after the palm

Chapter 4 [4]

【4】

The days passed like this for half a month.

Ah Xi gradually recovered, and He Yan's hanging heart was relieved.

At the same time, she also made a decision—to reduce her workload and take good care of Axi.

Liang Yuanze also agreed with this idea.He was always so gentle and understanding of her.

What about Fu Shenxing, He Yan was somewhat disgusted by this sudden idea.She disliked everything related to him, and she was even more disgusted, thinking of himself from time to time.

She, the platform, and the school also explained about online classes.She was replaced by another excellent handsome teacher.

She will open a live broadcast to interact with the students and tell everyone the news.

It's a live broadcast, it's more like a chat between friends.

Looking at the messages sent by students from all over the world, He Yan felt a little warmth.

The students regretted her departure and kept swiping their screens.

"No"

"I'm sorry"

"Teacher He is great, and he teaches well."

He Yan couldn't help but find it funny, these lovely and innocent children.

He Yan also promised that if she was free, she would use this method to chat with everyone, teach and so on.

But everyone was still yelling lost.

There is only one comment, which is an unfamiliar number.Attracted He Yan's attention.

"Can I ask a digression, what is the name of Teacher He's child?"

He Yan looked at this question and was a little lost in thought. She didn't know what emotions came up, her eyes were a little red.

Sitting down, she spoke slowly, his name, Liang Xiru.I hope so, if so.

Fu Shenxing at the other end seemed to understand the meaning of the name in an instant.

Xiru, in my life, I had everything, money, power, betrayal, killing, and injury.The only thing that is not there is light and hope.My child, your life will be full of hope, you will have love and sunshine.

At the end, Fu Shenxing cried bitterly, his Ayan.

"Snapped"

Ah Jiang pushed open the door fiercely, "Boss, how long will you be like this!"

But seeing Fu Shenxing who was so fragile to the bottom, A Jiang couldn't help but feel distressed. After so many things, he lived and died together. For him, Fu Shenxing is not only a boss, but also a friend and brother.

"If you still miss her, go see her, go find her, and bring her back!"

"Who do you show like this, she won't know, in her heart, you are already dead!"

Fu Shenxing raised his head and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Slowly said, "A Jiang, I can't."

No, to interfere in her life again; no, selfish and willful to bring her into her own world; no, to destroy her already stable life; no, to let him exist in her world.

See words such as Wu.

"A Jiang, go out."

Fu Shenxing took out a pen and paper, Ah Yan, if you can't say it, let's write it down in the letter.

Ah Yan, it's really amazing, isn't it.

When I wrote you a letter last time, I wrote it with the heart of death.Good luck, I didn't get what you wanted.

I saw you today, and you told me that our child is called Xiru.That's a nice name.

I can't help but also think about my childhood.

I was born in a slum and grew up in a slum.Unlike your childhood, I lived in a place without sunshine.As far as the eye can see, there is no love, no daylight.There are only deceit, abandonment, and the jungle.I understood from a very young age that if you want to survive on your own, you have to rob.That's me, as Shen Zhijie.Later, I became Fu Shenxing, and I couldn't get out of the darkness.

Sorry for pulling you in.

I sometimes wonder what your childhood would have been like.You look gentle, but you are actually strong and decisive.You must be like a little princess, a little self-willed, but still very kind. When you see a bad person like me, you will definitely yell at me. Your sense of justice must not have changed since childhood.

If possible, I really want to know you when I was young.I will definitely fall in love with you like that.At that time, I hadn't committed this unforgivable mistake; at that time, I was not so bad; at that time, you appeared, and pulled me out of hell before I deviated from the course.

Ah Yan, many years later, I am still like a voyeur, secretly watching you in class.I would think, what would happen if I was by your side, no, I am so self-willed and domineering, I will definitely not allow you to show it to others.

Ah Yan, don't call me perverted.I can only survive by imagining the days with you.

Ah Yan, I don't know what's the point of writing these words you can't see.Ah Yan, I can rest assured that I will not bother you again.

It's just, Ah Yan, can you teach me how to forget you.

I wrote the pen, put it in the envelope, and locked it in the drawer.

"Yanyan, what's wrong with you?"

Seeing that He Yan was distracted again, Liang Yuanze called her.

He Yan came back to her senses, a little tired.She couldn't help but think of when Xiru was born.

So small, but the cry is great.His biological father, that enchanted man, the man who imprisoned her, died.

His death brought your life, I wanted to abandon you more than once, not only for Yuan Ze, but also for myself.

Xiru, Xiru, Xiru.You are fresh and pure white, and you will be given all the light your father does not have.

"It just ended, and I'm quite reluctant."

"Yuanze, we don't want him anymore, okay?" He Yan said suddenly, "He is here, and he will always remind me, I don't want to remember it again."

He Yan closed her eyes, and the picture of the man happily kissing her belly appeared before her eyes again, "I may not be that strong." Suddenly, tears came down.

"Yanyan, we are his parents." Liang Yuanze was still so gentle.

He Yan took a deep look at him, "It doesn't matter even if I think of him."

Liang Yuanze concealed the surprise in his eyes, lowered his head, and held He Yan's hand, "Don't force yourself."

In my heart, I don't know what it feels like.

This feeling is not unprecedented.

Ever since Fu Shenxing committed suicide by drinking a bullet behind them, he could feel this feeling from time to time.

That man, even though he was dead, was still a thorn in his throat.

(End of this chapter)