Ghost husband and domineering: waiting for you to be reincarnated

Chapter 444 Answers
It is dark red in color, with some lines engraved on it that I can't see clearly.It's probably only a little bigger than a palm, but after seeing it, it makes people feel depressed.

Looking at the box in Zhu Zidan's hand, my heart seemed to be affected by something, and it started to beat wildly.

Zhu Zidan was much calmer. He took the box and took me back to the study.

He immediately sat down behind the desk, and with just such a little activity, he was already panting heavily and coughing violently.

The blood coughed up from his throat wet the handkerchief, which he held tightly in his palm.

I looked at him with a feeling of powerlessness in my heart.

In this world, no matter who lives or dies, he can't help but decide for himself.

"Biaozi..." Zhu Zidan coughed for a while, and finally recovered.Then he looked at me with a lot of inexplicable things in his eyes.

"How long have you been here?" he asked.

I said, "It's been more than half a year."

For more than half a year, every day has been like a year, and I am looking forward to a miracle that will make my dad get better.But the miracle never happened, only my father and Zhu Zidan's health went from bad to worse.

I don't know why he asks this. What's the use of asking these things now?
"Yes, it's been half a year," Zhu Zidan nodded, panting.Then he put his trembling hand on the wooden box brought out of his grandfather's room.

"Even if you don't tell me, I know... the family has no money, your father's illness, and my mother and I. These days, you are subsidizing us with the money from working, right?" Zhu Zidan said suddenly.

I didn't let him know about these things at all, but he knew after all.

I squeezed my fists and just said, "That's what I should do. You're already doing this, and you're still willing to help me like this..."

If he hadn't given me the money to treat my dad, my dad wouldn't be alive now.How can I argue with him about the price of this dish.

Although, even the food money is already very unaffordable for me.

"You don't have to say that..." Zhu Zidan gasped, "You don't know, you actually... actually saved my life."

When Zhu Zidan said this suddenly, I was very surprised.

When did I save his life?I don't even know it myself.

Zhu Zidan stroked the box in his hand, and before I could ask, he said, "When I was young, you were the one who was closest to me in our village. The other children saw that my family was rich and always robbed me, and it was you." Started for me."

Of course I still remember these things, but I really don't understand, why is he saying these things now?
After all, it was already a matter of childhood, neither he nor I could go back to that carefree time.

"Later, I came to the city and met many new friends. I thought that I would never be bullied again, because most of the people were my friends. Biaozi, you still remember, I I often treat guests to dinner, and everyone sits together chatting and drinking, how high-spirited it is..." Zhu Zidan murmured, and my eyes turned red when I heard it.

He looks like an old man breaking his mouth now.But he is not yet 40 years old.

Zhu Zidan continued, "I never thought...that these people, they...because of my grandfather's incident, would become like this, such...horrible..."

As he spoke, he couldn't help coughing again.He was coughing badly, so I helped him breathe, and said helplessly, "There are not many good people in this world. You...you better look away."

Zhu Zidan coughed, coughed, and suddenly laughed.A hand took my hand to help him, and he laughed.

"Haha, yes, there are not many good people in the world." Zhu Zidan seemed to agree with my statement very much, he almost laughed wildly, "In this world, how can there be any good people?"

He suddenly looked at me seriously, "That's what I thought the day you came."

When I was mentioned, my body suddenly stiffened.

In this world, there are not many good people, so, am I a good person?Actually I don't know.

What if at that time, when I came to find Zhu Zidan, I already knew that he only had the money left in his hand?Will I give up and let him keep this little money so that he can at least live a good life?

Will I give up asking Zhu Zidan for help because the situation is already very difficult?
Actually I don't know.

The reason why it is an if is because no matter what, there is no way to go back to that time to find the answer.

However, if I know about Zhu Zidan's situation, but still ask him for money to treat my father, then what is the difference between me and other people?

Zhu Zidan couldn't notice what I was thinking, he was so excited that he couldn't stop coughing.But he still wanted to laugh and choked himself, so he coughed even worse.

"Ahem...Human face and animal heart, there is no such thing as a good person. I don't want to live anymore." Zhu Zidan said, but I was shocked.

"At that time... I didn't want to live anymore." Zhu Zidan said, "But you came, and you actually came."

I recalled that at that time, I pushed open the door of the study, and Zhu Zidan was in the study, surprised by my arrival, but quickly said that I came because of my father's illness.

He obviously doesn't want to live anymore, but he still wants to get my intention to come. He is indeed a very smart person.

"Then..." I said, trembling a little.

For some reason, recalling the scene of that day and knowing Zhu Zidan's original thoughts, I felt a very uncomfortable feeling in my heart.

That's guilt.

Zhu Zidan said, "I can guess why you came here. But I don't care anymore. I don't plan to live on myself. What's the use of keeping the money? It's better to give it to you. Even if I must do a good deed Woolen cloth?"

He suddenly widened his eyes, stared straight at me, and said, "Who says there is no good person in this world? What if I am that good person? I want to be the only good person in this troubled world, isn't it... Doesn't it mean that there is still warmth in this world. So there is no need to be so desperate, right?!"

He was almost yelling and asking, I was taken aback by him, so I could only bite the bullet and say yes.

Zhu Zidan seemed to have got a satisfactory answer, and sat back on the chair.He said again, "I'm not reconciled, how can I just give in to this world? I helped you, and I also helped myself. I helped myself..."

I was speechless. Before, I never understood how a person could be as good as him. Now I finally have the answer.

(End of this chapter)