The Rebirth of Miss Xin Er

Chapter 233

"I think what happened outside recently, in fact, your heart is like a mirror. What I want to say is that everyone in the world will more or less encounter things that they feel very desperate, and feel that they can't take a step and can't find a way out. The way to go, but if you stick to it, you will find that the facts are not as difficult as you imagined. People always limit themselves in a certain range, and they are unable to extricate themselves from their own reverie. The deeper they go, the less they can see the end. However, as long as you look back, the shadow behind you is always there, and you just forget your original heart."

"Are you trying to say that I care too much about my physical condition and take it too seriously, which is why I am in this situation?"

"Take a look at the body index report you have now."

"This is...." He quickly flipped through the first few pages and looked up at her in surprise.

"The various indicators basically have no range and are very stable. The values ​​​​are almost the same for a few days. Do you find it strange?" She smiled, pulled out some of the papers, and placed them on the mobile table of the hospital bed. "Teacher Zhong is busy these days and has no time to check the amount of medicine I gave you. In fact, I didn't give you any medicine at all."

"Then what have I been drinking these days?"

"Auxiliary Anshen Soothing Decoction." Xin Er pointed to the report and said, "If I say that these seemingly dangerous values ​​of your body are actually normal for you, do you believe it? Is it?"

Faced with his doubts, she couldn't help dilating her pupils a few degrees, and she continued, "What is a small pulse and a closed pulse, I explained it to you in detail at the beginning. As for the impact it brings, I also explained it clearly to you. You have encountered the current situation, and you are basically avoiding this disease. However, I really don’t want to say that this is a disease. It’s just a pulse condition that is different from ordinary people, but it’s rare and cherished.”

"I stay in the ward every day, take medicine, pay attention to all kinds of taboos, and can't live like ordinary people. You think it's normal for me to do this?" He couldn't help raising his voice to question her.So, he stayed away from the crowd and society for more than [-] years, hiding in a safe place and living cautiously. Is this because he is building an illusory fortress for himself?

"Let me tell you, the facts are like this, and it's probably hard for you to accept." She leaned against the foot of the bed, tilted her head and thought for a while, "Let's put it this way, you were born prematurely, and your congenital weakness is really harmful to your body's various systems. It has an effect, but it is not as serious as you think. The special pulse condition plus this reason will cause you to get sick frequently when you were a child. This is unavoidable. But what I want to tell you is, as I said before, if you are not because of Mr. Zhong’s medication It’s been a long time since you were suspended, but if you don’t use medicine, I say you will be healthier than now, wouldn’t you be even more unbelievable?”

"Xin Er, what do you mean?! You mean Uncle Zhong is not..."

"No! He is trying his best to treat you, but the method is not appropriate." She interrupted his guess. "Congenital thin and closed pulses are peculiar pulse conditions that are rarely seen in a hundred years. It is very rare for him to be able to detect them in time. How is it that he can make such detailed research based on your physical condition without any experience for reference? It's commendable. Originally, I wouldn't have said these words to you today. "

"Then you?" Suddenly, Zhang Yuanduo realized that he couldn't see through Xin Er.Under her young face, she was sometimes calm, sometimes rascal, sometimes funny, and sometimes profound. He couldn't feel at all what kind of experience and past this girl in her early twenties had to show such a multi-faceted look.

"It was a coincidence that you met me, but because of your identity, I originally wanted to use your hand to satisfy my selfish desire. Suddenly I found myself with such dirty thoughts and wanted to meet me What is the difference between the right person? If my master was here, he would probably hold my ear and scold me severely. When I made this decision, I was actually wrong. Now Facing you, I realized that I was really wrong."

Zhang Yuanduo is such a pure-hearted person, she wants to use him to deal with Zhong Mingquan, and give Zhong Mingquan the last blow when he is in the worst situation, so what is her behavior like?Added insult to injury?Beat the dog in the water?What's the difference between this and what he did to her master back then?
Zhang Yuanduo is innocent, facing physical and mental blows, he is already pitiful enough, she should not use innocent people as tools for herself to take revenge on others.Li Taimin emphasized to her many times that Zhong Mingquan was fighting fiercely with the Zhang family now, and told her not to get involved.The Jiang family has also been in chaos recently, and Hu Bingze also hinted that she should not act rashly now.

But she doesn't care about these.She locked herself in the hospital, watching the chaos of people coming and going in the hospital, Zhang Yuanduo, who was quietly nesting in the ward, helpless and complaining about herself, and Lan Xinyu, who was exhausted taking care of her son, they all lived in the present and made plans for themselves and others with.Suddenly, she seemed to understand the original intention of the master's insistence on sending her to study in the MSF team.

She's a doctor, and she's still young.Her world shouldn't be full of past baggage and hatred.Since she made up her mind to be a doctor, everything is equal in the face of life.The master spent four years telling her to give up the hatred in her heart, and taught her to see the essence and meaning of life, but she still couldn't see through it and let it go.This is so unfair to Zhang Yuanduo, and it also ignores the master's good intentions.

She is the one who confines herself in the circle, and she is the one who should step out and truly face the future!
"I promise you that I will cure you. I will give you the pulse and body of a healthy person, so that you can go to any corner of the world you want to see and see the beautiful scenery you want to see."

(End of this chapter)