Peach flavored warm wedding

Chapter 146 Extra Story 8 Xu Yanqi Ye
In this way, the friendship between the two developed by leaps and bounds under the promotion of breakfast.After the military training, there were two days of rest, Xu Yan was idle and bored, and pestered Qi Ye to go to his house to play.

He lived alone, and Xu Yan knew about it, so he was confident.

And Qi Ye completely let her go.

It was an old community, the environment was average, but it was better than quiet.

Enter the community and go straight, then turn right at the three-way intersection... She made a silent note in her heart, for fear that she would not find it the next time she came.

But the more he walked in, the more Xu Yan felt that the gray buildings, the glass security doors at the entrance, and even the dilapidated wooden chairs on the side of the road were familiar, as if he had seen them somewhere before.

But it's hard to say, many old communities look like this.

Before entering the building, she looked up and remembered the number of buildings: 6 buildings.

After entering the elevator, he freed one hand and pressed the 6th floor.

Xu Yan frowned again inexplicably, why did she feel that this series of numbers seemed familiar...

Could it be that she has been here before in her previous life?
After entering the room, Qi Ye was afraid that she would be bored, so he turned on the TV for her, and took out a box of chocolates from the drawer under the coffee table.

Heart shaped packaging.

Xu Yan glanced down, narrowed her eyes, looked up at him, her cheeks puffed up: "I won't eat what my little sister gave me."

Qi Ye was taken aback, and helplessly explained: "I have a little hypoglycemia."

Xu Yan was relieved at this moment, but when she turned her head and remembered something, she immediately became "mom" again: "You have low blood sugar and don't eat breakfast!"

There is one more thing I didn't say: maybe your body collapsed because of this reason in your previous life!
"I have to supervise you in the future."

"it is good."

"You don't think I'm annoying, do you?"

"will not."

After Qi Ye answered the delivery question, seeing that she had finally unpacked it with satisfaction, he turned and walked towards the kitchen.

She watched him skillfully put on the apron, and then she realized that he could cook... Then he wanted to make dinner for her?Thinking of this, Xu Yan's mood improved.

While unwrapping the chocolate wrapper, Xu Yan looked up at the TV, it happened to be the time for the evening news.

"At [-]:[-] in the morning, the police received a report from the masses that a resident in a certain community fell to his death..."

Xu Yan looked at the picture on the TV: the green lawn was covered with white cloth, not far away there were surrounding residents whispering, and the reporter broadcast the results of the police's initial investigation...

She could no longer hear what was being said on the TV, the memory switch seemed to be pressed heavily, and an image flashed in her mind.

That day, a family of four had dinner around the table and discussed Xu Yan's college life.

Just then, the TV behind which no one is watching ends its commercial break and starts playing the evening news.

"At 12:31 on December 15, the police received a report from the masses that a resident in a certain community had fallen from a building and died. After receiving the report, the relevant police force of the branch station quickly dispatched the police to carry out on-site investigation, investigation and visits. After investigation, the deceased was a 20-year-old The male Qi..."

Xu Yan turned her back to the TV, and didn't listen carefully at first, but maybe the word "19 years old" made her feel a little empathetic, she turned around instinctively, and then saw a shocking picture.

Much the same as what is shown on TV today.

The reporter at the scene continued to broadcast: "According to the preliminary forensic investigation, the cause of death was a fall from a high altitude, and the suspicion of homicide has been ruled out. According to the relatives of the deceased, the deceased seemed to be suffering from depression before his death. Whether the falling from the building is related to this remains to be investigated."

At that time, she was still young, and she didn't have that strong psychological ability to deal with such things as life and death.

Such an intuitive death scene made her heart tremble.

All of a sudden I lost my appetite.

New Year's Eve was supposed to be fun, but seeing that the whole family's mood seemed to be affected, Mama Xu immediately picked up the remote control and turned off the TV.

But in the end it was just a piece of social news. Although it left her with a lot of psychological shock at the time, after a few days, she almost forgot about it.

When her thoughts returned to reality, Xu Yan shuddered all over, her face turned pale, and the memories that had been almost forgotten came flooding back in an instant.

There was only one thought in her mind: was it him?The time, age, and location are all right.

No wonder, when she entered the community today, she found the community so familiar. It turned out to be the scene captured by the photographer's lens in the news.

The same gray exterior wall, the same glass door, the same dilapidated wooden chair...

It turned out that he in the previous life really committed suicide.

Is it really depression?
Xu Yan suddenly felt cold all over and lost his appetite.

She threw the unpacked and uneaten chocolate directly into the trash can, then hugged herself silently, shrinking herself into a small ball.

Her head was buried in her thighs, and her chest seemed to be blocked by a ball of cotton, which made it difficult for her to breathe.

After an unknown amount of time, she felt that the sound from the kitchen had gradually subsided. She quickly wiped away her tears with her sleeve and took a few deep breaths.

Although he tried his best to pretend, when Qi Ye walked out of the kitchen, he still saw her red eye sockets and watery eyes.

"What's wrong?" He frowned.

Xu Yan looked at him standing by the dining table from a distance, and suddenly wanted to rush over to hug him.

But she restrained herself.

He just shook his head with a smile, and said aggrievedly: "I just saw someone jump off a building in the news, and I was frightened. I feel that life is so fragile."

Qi Ye was stunned for a moment, bowed his head and remained silent.

He couldn't tell her, in fact, he also had this idea, even more than once.

Seeing his appearance, Xu Yan became even more flustered. She didn't care about putting on her shoes, so she ran up to him barefoot and cupped his face in her hands.

She pursed her lips and asked seriously: "Qi Ye, if it were you, facing the difficulties of life, would you make such a stupid choice?"

Qi Ye's eyes were so empty and unfocused that he regained his focus after hearing the words.

He didn't answer yes or no, but just stared at her blankly and asked, "Stupid, stupid..."

Xu Yan's heart trembled, it turned out that he really had such an idea...

In fact, she doesn’t think that everyone who commits suicide is stupid. After all, it is difficult to empathize with others. You will not know how much pain he has experienced behind this decision, so the living should not Feel free to judge whether the dead person's choice of life is stupid or not.

But she couldn't turn a blind eye to Qi Ye.

So she nodded and told him solemnly: "Stupid."

She stretched out her hand and gently hugged his waist, Qi Ye was stunned, instinctively wanted to push him away, but he stretched out his hand, but it stopped in mid-air.

He heard her say.

"Qi Ye, no matter how dark life is, you have to believe that there is always a ray of light not far away that will illuminate your way forward."

"Qi Ye, if you haven't found it yet, let me be your light."

"OK?"

(End of this chapter)