after the palm

Chapter 10 [10]

【10】

When He Yan returned to her friend's house, it seemed that one of the three souls and seven souls had been taken away.

Clutching her friend's hand, He Yan was still trembling.The whole body trembled.

"Yanyan, what's wrong with you." The friend called her.

But He Yan couldn't recover for a long time.

During the day, she went up to the second floor.She went to that room.

The second floor was huge, but she was attracted by that room immediately.Somehow she opened the door.

She was stunned.There, the layout is exactly the same as the place where Nan Zhao and the others lived together!
He is still alive!

He Yan went to see every detail of the room, and the more she looked at it, the more determined she was.

Even, the smell of the room is as same as her body.

If it is said that the layout of the room can be said to be the same as the previous layout, what about the smell? !
Not only her smell.Also, although the room was obviously ventilated, the air could even be said to be fresh.

But how could she forget that she was entangled with her day and night, and she didn't know when she was familiar with his body, his breath, and his preferences. . .

What really forced her to admit was the letter. She frantically searched for all clues to prove her judgment. She opened the drawer and unlocked it.

Meet like meet.

Ah Yan, it's really amazing, isn't it.

When I wrote you a letter last time, I wrote it with the heart of death.Good luck, I didn't get what you wanted.

. . . . . .

then.

Ah-yeon ran into another room and came out.

"A Jiang, then I'm leaving."

He Yan hugged her friend, and finally burst into tears.

Fu Shenxing, you are still alive.

How should I convince myself, and how should I face myself.

Do you know, knowing that you are still alive, there is such a trace of joy in my heart.

Fu Shenxing, why, why are you still alive.Why let me find out, why, what should I do.You tell me, what should I do in the end.

One day earlier than expected, He Yan was ready to return home.

Ah Jiang came to see him off.

He Yan was still very calm, "Thank you for this period of time."

Ah Jiang said, "Take care"

In the end.He Yan said, "If he is still alive, I want to tell him that my child's name is Liang Xiru. I hope so, if so."

Ah Jiang concealed his surprise.Silently watched her board the plane and leave.

After He Yan left, Fu Shenxing who was on the side finally appeared.

What happened that day also caught him off guard.He immediately opened the window to ventilate and dissipate the smell in the room.

Escape from behind and hide in a corner.It wasn't until Ah Jiang sent them back that they returned home.

However, he knew that He Yan might have discovered something. He watched the surveillance, and He Yan entered the room, but nothing in the room was captured.But the drawers and letters showed signs of being opened.

Fu Shenxing closed his eyes, as smart as she was, how could he get out of it unscathed.

Ah Yan's last words also proved his conjecture, she already knew it.Xiru, she said the child's name.

Fu Shenxing's eyes were red.The place on the chest was throbbing vigorously.

Ah Yan, I know.

Two people, one light and one dark.

If she doesn't say it, he won't break it.

They both know each other, but no one can break the tacit understanding.

Ah Yan, since you don't say it, then I will never mention it again.

You want me to disappear, then I will not appear again.

That's the last thing I can do.

Go back to Nanzhao.

The days are still the same.

It's just that Ah Yan would think of that letter from time to time.Strange to say, I've only seen it once.But she remembers it clearly.

See words such as Wu.

Ah Yan, it's really amazing, isn't it.

When I wrote you a letter last time, I wrote it with the heart of death.Good luck, I didn't get what you wanted.

I saw you today, and you told me that our child is called Xiru.That's a nice name.

I can't help but also think about my childhood.

I was born in a slum and grew up in a slum.Unlike your childhood, I lived in a place without sunshine.As far as the eye can see, there is no love, no daylight.There are only deceit, abandonment, and the jungle.I understood from a very young age that if you want to survive on your own, you have to rob.That's me, as Shen Zhijie.Later, I became Fu Shenxing, and I couldn't get out of the darkness.

Sorry for pulling you in.

I sometimes wonder what your childhood would have been like.You look gentle, but you are actually strong and decisive.You must be like a little princess, a little self-willed, but still very kind. When you see a bad person like me, you will definitely yell at me. Your sense of justice must not have changed since childhood.

If possible, I really want to know you when I was young.I will definitely fall in love with you like that.At that time, I hadn't committed this unforgivable mistake; at that time, I was not so bad; at that time, you appeared, and pulled me out of hell before I deviated from the course.

Ah Yan, many years later, I am still like a voyeur, secretly watching you in class.I would think, what would happen if I was by your side, no, I am so self-willed and domineering, I will definitely not allow you to show it to others.

Ah Yan, don't call me perverted.I can only survive by imagining the days with you.

Ah Yan, I don't know what's the point of writing these words you can't see.Ah Yan, I can rest assured that I will not bother you again.

It's just, Ah Yan, can you teach me how to forget you.

Fu Shenxing, do you know how big a mistake you made?To me, to Liang Yuanze.

Do you think repentance can make up for your mistakes?

Do you think you can redeem your sins by running an orphanage?

Do you think I will be shaken by copying the room?
If you didn't have love when you were young, can you hurt others?
You claim to love me, but you keep hurting me.

Fu Shenxing, do you know, the one who looks like light, Liang Yuanze.Because of you, he left.How can you compensate me?
You are right, if I met you then. .i met you. .I would yell. . .Fu Shenxing. . .if it is real. . .

Finally, with a muffled snort, the circles of his eyes were red, and he cried bitterly.

He Yan is no longer the same as before, she hates herself when she thinks of Fu Shenxing.

But it is acceptable, the self who will think of Fu Shenxing.

Fu Shenxing, I don't want to push myself anymore.But can't let go.

(End of this chapter)