Queen Sun

Chapter 76
The hand was suddenly held, it was the elder brother, she knew it without looking back.

"Ruoshui, he is not him, never has been."

The eldest grandson turned his head and smiled lightly: "Brother, maybe I will be a queen. What do you think a queen looks like?"

Kun is thick and loaded, and virtue is boundless.

[-]. If life is only as it is at first sight
One day a long time later, when Ruoshui recalled the past between his eldest grandson and Yuan Ji, the only thing that came to his mind was Nalan's sentence - if life is only as it was when we first saw each other, what is the matter of autumn wind and sad painting fan.Who failed whom?And who betrayed whom?No one could make it clear, so in the end, I had to sigh with emotion: I wish I could meet again when I was not married, and the Pearl of Huanjun shed tears.

In the 11th year of Daye, in April, Li Yuan was transferred to Shanxi and Hedong to comfort ambassadors, and his family moved to Hedong.

In the 12th year of Daye, Li Yuan was ordered to be the pacification ambassador of Taiyuan Dao. He only took his second son Shimin to Taiyuan, and the rest of his children and family members stayed in Hedong.

The sixteen-year-old eldest grandson Ruoshui took on the affairs of the Li family shortly after her mother-in-law passed away. This quiet woman soon won the trust of almost everyone in the family, but no one knew that she and her husband-in-law Still haven't really had the same room.Although he knew that her husband had many daughters outside, Ruoshui was not worried, because when her mother-in-law was dying, she told her beloved son in private that his first child and eldest son must be born by himself.Li Shimin served his mother with utmost filial piety, so naturally he would not disobey her mother-in-law's words.

That day was vaguely the day when I got married back then. Winter went to spring and everything came back to life.Under the peach blossom tree, she called his fourth brother, but not his uncle; he called her Ruoshui, but not his second sister-in-law.One clearly knew that he was not him, and the other clearly understood that she was thinking of others through her eyes.

However, in the cycle of reincarnation, it seems that one person is another person's demon, which cannot be resisted but cannot be broken.

However, no one can take the first step, he cannot destroy her, and she will not allow anyone to destroy herself.

For two years, the two were close at hand, but they never said a word.Until the 13th year of Daye, her father raised troops in Jinyang, and when he and his elder brother hurried over, the first thing he saw was her husband, the energetic second elder brother.

In July, he insisted on staying in Taiyuan instead of fighting the world with his father and brother. Finally, he waited for her again, but he never thought that he would lose her forever.

Huoyi, Linfen County, Jiang County, Longmen, Fenyin, Hedong County.In October, Li Yuan's army of more than [-] besieged Chang'an.

In November, when Chang'an was captured, Li Yuan established Yang You as the emperor, took the emperor to order the princes, and changed the year name to the first year of Yining.

In Yining, February and May, Emperor Li Yuan was located in the Taiji Hall, the country was named Tang, changed to Yuan Wude, and the capital was Chang'an.

Thus, he became the king of Qi and lived in the Wude Hall, which is very close to the East Palace, just to avoid that familiar figure, and he didn't want to face the pain of having to call out his second sister-in-law when they met.

So, he married Zhengfei, a woman who was completely different from Ruoshui, beautiful, enchanting and alluring.

But, why, just hearing the rumors that Qin Wang and his wife raised their eyebrows together and respected each other as guests, I became more indulgent in singing, music and drinking.

In such a huge palace, there are always times when you have to see her. She still has a slender body and a high bun, but her face is slightly rounder. With a gentle and dignified smile, she calls out to herself with a familiar voice: "Fourth Brother ,long time no see."

My heart skipped a beat, and then I heard my second brother say strangely: "It should be called King Qi now."

She smiled and said, "My family, why are you being polite? Didn't I call you Second Brother?"

As soon as the words fell, the father who sat in front agreed loudly: "Ruoshui is reasonable, and I will call him that in private from now on, so as not to cause trouble."

