Rebirth after waste

Chapter 99

"I have been out for a long time, and they will be worried if they don't go back." Gu Yunxian looked at the sky, "My lord, go back earlier."

Cui Shuo nodded slightly, "I respectfully send off my mother."

He handed her the umbrella, and Gu Yunxian reached out to take it.When grabbing the handle of the umbrella, he accidentally touched his finger.

Unlike holding his arm through the clothes just now, this time it was a real skin-to-skin contact.Although it was only for a short moment, she clearly felt that his fingers were surprisingly cold.

Exactly the same as hers.

In such a snowy day, drinking here alone, although Fengya is elegant, there are also many unspeakable melancholy.

Just like myself, if it wasn't for the extreme confusion in my heart, how could I walk alone in the wind and snow?

The sky is wide and the earth is wide, but she doesn't know where to go.

Nodding to him, she didn't say much, then turned and left holding an umbrella.

Her back is graceful and graceful, and when she walks, her figure is graceful and charming.

He knew that before she became a queen, she must have worked hard to learn how to behave gracefully and dignifiedly.But he misses the little girl squatting on the ground playing with sparrows many years ago.

Snowflakes were still flying all over the sky, and he didn't hold an umbrella, just standing on the frozen lake.Looking at the figure that was getting further and further away, there was a touch of nostalgia in his eyes, and a helpless resignation to fate.

When Gu Yunxian returned to Liuyu Hall, almost an hour had passed.

As soon as Ah Ci saw her, she said happily, "Miss, you are back! We were all in a hurry, and Cai Jia ran out with someone just now to find you!"

She frowned, "I'm just going out for a walk, what are you doing like this? Can I still get lost in this palace?"

When she said this, her tone was a little impatient.Today, I went out this trip to relax my mind, but when I met Cui Shuo on the way, my mood became more complicated.Really helpless.

As soon as she entered the main hall, her forehead was dizzy from the blowing heat. She couldn't help but said: "Although I told you to heat up the earth dragon, it's too much to do like this, right?"

Ah Ci whispered at the side: "I didn't order it from the servant girl, it was..."

"who is it?"

"Yes...Your Majesty..."

Gu Yunxian was taken aback for a moment, only to realize belatedly that there was already a person sitting in the hall.

Dressed in black clothes, holding a volume of books in his hand, he was looking at her calmly.

It wasn't until this moment that she suddenly realized why Ah Ci was so happy to see her back, and why Cai Jia took someone to find her.

Sighing imperceptibly, she took a few steps forward and saluted, "The concubine sees Your Majesty."

"Yes." His tone was light and casual, "are you willing to come back?"

Gu Yunxian pretended not to understand, just smiled and said: "Has your Majesty waited long? The concubine saw the heavy snow this morning, and went out for a stroll on a whim. It was the concubine's negligence that he didn't expect His Majesty to come at this moment. Don't blame me, Your Majesty." .”

She had a smile on her face and her tone was impeccable.But inside and outside the words, there is a hint of unfamiliarity, not as close as before.

He picked up his lips and smiled, but didn't speak.His eyes slid down, and his brows immediately frowned.

He stood up and walked to her side, "what's going on?"

She followed his gaze, but saw that there was a wet spot on the scarlet cloak, and the dark pattern on it was also slightly stained.

Seeing her silent, he asked, "Did you fall?"

She didn't know how to answer, so she stammered, "Uh, I accidentally dropped it, it's fine."

He ignored her feeble excuses, took off her cloak neatly, grabbed her wrist and began to examine.

"It's really all right. It just hurt a little when I fell down, and I don't feel it now." She was seen feeling uncomfortable, and hurriedly explained, "Don't be so nervous..."

He looked around and found nothing wrong, so he breathed a sigh of relief.

Dragging her to sit on the soft cushion, he said with a trace of hesitation, "Who allowed you to run out alone in such a heavy snow day? If something happens, you will implicate everyone in this room."

She was speechless.

Seeing her like this, he suddenly felt annoyed, and the unhappiness of being ignored for the past few days surged up.

I still remember that on the night of New Year's Eve, he was very happy when he heard her calling His Highness the Crown Prince in his sleep.Because he was in a happy mood, even though he was so tired that night, he still patiently coaxed her to sleep.When she finally calmed down, he hurriedly squinted for an hour, and then went to court.

The consequence of lack of sleep was that he frequently lost his mind during the Yuan Dynasty meeting, and once he was reminded softly by Lu Chuan before he reacted and responded to the greetings from the foreign envoys.

Fortunately, the ministers didn't notice his black eye circles after the ninth step and the twelfth hour before the crown.

After the court that day, he personally picked a round and huge pearl from among the tribute gifts from the northern countries as a New Year gift for her.

Dongzhu was packed in an exquisite brocade box, with poems written by him himself attached.Between the lines, he is full of sincerity.

I thought she would express her liking or dissatisfaction with the gift he chose as she did in the past.No matter what the attitude is, at least it can make him feel that she cares about this matter.

But to his disappointment, she just took the box with a smile, thanked her, and said nothing more.

Her eyes told him she didn't care.

Then came the matter of moving to the hot spring palace. He originally only planned to take her there alone, but she offered to bring everyone along.The words were clever and tactful, but they could not conceal her main purpose.

If he still can't detect the problem at this point, he will have been a king for many years in vain.

He finally understood that what he said before, "I can't see blood, I feel depressed" was all an excuse. There was only one reason for her change of attitude towards him, and that was that she didn't want to see him.

