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Chapter 32 Despair
Dao Yan's eyes were hurt by Li Xiruo's mocking gaze. He used to be a bit of a fool, and he approached those little girls to make them give up his life.But he didn't have that kind of thought about Li Xiruo, at least now that those thoughts have been dispelled, his sincerity to Li Xiruo can be shown every day, but Li Xiruo treats him like this, how can he not feel heartbroken.

Dao Yan lowered his head and remained silent for a long while, "Xi Ruo, I admit that my purpose of approaching you was impure. But now I really have no bad intentions towards you, I can swear to God."

Li Xiruo suddenly broke into a smile when he heard this, walked a few steps towards Daoyan's direction, and said lightly: "Is it like you swore to my master back then?"

Dao Yan's heart sank suddenly, and he looked at Li Xiruo in disbelief.

Li Xiruo looked at the ghost-like expression on Dao Yan's face, and the smile on his face grew a little bit: "Master told me at the beginning that it was you who arrested a monk who borrowed the life of others. At the beginning, you and I Master swore that he would never do such a thing again, but he has only been gone for a long time, and you have regained your youth, and you still come to lie to me, what? Are you going to vent the anger on my master on me?"

Li Xiruo suddenly turned cold when talking about how long the old man had been away, and the whip in his right hand slammed onto Dao Yan, and Dao Yan screamed out in pain.

After Li Xiruo took the whip, Daoyan endured the severe pain on his body and said: "Xiruo, I know you won't believe what I say now. But I really changed, I really didn't intend to do it Anything that hurts you. Can you trust me one more time. Just once." Dao Yan's voice trembled at the end.

Dao Yan knew that it would be difficult for Li Xiruo to win the trust of his own words, and if this happened to him, he would not believe the other party either.Dao Yan doesn't care about his own life or death, even if he dies at the hands of Li Xiruo today, he will admit it, and he will admit it if he can die at the hands of someone he likes, who made him really think of harming her in the first place? ?But he was unwilling to die unjustly, even if he died, he hoped that Li Xiruo would know his feelings, and he really didn't want to harm her.

Li Xiruo looked at the anxiety and sincerity in Dao Yan's eyes, and was in a trance for a moment.Because practitioners can hide their faces, she can't see the real face of Dao Yan, so she is not sure whether Dao Yan's words at this time are true or not.

"Tell me your purpose of approaching me first." Li Xiruo put down his hand holding the whip, and his voice softened a bit when he spoke.

Seeing that Li Xiruo's attitude eased a bit, Dao Yan was overjoyed, and hurriedly said: "I heard that you have made a elixir that can live forever, and I want to get close to you, so I can find out where the elixir is kept, and steal the elixir. come over."

Li Xiruo's eyes suddenly turned cold, and a faint smile hung on his mouth: "Then why did you give up again?"

Dao Yan didn't notice the coldness in Li Xiruo's eyes. Seeing that Li Xiruo's voice softened a bit, his cheeks flushed, and he said shyly, "Because...because I like you, I don't want to steal your medicine. Don't like me any more."

Li Xiruo's eyes became a little colder when she heard this. She had checked that Dao Yan used this method every time to deceive those little girls who were willing to give him a long life.Unexpectedly, Dao Yan still wanted to lie to himself after thinking about this step.

Li Xiruo was very angry in her heart, but she smiled even sweeter on her face: "In your heart, am I more important than immortality?"

Dao Yan didn't pay attention to Li Xiruo's thoughts at all. For the first time in his life, he confessed, his mind was already in a trance, and he said truthfully: "At first, I valued immortality more. What's the point if you hate it."

Dao Yan's eyes were full of affection, but Li Xiruo said that this evil Taoist priest is a showman, no wonder he was able to deceive his master and so many girls.His face suddenly turned cold, and he raised the whip in his right hand, and slammed it towards Dao Yan.

Li Xiruo uses the spirit-locking whip passed down by Li Chunfeng. Every time the whip is whipped, the spiritual power in the body of the person being whipped will be locked into the whip for a fraction, and it will continue to be whipped. will be completely lost.

The spiritual power in his body was drawn out alive, the pain was unbearable for ordinary people, Dao Yan screamed wildly after being drawn out.There was a coldness in Li Xiruo's eyes, and there was no sign of soft-heartedness at all.

Li Xiruo smoked and said, "Don't you like to deceive ignorant girls with your face? Today I will destroy your face, and then you will be full of cultivation. Let's see how you come out to deceive again in the future." People." He sneered again: "You should be glad that my master wants to save your life, if it is not for the sake of my master's wish, I would not keep your life today at all."

Dao Yan listened to Li Xiruo's words, his heart fell into an ice cellar. The most painful thing for him now was not that Li Xiruo wanted to ruin his face, nor that his cultivation was going to be destroyed, but his own sincerity. Li Xiruo didn't believe it at all.