Everyone knows that in the Li family, the only daughter-in-law who can talk is Ruoshui, not the princess.But the strange thing is, compared to the elder brother gradually becoming jealous of the second brother, no one would hate her, such a woman who is as elegant as a chrysanthemum and as warm as water.

Not many days later, Chengqian Hall heard the good news that the princess was pregnant. He couldn't bear to see his beloved woman's belly swell day by day, so he asked his father for an errand to be stationed in Jinyang, thinking that as long as he was far away Avoiding all that far away, guarding the house where the two have lived for half a year alone, everything will return to calm.

In September of the second year of Wude, Princess Qin, who had just given birth, was sitting on the couch, looking out of the window from afar.He was about to come back, so he rushed back without caring about abandoning Jinyang.There was a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, they were all people who were not favored by heaven.

, I finally became a mother, but apart from my father and husband, the most happy thing should be those concubines in the mansion. I heard that not long after Chengqian was born, it was rumored that a low-status concubine Ji also had a body. If the child she gave birth to was not a son, that child would definitely not have the chance to be born, just like many women before who delusional mothers are more expensive than their sons, they always ended up in despair.

However, she was not happy to see her son, since the outline of that small face gradually became clear, very much like her husband.

For more than two years, she has achieved the ultimate that a wife and a princess can achieve. The IKEA, Yishi, and Yizi mentioned by the predecessors are nothing more than this.But the softer the smile on his face, the more obvious the loneliness in his heart. Ten years have passed, why those warm eyes have never faded from the bottom of his heart, but become clearer and clearer.So much so that every time I saw Yuan Ji, the longing and pain that had been sealed up for a long time almost burst out, but fortunately, it was only almost.To outsiders, she is still the tolerant, virtuous and wise Princess Qin, who accepts her husband's women one after another, and even asks for their relatives, and takes good care of her.In fact, this is nothing. For a man she doesn't love, his flirtatiousness has nothing to do with her. "Treat the people of the world like a wife treats her husband." Mother's dying words are still in her ears, and she has done it perfectly.

In October, regardless of anyone's dissuasion, King Qi rushed all the way to Chang'an non-stop.Yuan Ji knew what the result of going back like this would be, everyone would mock him for being cowardly, cowardly, and fleeing from the city.But there is no way, when he accidentally heard the news that Ruoshui's delivery was not going well, his body was no longer under the control of reason, and he handed over Jinyang City to Liu Wuzhou, but compared to Ruoshui, Jinyang City is considered what happened.

Although halfway, the news that the mother and child were safe finally reached his ears, but looking back, it was a dead end.I thought I could be satisfied with the faint memories of the past, but until that moment, I finally realized that if I can never see that smiling face again, the memories will become meaningless.Even from a distance, he still wants to watch her, watch her be a wife and mother well, watch her live with a smile, and then die alone and lonely.

When we met for the first time, if she wasn't Li Shimin's wife, he wasn't Shiro of the Li family, if she hadn't been attached to the similarity between the eyebrows and eyes, and he hadn't fallen in love with the strange tenderness in the eyes, would everything have been different afterwards?

Goodbye, he saw the deeper indifference and tranquility under her unchanging smile, and she saw the affection and love that could hardly be concealed in his eyes.

So, he chose his elder brother, wanting to regain his own happiness, while she chose her husband, wanting to return everything to the past.

However, the final ending was tragic and bloody. When the arrow shot into his chest, he seemed to see her eyes really looking at him for the first time, not the person behind him.Such a life may be worth it.

If a person has three lives, next time, he will meet her before anyone else, and then fall in love with her.

If time could be turned back, she only wished that they would turn around and never meet each other again.In this life, her most sincere emotion was given to the figure who left without saying goodbye more than ten years ago, and she gave the hardest work to her husband beside her.Only him, got nothing, and in the end left behind countless infamy and blame.

If life is just like the first time I saw it, I only hope that he can understand what it means to be deeply in love and never live. I only hope that she has learned that what is lost will not come again. If there is no beginning, there will be no end, and there will be no more joys and sorrows.

(End of this chapter)