He was really confused. Where on earth did he displease her and make her change so suddenly?

Taking a deep breath, he tried his best to calmly say: "Say what you have to say, don't keep it in your heart. I don't feel comfortable seeing you."

His words reached her ears, causing her heart to sink suddenly.

He finally asked this sentence.

She has been waiting for a while.

Ever since Jing Fushu's death, she has become absent-minded.

At the beginning, she didn't notice it herself, but when she realized it later, she really couldn't get up the energy to change.I can only try my best to cover up one or two things in getting along with the emperor, and pray that I can get away with it.But she knew in her heart that it would not take long for him to notice.

Although he seems to have a lazy personality, he is actually very sharp.It's strange that he hasn't noticed that she has been passive and sabotage for so long.

Now that she finally heard him ask, she somehow felt a burst of relief.

During the recent period, she thought a lot, and finally figured out her feelings for the emperor thoroughly.

In her last life, she fell in love with him madly, did many irrational things, and finally brought herself into a desperate situation.

After being reborn in this life, she hated him very much at first, and felt that everything was his fault.But now that he thought about it seriously and rationally, he suddenly found that apart from not loving himself, he didn't make any big mistakes.

Cool by nature, flirtatious, these are his original appearance.He has no obligation to change for anyone.Born in such a position, he has been under one person and above ten thousand people since he was a child, and now he is the emperor who dominates the world.

He has the right and reason to own three thousand fans and beauties of the Six Palaces.Not only will everyone not criticize him, but they will think that such an emperor is sensible.

Abandoning the sixth palace for a woman has always been something that a fool in the storybook can do.

She should have seen this clearly before marrying him.It's just that she was too young at that time, and she was dazzled by emotions, so she didn't seriously consider what she was about to face.And after marrying into the East Palace, she failed to win his favor.In the final analysis, it was her destiny.

How can you feel that others are blind and deserve death just because they don't reciprocate your affection?

Whether it's her or Jing Fushu's, it's all my own wishful thinking.

After thinking about this, she finally realized how unworthy her life was in the past.

She loved him in the past, and Jing Fushu also loved him. In this harem, there may be other women who also foolishly poured out their heart.But the man they loved so much loved no one.

He has his ideals, his aspirations.A woman is just a flower of interpretation when he endures dormancy, but an embellishment when he shows his grand plans.He won't stop for anyone.

Yes, he is indeed very nice to her now.But after so many years of getting along, how could she not understand his temperament?

He is a person who is sympathetic in his bones, and he can make people dizzy when he is gentle.When he looks at you intently, you really feel like you are unique to him.Bewitched by such eyes, you lose your clear judgment and can no longer find the correct position.

In the past, she was defeated by this point.

So, she didn't want to make the same mistakes again.She didn't believe that he would really fall in love with her, but she was worried about herself.After all, she used to be so infatuated with him.

People's hearts are unpredictable, and the only thing she can do is to protect herself.

Thinking of this, she suddenly felt that maybe it was a good thing for him to be angry with her.At least in this way, he won't appear in front of her all day long.

He would snub her, but that was all.He is equally tolerant towards women, as long as she does not commit any unforgivable big mistakes, he will not punish her.

And after he was indifferent to him, she could slowly disappear in front of everyone.It will no longer be as eye-catching as it is now, but find a more moderate position.

She knew that if she lost her favor, she would inevitably face many dangers.But with her current strength, it is enough to protect herself.Although she has no children, both Zhuang Guiji and Rou Jieyu are devoted to her, and Liu Shanggong has connections everywhere in the palace.

She only needs to endure a period of disappointment, and after the emperor gradually forgets this period of unhappiness, she can appear in front of him properly and arouse some of his interest, but not too much.

Like Shen Zhuyang or Zhu Jingru's level of doting is enough, coupled with her status, no one can easily move her.

There are many concubines in this palace who are not favored but live well, and she believes that she can do it too.

Of course, the days at that time must not be as happy as they are now.But she didn't care about these things at all, and it would be no pity to lose them.

For her, getting rid of Jing Fushu and getting revenge, she has no regrets.She doesn't need monstrous power, she just wants to live in peace.As long as the situation is not too bad, she can face it calmly.

The only regret is that she will live up to the Queen Mother's expectations.

The queen mother hoped that she could protect everyone in the Gu family as a queen, but she no longer wanted to do it.In fact, if you think about it carefully, they don't really need this at all.How could the emperor not care about his mother's family?Even without her, Mrs. Gu would still be treated favorably.

Taking a step back, if Mrs. Gu is really worried, she can send her daughter in again.Without her hindrance, the emperor should never refuse again.

This time, she can live completely for herself.

After making up her mind, she slowly raised her head, still in that indifferent manner, "The concubine has nothing on her mind."

She knew that if he would ask so bluntly, it meant that he had reached the limit of his patience.And his attitude will only irritate him.

Sure enough, when he heard her words, anger flashed in his eyes.

He couldn't maintain his composure and demeanor any longer. He stared into her eyes, strengthened his right hand holding her hand, and said word by word: "What kind of trick are you playing? Just say it when you feel unhappy, and make a move." With this appearance, who are you perfunctory?"

She bit her lip, with a puzzled expression on her face, "I don't understand what His Majesty means. You...let go! You hurt me!"

He withdrew his hand and sneered three times, "Come on! Since you don't appreciate it, I'm not here to make fun of myself."

With that said, he stood up, turned around and left without even looking at her.

(End of this chapter)