Marriage first and love later: Wife is hard to chase

Chapter 352
After walking the last step, Duan Shunian's entangled emotions suddenly turned into a cloud of smoke and dispersed in his chest.

She already regarded Gao Jinnan as a stranger, so why would she care about what he had done to her, if she chose to let go, then everything would be like a passing cloud, a dream.

Now she and Gao Jinnan just met by chance, she just agreed to Meng Yichen to take care of him, Duan Shunian thought, even without Meng Yichen, she would not let Gao Jinnan leave him alone.

Even if she couldn't let go of the previous grievances, she would not just watch Gao Jinnan screaming in pain in front of her.

Before entering the room, Duan Shunian just opened the door, and Gao Jinnan's anxious voice reached her ears.

"Shu Shu, you're back!" The anxiety on his face hadn't faded yet, Gao Jinnan was very fragile at this moment, as if a little wind and rain could knock him to the ground.

Duan Shunian calmed down the turmoil in her heart, tried her best to calm herself down, and walked slowly to Gao Jinnan's bedside.

The man on the bed had disheveled hair, the quilt was thrown over the corner of the bed, and the buttons of the newly changed pajamas were also undone, revealing the slender collarbone.

Duan Shunian couldn't remember how long it had been since she was close to him, and the smell in the room was a little strange, as if she had been outside for a century, so long that she was about to forget everything here.

The smell belonging to Gao Jinnan kept pouring into her nose, Duan Shunian felt a little difficult to breathe, wrapped in his smell, the strange yet familiar feeling made her feel confused.

Duan Shunian flusteredly avoided Gao Jinnan's fiery gaze. She looked at the quilt on the bed and asked sullenly, "Are you hungry? I'll get you something to eat."

Hearing Duan Shunian's words, Gao Jinnan became even more nervous. He struggled to sit up from the bed, but the wound on his body that had just been healed would allow him to do so.

Before he had time to move a few times, Gao Jinnan could feel the severe pain of the wound opening, and a piece of bright red blew out from under the white gauze.

Duan Shunian regained his composure in a daze. Regardless of the panic in his heart at this moment, he hurried forward to support Gao Jinnan's wobbly shoulders, and looked at him worriedly, "Are you okay? The wound is bleeding again, you Let's go back to the hospital."

After hearing these words, Gao Jinnan would only think that it was something Meng Yichen and Duan Shunian said that made her say that she wanted to go back to the hospital.

She didn't know that what the hospital gave him was not only depression, but also the despair Qiao Zhien brought him.

Gao Jinnan stopped struggling, looked at Duan Shunian without blinking, and asked expressionlessly, "What did Meng Yichen tell you?"

Duan Shunian was startled, the hand supporting Gao Jinnan's shoulder also lost strength, without her support, Gao Jinnan lost strength and almost fell on the bed.

Fortunately, he was a young and strong man, and he stabilized his body after he realized it.

A sudden small situation is nothing, but for two people who have a tense relationship, it will undoubtedly drop the relationship between the two to a freezing point.

Outside, Duan Shunian didn't know what she had said to Meng Yichen, so when she came back, she felt wrong.

Gao Jinnan felt annoyed, he shouldn't have let Duan Shunian and Meng Yichen go out alone, that boy Meng Yichen didn't know what he was thinking, and he didn't look right at Duan Shunian, what if...

He didn't dare to think about it. For Gao Jinnan, although Meng Yichen was the family doctor of the Gao family, he had very few friends, and Meng Yichen might be one of them.

If he has feelings for Duan Shunian that he can't express, then Gao Jinnan can't guarantee that he will do something.

Not knowing who to blame, Gao Jinnan's chest was tight and aching, and his hostility dissipated little by little with his breathing, watching Duan Shunian tremble with fear.

Forcing his own eyes to look at Gao Jinnan, not letting himself show the slightest cowardice, not bowing his head to him, this is the only thought in Duan Shunian's mind.

"What did you say, there's no need to report it to Mr. Gao? In what capacity are you questioning me?" Duan Shunian tilted her head, with a calm expression on her face, but who knew the pain in her heart.

She didn't want to go back and forth with Gao Jinnan and hurt each other, wouldn't it be good to keep the last bit of beauty in her heart?Why did Gao Jinnan insist on pressing her every step of the way? She agreed to let go.

Duan Shunian didn't want to think that one day he would regret liking Gao Jinnan.

Without warmth, all the remaining feelings are impatience and indifference. Facing Gao Jinnan who has a bad personality, Duan Shunian is full of exhaustion.

Gao Jinnan's eyes were about to burst, "Duan Shunian, what right do you have to talk to me like that! Do you think other men like you because they say nice things? They're just playing around, a woman like you..."

