The Rebirth of Miss Xin Er

Chapter 146

Sitting in front of the window and thinking all night, Xin Er thought about many, many small details that he had overlooked before, or those little details that he could not explain clearly.

Before she was reborn, she was older, had no boyfriend, was squatting at home, had a house and a car, and had a small shop. Occasionally, she would go out with friends who were married and had children to watch a movie and have a big meal. The topics of conversation were nothing more than family and child.

Sometimes she is very envious of this kind of traces of life mixed with all the flavors of life. Seeing the mature charm that has accumulated over time on the faces of the gorgeous friends in the past, that kind of full woman's taste that is clear from the bones.But sometimes she rejects this kind of slight frowning for the little things in life for the sake of the children, the husband, the in-laws, and hearing them say, "In the end we all became the kind of people we hated." Doesn't that mean, either You were hated before, or you are hated now...

At that time, she didn't have to worry about her life, and the elders in the family were getting older and their minds were getting lighter, and the more they watched, the more they let go.Many things that were stubborn in the past, I don't care about them anymore when I get older.Later, everyone said that she had already lived the life of a retired old man at a young age. Tai and An Yi had no passion. Every time she saw her, she would shake her head every time she was single, except that she didn't give up and kept forcing her to go on blind dates. old lady.

It's not that she doesn't want to have a family of her own, it's just that she hasn't met such a person again to make her think this way.After a long time, she seemed to be hypnotized by herself. She is doing well now. She doesn't have to worry about food and clothing. She can always be with her parents. She doesn't have too many entanglements and no one has to worry about the front and back. She is used to the dull life without feelings day.Wang Jieru once said: The more Ah Xin shows this kind of strength, the more loneliness is reflected in his heart.Dear, are you still unable to sleep at night?
She didn't have any reason to refute, and she was silent to her girlfriend who was far away overseas on the phone.She thought that this ordinary life would go on like this.Maybe one day she will meet someone who makes her want to get married, and then walk into the marriage hall with the blessings of relatives and friends, maybe she will not be able to stand the old lady's nagging, just find a blind date to deal with the matter, and the marriage After that, they lived a life of respecting each other like ice.

But one day, she was reborn and returned to the carefree era of junior high school, the innocent era full of longing and dreams for the future.

She always thought that it was just a dream of hers. Although the dream was real and terrifying, she had always believed so firmly, and then she did whatever she wanted.

Everyone has a dream of being a hero in their hearts, playing the leading role, wearing a dazzling halo, and attracting the attention of the world.And in this rebirth dream, she is the protagonist. She holds special skills and has the ability to predict the next few years. She can improve the life of the family and change the life trajectory of others!
Life after rebirth, every day is full of taste, unusually fresh and full of surprises.It completely changed the previous routine and inspired infinite possibilities.Regarding the future, she has full confidence and strength to deal with it, because she has something to rely on, and she seems to have started to live with the previous mentality again.

When learning Chinese medicine, the original idea was to cover up the supernatural ability to prevent people from seeing the strangeness.But in the process of studying medicine, she saw the master's belief in medicine, and he worked hard all his life for it, doing his best for his patients without expecting anything in return.When I am old, my son is separated and alone guarding an old house and walking around in the neighbors' houses. Seeing them getting old and getting old, I feel sad and melancholy secretly.

Her purpose of studying medicine was not simple, and her attitude was not correct at the beginning, but the master never reprimanded her in this regard.He just asked her to hold a booklet to teach her to memorize the main points of each part of the human body. His wise eyes saw through her little thoughts from the very beginning, but he still taught her carefully.She wanted to find out what aspect, he didn't ask why, but he did it himself.Until she met an accident, she saw the fragility of life and the instinct of survival.She relentlessly supplemented all the knowledge she had learned before, and began to look at every case she could come into contact with seriously, with a serious attitude, and serious diagnosis and treatment, although most of them relied on supernatural powers.

She has achieved success in her studies, and the big changes in her family have begun to appear. She still thinks that this is her dream of being a protagonist.It wasn't until she went to the capital that things that she thought shouldn't happen happened one after another, and she realized that even if it was just a dream, she was so self-righteous and determined that everything would still be according to what she thought, isn't it too much? ridiculous?
Every day is so fulfilling and comfortable, and every day is full of various expectations for tomorrow.If she still treats all of this as the kind of flashy dream she thinks, and all she sees and sees is an illusion of a layer of white mist, then she is living this kind of heroic princess dream. up!
Xin Er, how old are you and you still need this little girl complex to satisfy your inner needs?So your wish is just such a bubble-filled pediatrics?
of course not!She yelled angrily at the mocking villain in her heart.

She suddenly thought of what the master said to her: Make a decision based on the facts, without any chance of hesitation, that is an instinct, and it is your most precious thing.This is what ordinary people yearn for extravagantly. If you have it, make good use of it.

The master said that she has an instinct that ordinary people don't have. After thinking about it for a night, she really realized the meaning of this statement.At the beginning, she saved Li Taemin with this instinct. If she didn't have such a strong desire in her heart, how could she do this?If she hadn't subconsciously perceived this life at that moment and stopped putting herself out of the way, she wouldn't dare to imagine the result...

There was a fire at home a few years ago, and when she ran into the fire, if she didn't have the instinct for this family carved into her bones, how could she shuttle through the fire again and again, suppressing the last trace of distrust in her heart?

The incident of her father being scalded went beyond the track of her normal memory timeline, and she once again panickedly realized what it means to be powerless and what it means to be impermanent in the world.

(End of this chapter)