God, please abdicate

Chapter 164, Gong Xuan's life experience
Gong Xuan thought that by closing his eyes, what he entered would be Jiu Yanqing's dream, but unexpectedly, this entry turned out to be his own dream.

And, good ones make you want to roll your eyes.

Has he ever told anyone about his life experience? His mother and concubine are the heirs of a powerful person in the world of cultivating immortals.That Da Neng never recognized his grandmother and his concubine mother.

Maybe that man never knew the existence of the concubine mother.

The concubine mother was raised by her grandmother. When the concubine mother became an adult, her grandmother died of illness due to overwork.The mother and concubine who had nothing to worry about entered the palace when the palace was recruiting medical girls from outside.

After three years in the palace, when he was seeing a doctor for the empress, he fell in love with his father.

The sweet talk and kindness at the beginning slowly touched the cold heart of the mother and concubine.But just when she was moved, that man fell in love with someone else again.

The foundation of gaining a foothold in the palace is the emperor's favor.A mother and concubine who has no relatives, loses her grace, and loses all the foundations of her foothold.

Even his birth did not change the status of the concubine mother.

When he slowly started to remember things, the concubine mother was already like a withered flower.

And the last step to destroy this flower was the news that he was holding a blood jade when he was born.

The concubine mother proved by her death that she is not a monster, so her child is even more not a monster.

It was that woman who touched his frozen heart with her death.

He was born without the word love, and he never envied his father's liking since he was a child, nor did he care about his mother's liking.He is always drifting away, he doesn't understand the love in this world.I don't want to understand either.

And his mother and concubine taught him what it is to like and what love is in the cruelest way.The kind of love that can sacrifice everything for the other party.

His life in the palace has plummeted since the death of his mother and concubine.

For him, there is nothing to care about.The only sad thing is that he is really the only one left.

When he grew up slowly, the drama of seizing the heir began to take place.Being helpless, he still became a thorn in the side and a thorn in the flesh.

There are endless ways to kill and assassinate.

If he had known earlier that this group of people would not let him go, then from the very beginning, he would have started planning and killing everyone.

Back then, before his mother and concubine died, she told him, don't hate your father, don't hate everyone.Live well, and when you can leave the palace to set up a mansion, bring your mother and concubine out of here. This place has imprisoned her for most of her life and witnessed all her joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys.Up to now, the only thing Mother Concubine can't let go of is you, and everything here has nothing to do with Mother Concubine anymore.Don't take revenge, live.Concubine Mu knows that you understand, you have been smart since childhood, you promise Concubine Mu, otherwise Concubine Mu will not rest in peace.

His concubine mother fell down right in front of him, her eyes wide open, staring at him closely.

There used to be many emotions in those eyes, but now only reluctance remains.

She even denied him the chance to hate others. She loved him so much that she couldn't bear him to be at the mercy of hatred.

"Mother Concubine, I promise." As soon as he finished speaking, his eyes slowly closed.

From then on, it was no longer separated by palace walls, but separated by death.There is no chance of seeing each other again.

He listened to her and didn't hate her.But almost died in these machinations.If he had known earlier, his mother and concubine might not have asked him so much.

Later, on the way to avoid hunting again, he met Jiu Yanqing.

Up to now, after returning to this familiar palace wall, Gong Xuan suddenly wanted to go to a palace where his mother and concubine once lived.

He pushed open the door in his memory. He thought he saw a chaotic scene, but he didn't expect to see that gentle smiling face when he opened the door.

"Su'er, are you back?" It's been a long time since I can remember, no one has called him Su'er again.

"Mother Concubine," Gong Xuan looked at the face that was exactly the same as in memory.

"Su'er, coming back so early must have completed the mission given by His Majesty." Concubine Mu picked up the gown in her hand and walked towards him.

Gong Xuan was a little uncomfortable, he didn't seem to wear the clothes that others made for him, but he immediately controlled the back movement.

Concubine Mu stepped forward, "My Su'er has grown up, I'm afraid the Crown Princess will make this clothes for Su'er in the future."

Princess?
Gong Xuan's mind was running fast, this beautiful dream was so beautiful that he couldn't distinguish between reality and dream.No wonder, it can make people addicted to it.In the end, the soul becomes the ration of the other party.

It's a pity that when his mother and concubine were around, he didn't understand the love in the world.When he understood, his mother and concubine died.He hasn't had time to feel the so-called mother-child relationship, so how can he be addicted to it?All he has now is embarrassment and bewilderment.

For the closeness of his mother and concubine, he wanted to escape a little.

Gong Xuan calmly analyzed the current situation.

The concubine mother said about the princess concubine just now, presumably in this dream, the concubine mother has not fallen out of favor.Even with him, all boats go up.Even the crown prince was given to him, but he didn't know what would happen next.

"My son thinks that the clothes made by my concubine fit best." Gong Xuan said lightly.

Although it was perfunctory, the mother's concubine's eyes were still red, "If your future daughter-in-law hears what you said, she will definitely make trouble with you."

Gong Xuan smiled, but didn't answer the words.

"In three days, Princess Jingshu from Xingguo will be here. Su'er, go back and get ready now, don't let your future princess leave a bad impression."

Gong Xuan was originally embarrassed, but when he heard this, he immediately resigned.

On the way back, I kept thinking that he and Jiu Yanqing fell into a dream together. Since it was a beautiful dream, could she be the candidate for the crown princess?

Thinking of this, Gong Xuan is full of anticipation for this encounter three days later.

He fell into the dream consciously, but he didn't know if she would be awake by then?

If he is not sober, would he like to eat some tofu?

When you wake up, just pretend to be innocent.No one knows anyway!
The corner of Gong Xuan's mouth curled into a smile, feeling that this method is very feasible.Since it is a beautiful dream, don't let him down too much!

　At the beginning, it was written that Gong Xuan changed his name, but it was originally Gong Su.Uninvited guests in the palace.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)