Before he could finish his disdainful words, he was interrupted by a crisp slap across the face, and Gao Jinnan swallowed the rest of the words. He could only open his mouth, unable to utter a word.

This is not what he wanted to say, Gao Jinnan shouted desperately in his heart, but his throat seemed to be choked, and he couldn't make a sound.

He himself didn't understand why he said such a thing, he obviously didn't think so in his heart, but seeing her and Meng Yichen alone for so long, he couldn't stop feeling bored.

Just thinking, she must also feel this feeling, he can't be the only one acting like a clown in Duan Shunian's world as an unpopular villain.

Regardless of the pain on his face, even for him, Duan Shunian's slap was very light, without leaving any traces, trapped in endless anxiety in his heart, Gao Jinnan no longer knew what to do.

Gao Jinnan wanted to grab Duan Shunian's hand, but the moment his fingertips touched her skin, Duan Shunian resolutely avoided his hand, it felt like he was avoiding something terrible , the fear in her eyes also betrayed her heart.

she is afraid of...

Gao Jinnan looked at Duan Shunian, and this idea immediately occupied his mind, lingering in his heart like a ghost.

Duan Shunian, why should she be afraid of herself?Facing the fearful eyes of the person he likes, Gao Jinnan wished he could become blind so as not to see her dilated pupils.

Duan Shunian took half a step back, her voice hoarse, not letting herself cry, she raised her red eyes, and looked at Gao Jinnan seriously.

"Gao Jinnan, I don't think it's a shame for me to like you. You have a distinguished family background and are handsome. No one in City C knows your name. In my opinion, you are an unattainable star. I have to But I still think you're beautiful."

After a pause, Duan Shunian swallowed the bitterness, and continued, "But now I regret it, and even doubt whether you are worthy of my liking."

Gao Jinnan felt that he was deaf for a moment, and he couldn't hear any sound from the outside world, only Duan Shunian's voice was repeated over and over again in his ears.

Does she already hate herself so much, that liking herself is not worth it?
Even when facing Qiao Zhi'en day and night, Gao Jinnan was thinking of Duan Shunian in his heart. He thought that the two of them liked each other, but Duan Shunian's words shattered his hope.

When did it start, from liking you to liking you, Gao Jinnan knew that this meant that Duan Shunian no longer liked him, and he would no longer be able to enter the world of the person in front of him.

Gao Jinnan felt terrified, and his cold and hard expression for many years also cracked at this moment, revealing his inner weakness. In front of her, he never wanted to pretend to be himself.

The trembling lips made Gao Jinnan feel less aggressive, "Shu Shu, what do you mean..."

He was not reconciled, Duan Shunian didn't say that sentence himself, Gao Jinnan still held that one in ten thousand chance in his heart, she might just be deceiving herself.

Duan Shunian obviously didn't want to continue entanglement with him, she closed her eyes hard, unable to conceal the exhaustion all over her body, she thought she had finished talking, but Gao Jinnan still pretended to be deaf and dumb.

"Since you asked that, let's talk about it today," Duan Shunian looked directly at Gao Jinnan, with clear eyes without any impurities.

Gao Jinnan suddenly felt a sense of fear from the bottom of his heart. He rejected Duan Shunian's next words, "No! Shushu! I don't want to hear it. I'm hungry. Can I eat?"

The man in front of him looked so fragile that he had never seen it before. Duan Shunian was ruthless and gritted his teeth not to let his heart soften, "Gao Jinnan, don't lie to yourself, you like Qiao Zhi'en, and I want to marry you It will only be her, as for me, an insignificant little person, just forget about it."

"No! I don't want to forget you! You are mine, do you want to be with another man? For him, you want to leave me?" Gao Jinnan grabbed Duan Shunian's hand in a panic, too anxious Duan Shunian's brows were all frowned.

Duan Shunian took a deep breath and let his distorted facial features return to normal, "Don't deceive yourself, it was never I who wanted to leave you, it was you who forced me to leave you, for Qiao Zhien to do this, Gao Jinnan, I admire you .”

Duan Shunian sneered after stroking Gao Jinnan's hand that was holding her, this man still pretended to love her deeply, she would not be deceived by him again.

Gao Jinnan was powerless, he didn't expect Duan Shunian to think of himself like this in his heart, "Shu Shu, do you really think so? Don't tell me you really don't love me anymore?"

Duan Shunian sneered even worse, and the arc of the corner of his mouth became colder and colder, "You still don't understand? I don't love you anymore without another man. Even the words that I like you, I have to take back, because I find you are not worthy of it at all."

Without a trace of nostalgia, Duan Shunian turned and left the room. In the room that had quarreled and hurt, the silence returned for a moment, and only Gao Jinnan's weak breathing could be heard in the quiet.

At this time, the mobile phone by the bed rang.

(End of this chapter)