First Empress Merchant

Chapter 260 Obsession (1)
Ni Xueying looked at her for a while, but she didn't know what she was thinking. After being quiet for a while, she said again: "Before I continue, I want to ask you a question. I hope you can answer me frankly."

Lu Lishi was slightly taken aback, then nodded solemnly, "If I can answer, I will definitely not hide it."

"What I want to ask is, if one day, Zhou Yang left you because of something, and you would never have a chance to be together again, would you choose Changqing?"

"Actually, I have asked myself this question. Heh, to be honest, if someone else asked me, I don't think I would answer it. But if it was Sister Ni who asked me, then I would explain to Sister Ni." Find out."

Speaking of this, Lu Lishi paused for a while, as if he was organizing his words, and then continued: "Zhou Yang is the most ideal partner for me, not because of his prominent status, but because he understands me. , this sister Ni should have some experience, that is, when two people get along, they don't need any words, they can understand each other through just a look in the eyes. It's too strong, isn't it?"

"I can understand you, but don't blame me for saying something unpleasant, but he is not an ordinary person after all. Of course, I know that you are also a princess now, but there is a fundamental difference between you and him. It can be said that the things to be faced are not something that ordinary people can get in the way of. Well, if it were another woman, she might be at ease as the one by his side to serve him until the end of his life, but you are different. If I see it well If you don't, you are definitely not a person who will be pleasing to the eye, your heart is higher than the sky, what you are after is this mountain villa, how to protect the health and prosperity of the people around you, and more importantly, you want to rely on yourself, It's not him, or any other man, so once you marry into Yangwang's mansion, you are very likely to lose all of this, so, is it worth it?" Ni Xueying directly revealed the real problem between him and her, No mercy.

Lu Lishi lifted up the cloth bag hanging on her shoulder, and then held her hand tightly, "I didn't expect that sister Ni knew me so well even though she only met me twice. It's also the most wonderful place for people to get along with each other. Zhou Yang and I are like this. He didn't finish talking just now. He not only understands me, but also respects me. His respect is not the kind of respect between husband and wife. , and behavior respect me, never let me do what I don't want to do, since there is, I will discuss with me in advance, stick to my persistence, maintain my dignity, and respect all the people I respect , he is such a person, a person worthy of my heart."

Recalling the past, it can be said that there are all kinds of tastes, such as ups and downs, bittersweetness, and all kinds of tastes. There is a saying, people who have memories are happy?Who says it's not, how beautiful and happy it is to be able to create memories with the people you like.

Ni Xueying smiled at her, "Well, I admit that it is a dream for all women to meet such a man, and I envy you for having such a good life, but are these your answers? Would you like Giving up everything for him?"

Lu Lishi smiled lightly and shook her head, "Is life good? I'm afraid I can only conclude it when I'm dying, right? Actually, it's worth it. As I said just now, Zhou Yang and I are the most ideal partners, but this There are some things in the world, the process is often much more interesting than the ending, and I am a person who pays more attention to the process."

As soon as these words came out, Ni Xueying grasped the point very keenly, and couldn't help but frowned, "You mean...you never thought of marrying him? This...well, what about Changqing?"

Lu Lishi smiled again, "Women may be inherently elusive, sentimental and unfeeling, bold and conservative, of course, there are also almost crazy paranoia, so my brother and I are brothers, just like I was born as father and mother Like my child, no one can change it, and when I saw him, I was doomed to be like this, once it changed... In short, if Zhou Yang and I can't stay together forever, maybe I will just find someone to marry and then get married Anyone can have a child, except elder brother."

Once Changqing is no longer her elder brother, then she will no longer be her, this is her obsession, and she just wants to protect this obsession, even if it is her whole life, she will live in apologizing to him among.

As for Zhou Yang, perhaps it was because she was deeply hurt by love in her previous life that it was difficult for her to fall in love with someone in this life. Even though she can open her heart to him now, she still loves him so cautiously. Compared to Sister Ni, she It is both pitiful and pathetic.

"Actually, I'm quite envious of Sister Ni."

"Actually, I envy you."

After a brief silence, the two women actually said the same words at the same time, looked at each other, and then smiled at the same time.

After laughing, Lu Lishi said again: "Why does Sister Ni envy me?"

Ni Xueying asked back: "Then why do you envy me?"

Lu Lishi replied: "I envy Sister Ni who dares to love and hate, and I envy Sister Ni who can do everything for Doctor Ping."

Ni Xueying also replied: "I envy you for being able to take it and let it go, and as you said, I have been paranoid about wanting a result all these years. In this way, I am not as good as you."

Lu Lishi shook her head again, "It's not easy to compare, and there is no comparison. Just like when you are envious of others, how do you know that others are also envious of you? So if you feel that what is right, stick to it. Life is in a hurry. Dozens of years, how to live happily."

Ni Xueying stroked her hair with a smile, "I finally understand why so many people like you, because you are such a straightforward and sincere woman, it is really comfortable to stay with you. Don't blame me Why did I ask you those questions? Firstly, I wanted to ask the truth for Changqing. Secondly, I also wanted to make sure that my original decision was worth it. Now after listening to your words, I realize that I have made a fool of myself. So many years of bullshit, but I also believe that if I see him again, I will handle the matter between me and him very peacefully."

Lu Lishi was very happy that she could figure it out, and suddenly thought of something, she asked again: "By the way, Sister Ni, about Changqing's life experience, are you still going to tell him?"

When Sister Ni asked her why she called Brother Changqing before, she told her frankly that her adoptive father had come, and also said that her adoptive father had recognized Changqing, but then Sister Ni was silent for a long time before saying wait. Changqing asked her in person, she would say, but now... she is also a woman, she knows very well that when a woman's mood changes, she will do things differently, so she has no way to be sure about Sister Ni. what will do.

Sure enough, this time Ni Xueying shook her head simply, "Changqing is a child with a hard life. He has no father or mother since he was a child. He followed his irresponsible master and often left him at home without whereabouts. You, you are destined not to be able to form a good relationship with him, but I can see that he is much more cheerful than before after following you, so I am not going to tell him the truth, but there are two things I can tell you, First, Changqing is indeed the only son of General Uliangha and his wife, and the cemetery where his master and he went is indeed his parents'; Other than that, I won't say anything else, including your adoptive father."

(End of this chapter)