the empress as your majesty. The climate in Maoshan is pleasant, and the empress will live for three to five years, and she will be able to support herself. Good. At that point, we'll all be reunited."

She had a natural attitude and didn't say anything that made the emperor uncomfortable, and his uneasiness disappeared.The two pierced through this layer of window paper, and the relationship is much more speculative than before.He began to take her as a cover for himself logically, as compensation, he gave her treasures and belongings from time to time, and even personally wrote a picture for her on her birthday.

She suddenly became the most favored woman in the harem. While being admired, she was also calculated from all directions.But it doesn't matter, there can't be any big troubles in the harem now.The emperor carried out the New Deal in the previous dynasty, and the concubines also knew how powerful they were, so they didn't dare to go too far.She raised her spirits and dealt with it carefully, only hoping to leave a better impression on the emperor's heart, and to get a better fief for Ah Hang when he becomes king in the future.

It's just that he finally knows where this favor comes from, and sometimes when he sees the imperial concubine's golden seal on the case, he still thinks of that person hundreds of miles away.

She will come back one day, and she can wait for the end of this legend with peace of mind.

"...Your Majesty really cares about my sister. He treats his concubine well and gives him power and attention, just because his concubine is someone my sister can trust. Even the reason why Sister Zhu helps her concubine deal with Shen Zhuyang is because I heard it His Majesty's orders."

Gu Yunxian looked at Yin Fansu in a daze, unable to say a word.

The emperor in Yin Fansu's narration was something she couldn't imagine at all, just like a stranger.Although she knew that he cared about her very much now, she never expected that he would lose his composure in front of concubines because of herself.

More importantly, he actually kept his promise to her?
She remembered that year in the hot spring palace. He looked at her gently but firmly, and said solemnly: "I, Ji Xun, swear here that from today onwards, there will only be Gu Yunxian as a woman. There will be no more love between you and me. There is a third person."

She remembered that the day she finally returned to the palace from Maoshan, they stood together in the peach grove behind the Jiaofang Palace.She was moved that he still remembered the promise made many years ago, but he looked at the peach trees around him and smiled softly, "I remember everything I promised you."

At that time, she didn't hear the deep meaning in his words.

"On New Year's Eve, it wasn't the concubine who led His Majesty there. It was His Majesty who went out first. The concubine saw that he hadn't come back and heard Rou Xiurong's words, so she got up and went to look for him. Who knows, in the I saw you and Cui Shangshu there..."

"Rou Xiurong?" Although immersed in shock, Gu Yunxian was brought back to his sanity by these three words, "Her?"

That timid Rou Xiurong, can she do such a thing?
"The concubine doesn't know either. Your Majesty told the concubine not to care about this matter. He said he would find out everything." Yin Fansu said, "However, the concubine thinks that someone probably saw the matter between you and Cui Shangshu and intentionally This game was set up, and at the same time, I want you and Your Majesty to think that the concubine is playing tricks in the dark. In this way, both Ah Huan and Ah Hang will lose their sacred hearts, and the other princes will have a chance..."

Speaking of this, Yin Fansu sneered, "Most of them think that it is normal for the concubine to have unreasonable thoughts after being favored so much in the past few years. When the incident happens, His Majesty will naturally suspect the concubine. But how did they know that the favor of the concubine was just a fake. Only His Majesty and the concubine knew the inside story. Naturally, your majesty would not think that the concubine would do such a thing in a hothead, so he was not fooled by them... …”

"So, that's why you didn't come to explain to me on the first day?" Gu Yunxian said slowly.

"Yes." Yin Fansu said, "Your Majesty told the concubine a long time ago not to reveal the truth about our relationship, so even if it is to my sister, the concubine is not good at talking. If you can't talk about this, the concubine will I don't know how to explain it to my sister. Later, His Majesty said that you are sick and you don't see everyone, so I have no chance to come to you..."

Gu Yunxian lowered his eyes and did not speak.

"Actually, His Majesty is really sad these days..." Yin Fansu suddenly said in a low voice, "Although he locked you up in Jiaofang Palace, I think he is actually protecting you. A few days ago, I took Ah Hang went to the Dazheng Palace to greet him, only to find that his head disease had occurred again, and the imperial doctor Zhang administered two sets of needles to recover. The concubine looked at his face at that time, it was really ugly." Yue said with a trembling voice The more serious, "Sister, His Majesty lost again today, or to Cui Shangshu...Are you really not going to see him? Maybe Your Majesty has been waiting for you to take the initiative to find him..."

After hearing this, Gu Yunxian trembled slightly.She felt as if a lot of pictures flashed before her eyes, those from her previous life and this life, all in disorder, but she couldn't grasp anything.

She thought of the boy who was riding towards her on a steed. She loved him so much, as long as she could see his smiling face, she would be satisfied.Now, all this is within her reach, why does she hesitate?
He has indeed done many things to hurt her, but these years, he has really poured his heart and soul into her.

She was troubled, so he sent her to Mushan, and then kept his promise to her alone in the palace.He spent five years waiting for her silently, like a stubborn gardener who waters the same seed every year, firmly believing that there will be a day when the flowers will bloom.

Now, the flower in her heart was really urged to bloom by him...

(End of this chapter)