The unintentional queen teased by the sky

Chapter 165

Qi Shuran's body trembled, and he raised his head to look at her, meeting her gaze, and both of them looked at each other speechlessly.Qi Shuran stared at her blankly, all kinds of things from the past came to his mind, it can be said that he fell in love with her at first sight, from the first time they met, he was attracted by her, a game of chess, his love for her will last forever.As time went by, his feelings for her became deeper and deeper, and she was not as careless towards him as she said, but why did they come to this point now?Is it his fault?Or is it her fault?Are they really destined to have no part?
He looked at her obsessively, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, sad and sad eyes...Suddenly, he opened his eyes wide, because at that moment he seemed to see the sadness and pain in her eyes, it was so deep, Such helplessness seemed to hurt him even more... The look in her eyes for a moment shocked him, and just when he wanted to see it clearly, she turned her head and stopped looking at him.

"Yan'er, why are you doing this! Why do you have to suffer so much and hurt others and yourself!" Mo Shi's faint voice came slowly, causing the rain to tremble with the smoke, and the plainness on his face instantly disintegrated.

Yes, Mo Shi has always understood her!Know how she hides her deep true emotions!As they said, he and Qi Shuran spent the longest time with her, silently helping her, supporting her, and accompanying her through the most difficult time, how could she be so cruel to revenge them!What's more, Mo Shi had a miserable life experience, suffered a lot, and now she has no relatives. She...she really can't bear to hurt him anymore... Forget it, let them go, never seeing each other may be the best ending!

The sadness on Yu Suiyan's face was completely revealed, and he smiled sadly, and murmured: "It hurts others and yourself, maybe it is! Heart knot? The most difficult thing in this world to untie is probably the heart knot! Don't you always hate to think about it? You know, let me tell you why I hate you so much! When my parents met for the first time, they were in love with each other, and they made a covenant that they would never leave. Envious loving couple. My mother is an infatuated person. She sacrificed everything for the one she loves without hesitation. She left a comfortable and luxurious life and even fell out with grandpa who opposed them being together. And my father has always loved my mother Youjia, in order to make our mother and us live a better life, no matter how hard or tired he is, he never complained. I used to be proud of having such parents. However, feelings are really unpredictable. The feelings that used to accompany life and death gradually fade away. Fading, fading, and finally leaving no trace... When I was five years old, my father resolutely left us, not because he had another woman, but because he could no longer live with his mother. The days of ordinary quarrels... This is love, the love that I swore to never leave, my mother would commit suicide for this kind of love, ending her short life... When I was five years old, I saw with my own eyes that Since then, I don’t want to believe that there is a relationship that lasts a lifetime in this world! Love cannot withstand time, and no matter how hot the love is, there will be a day when it will disappear..."

Yu Suiyan's eyes were hazy, she was caught in the past, and slowly told the most painful experience in her heart.When she finished speaking, she looked up and saw Mo Shi and Qi Shuran's faces full of distress and guilt, she couldn't help but smiled wryly: "I don't want to hate you either! But, all you did was in the name of loving me." But in fact, it is hurting me, forcing me to face the past that I have never dared to face, how can I not hate you! How can I not hate you..." Tears flowed slowly with the murmur On her cheek, a sad atmosphere permeated the entire imperial study...

Shocked, distressed, regretful, sad... Qi Shuran and Mo Shi could only stare blankly at her, unable to believe what they heard.Although they had also secretly guessed in their hearts, the cruel facts far exceeded their imagination. At this moment, they finally understood her past reactions, understood the pain and pain in her heart, and realized their cruelty and love for her. harm!They don't know her experience, if they knew, they would never be so anxious to get her, they would definitely give her time and wait for her slowly...

"Yan'er..." Qi Shuran and Mo Shi called her at the same time, but they didn't know what to say. The harm they had done to her had already been done, and the guilt and remorse were useless at this moment!
Raising her hand to wipe away the tears from her eyes, she stubbornly turned around and turned her back to them, unwilling to let them see her sadness again.After a long time, when she calmed down, she said slowly: "Now that you know everything, you should understand my mood at this moment! You go, leave far away, and disappear in front of me. From now on, I have nothing to do with you two, don't meet again, it's good for you and me!" Her voice was like a fallen leaf in the rain, so ethereal, so unreal.

Her unrequited words caused Qi Shuran and Mo Shi to stop, as if they had just been struck by lightning, their nerves were paralyzed, they could only feel the pain in their heart, and it was very painful, very painful...

leave?Don't meet again?What a cruel, desperate word!They would rather bear her revenge, at least there is hope, at least they can still see her...

"Yan'er..." Qi Shuran wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by Yu Suiyan, and she ordered loudly: "Guards, send them out of the palace, and they will no longer be the masters of the lonely king!" Fearing that he would change his mind, he turned around and hurriedly left the Imperial Study Room...

Yu Suiyan, who seemed to be running away from the imperial study, felt desolate in her heart. It was a hot day in August, but she felt a chilly air all over her body. She lightly gathered up her clothes. She looked up at the sky, her heart felt like a knife, tears She couldn't help but rustle down, and for a moment, she felt that the sky was turning around, as if the sky and the earth had changed color, pressing on her, she felt a darkness in front of her eyes, and then passed out...

Moon Shadow Kingdom, ever since the King Feng Yingsheng went to Chenxing Kingdom as an envoy, he stayed for several months, disregarding his own status and responsibilities, and abandoning the country. There were rumors that the king himself proposed to hand over the Moon Shadow Kingdom to the Queen of the Morning Star Kingdom. This matter aroused the indignation and dissatisfaction of all the officials in the court. Even some veteran officials who had always supported and loved the King were quite critical. Prestige plummeted.

(End of this chapter)