Li Xiruo let Dao Yan down from the black iron chain after he had exhausted all of Dao Yan's cultivation.Kneeling down and feeding Dao Yan a pill that can make his face age quickly, he smiled coldly: "Although I don't have the ability to make you immortal, I still have the ability to make you age early."

Dao Yan collapsed all over, his limbs were limp and lying on the ground, he raised his head with difficulty, looked at Li Xiruo, and said with red eyes: "If...I mean if...my heart to you is true, you will Consider me?"

Li Xiruo's hand holding the spirit lock whip shook slightly, and a strange feeling rose in his heart. For some reason, listening to Dao Yan's words and looking at the expectant expression on his face, he always felt that the other party didn't seem to be lying. Own.But this idea just came out of my heart, and it was snuffed out by Li Xiruo.How can a person who dares to deceive his master, plot against himself, and deceive so many young girls Yangshou have any sincerity towards others?

Li Xiruo turned around coldly and said, "No, apart from Master, I don't need other feelings in my life."

When Dao Yan heard these words, it seemed as if all the strength in his body had been sucked out, and his eyes were full of unprecedented despair.A kind of bone-destroying hatred spread from the bottom of my heart. If the ruined face and the ruined cultivation base were not enough to generate hatred for Dao, then Li Xiruo didn't have the slightest trust in himself in his heart, and that sentence There is no need for other emotions in life, it is the last straw that crushes Dao Yan.

Dao Yan has never been a broad-minded person. When Li Chunfeng kindly let him go, he could still hate Li Chunfeng for so many years, and even transferred his hatred to Li Chunfeng's only precious disciple.What's more, it ruined everything he had managed for decades, as well as his proud face.

And the only true love in his life
Dao Yan never knew that his feelings were so worthless in Li Xiruo's heart.Apart from Master, she doesn't need other feelings in her life.All of Dao Yan's feelings are just self-indulgent.

After that incident, Dao Yan completely changed his temperament, and he regarded human life as worthless. He no longer borrowed other people's life, but directly used magic to take other people's life.He used magic to nourish his own life, and also nourished his once destroyed face.His hands were bloody, without any emotional warmth, and his only wish was to find Li Xiruo, the Taishi Ling who was said to be living in seclusion, and avenge that day.

Dao Yan used his power to search for Li Xiruo for a long time. He knew that after Li Xiruo ate the elixir made by Zhu Yanguo, he was really young forever, but he was not immortal.It took a lot of effort for him to find the place where the reclusive Li Xiruo lived, but it was a pity that the place had been destroyed when he went there, and Li Xiruo was nowhere to be found.

At that time, Dao Yan was a little confused, and he also suspected that if Li Xi hadn't reached the end of his life, he would have destroyed the place where she made medicine.But thinking of that possibility, an unknown emotion filled his heart.Even after nearly a thousand years, his feelings for Li Xiruo are still complicated.

If it is said that he hates Li Xiruo, that is for sure, that kind of bone-destroying hatred will not change until he dies.But let him kill Li Xiruo, and he couldn't do it, just like seeing Li Xiruo's life and death with his own eyes, he actually had a feeling of fear, he was afraid, afraid that Li Xiruo was really dead .

But if he still likes Li Xiruo, he can no longer face Li Xiruo as purely as before.At least after hearing the phrase that there is no need for other emotions in life, there is no way to be free from barriers.His only thought was to find Li Xiruo and arrest Li Xiruo. He tortured her the way she tortured him back then.

So when he heard the name Li Xiruo, he was very excited. Even if he didn't know that the Li Xiruo in Wang Hamo's mouth was not the same person as the Li Xiruo he knew, he was also excited.As long as he heard that name again, he would feel an indescribable excitement.Probably, he hasn't heard that name for too long.
After Wang Hama left, Dao Yan smashed a set of tea sets. Most of the anger in his heart calmed down. Ever since he knew that Li Xiruo didn't know whether Li Xiruo was alive or dead, his life had lost its purpose. These days, he lived a very depressed and peaceful life. , He thought he had already reached the Taoist state of mind where nothing can make waves, but he didn't want to, but the three words Li Xiruo ruined all his state of mind.

Dao Yan called the silent boy to come over, picked up the scattered pieces on the ground, lowered his eyes and thought quietly, knowing that Zhu Yanguo can also practice spiritual power to protect the body, and the person named Li Xiruo should be the one he was looking for People, otherwise there wouldn't be so many coincidences.

He knew how much Li Xiruo cared about the elixir of life. Li Xiruo's lifelong obsession was to refine the elixir of life, find her master, and be with him forever.Now it seems that for this obsession, Li Xiruo did not hesitate to take it away.Then, if I ruined all her hopes, she must be very desperate, right?

How can I experience this feeling alone?
(End of this chapter)