Marriage first and love later: Wife is hard to chase

Chapter 406 Because of whom?

Duan Shunian forced herself to calm down, she tried her best to ignore Gao Jinnan's influence on her, but every time she breathed in her nose, it was full of Gao Jinnan's smell, as if engraved in her mind.

"Is it because of Qiao Zhi'en? It's because of her that you want to return to City C ahead of time, right?" Duan Shunian said sullenly, unable to utter a sigh of relief.

Gao Jinnan's eyes slowly lowered. He knew that the biggest obstacle between them was Qiao Zhi'en, and Duan Shunian cared most about her. No matter what he said, she would never believe him.

Covering the sadness in his eyes, Gao Jinnan opened his mouth with difficulty, "It's not because of her, Shu Shu, whether you believe it or not, going back early is really a last resort, and I didn't expect it!"

Duan Shunian laughed mockingly, "Is there anything that can mess up Mr. Gao?" In her eyes, Gao Jinnan has always done whatever he wants, and there is nothing that can stop him, unless it is voluntary, such as the date of going back in advance……

As expected, Duan Shunian really wouldn't believe his words, and Gao Jinnan didn't argue, why bother to waste each other's tongues arguing about things that have no result?

In a quarrel, one person will inevitably compromise. In this difficult relationship, no one wants to compromise first. Moreover, a quarrel will inevitably say insincere words, which will not only hurt the relationship between the two people, but also cause irreparable damage. situation.

Gao Jinnan thought that his way of dealing with it was correct, but in Duan Shunian's eyes, it was because he mentioned his pain that he was powerless to refute, and even refused to make up a reason to lie to her.

Is it really so difficult to be with her?Can't stand even three days?

Duan Shunian felt that something was about to flow out of her eyes. She tried her best to restrain herself so that her voice would not sound so distressed, "Gao Jinnan, I just want to ask you a question. When will you meet with me?" Qiao Zhien married?"

All the warmth from Gao Jinnan's body faded away, as if he had just come out of an ice cellar, and the cold air all over his body seemed to have infected Duan Shunian.

This question is the most important question at present, but it is a question that both of them want to avoid, because once asked, those well-decorated warmth will be like mottled walls, under the snow-white appearance, there are secrets hidden inside. What is dark.

And the two of them also knew clearly that they would never pretend that nothing happened as before, thinking that nothing happened by keeping their mouths shut.

Now Duan Shunian brought up this matter first, but Gao Jinnan, as the leading actor of the matter, did not want to participate in this matter, as long as he thought of Qiao Zhi'en, he would feel a strong sense of rejection from the soles of his feet.

The inescapable sense of powerlessness pressed Gao Jinnan down like a mountain, and there was no future at all on the isolated island without people.

However, beside him is Duan Shunian, a woman who has given him the warmth he has never felt for many years, like a raging fire, exuding heat and light, attracting him to want to get it.

But the reality is always against him, when he thinks he can get her, there will be some accidents, pushing her away from him, then Gao Jinnan can only watch her get farther and farther away from him, and finally hold hands Others, but I live in the dark swamp, I can only look up at her in the dark.

"Shu Shu, don't force me!" Gao Jinnan hugged Duan Shunian's body, his arms were like iron hoops, tightly imprisoning Duan Shunian, not giving her the slightest chance to escape.

How could she mention such a sensitive issue at this time, Gao Jinnan would doubt whether she did it on purpose, to make herself lose her mind, and then do something irreparable, so she can hate herself openly.

Duan Shunian couldn't make any other expressions other than ridicule. What Gao Jinnan said didn't seem to be begging himself at all, but was like ordering himself, "When did I force you? Who can force Mr. Gao to submit?" ?”

Finally knowing the feeling of death, Duan Shunian closed his eyes, and buried the indescribable lifelessness under his eyes.

Gao Jinnan pushed away Duan Shunian who was embedded in his arms, looked into her eyes, and said in disbelief, "Do you have to talk to me like this?"

Obviously they were very good at the beginning, and they got along like men and women in the period of passionate love. The sweet and greasy feeling between the two cannot be deceived. Gao Jinnan could feel that Duan Shunian had no feelings for him.

It is precisely because of this that he wants to gamble, whether he loves Duan Shunian more, or Duan Shunian loves him more?
Now the answer is self-evident, but the fact is right in front of him, but he doesn't want to accept it at all, and Duan Shunian's cynicism is meaningless to him.

Gao Jinnan felt that he was too lazy to explain, maybe it was a good thing for her to misunderstand him like this, at least after returning to City C, she would resent herself and not live alone in pain.

"You understand what I'm talking about, Shu Shu, do you think it's interesting for us to do this? Is it so difficult for you to cherish the last chance? Why do you have to put those unhappiness among us?" Gao Jinnan got up from the bed Sit up, put your head in your hands, like a criminal about to surrender.

Duan Shunian also sat up with him, but she was no longer close to him, there seemed to be an invisible distance between them, no matter how hard they tried, they couldn't reach each other's side.

Seeing the man's slender fingers tightly grasping the short hair at the back of her head, Duan Shunian said calmly, "Isn't this unhappiness already there? How can it be said that I put them among us? We will become Isn't that you, Mr. Gao?"

"What do you know? You don't know anything!" Gao Jinnan suddenly raised his head and stared fiercely at Duan Shunian's face. For a moment, Gao Jinnan felt that this face was so strange, as if it had never been Never seen the same.

Duan Shunian was no longer that shy woman who followed behind her, her strength in front of her turned into a thorn, piercing their hearts fiercely.

Bearing the pressure from Qiao Zhi'en, Gao Jinnan was almost out of breath, and now Duan Shunian was pressing harder and harder. He thought Duan Shunian could give him some comfort, but he didn't expect that the person he really liked would give him All he can do is hurt.

He can accept those cynicisms, but his heart has been pricked by these thorns and has developed a defensive ability, and at the same time lost its softness. It is still a heart as hard as a stone, and no one can warm it up anymore.

Duan Shunian rolled over and got out of bed, who would have known that half an hour ago the two of them were lying together on this bed, the sweet bubble disappeared without a trace, everything before it seemed to be just a dream of hers .

She turned her back to Gao Jinnan, and the sun shone on Duan Shunian, leaving a slender silhouette on the floor, "I don't understand, I don't understand Mr. Gao's thoughts, then please ask Mr. Gao to find someone who understands you." people."

Seeing that she was about to leave, Gao Jinnan panicked. He immediately sat up on his knees and grabbed Duan Shunian's arm, "Shu Shu, that's not what I meant!"

"It doesn't matter what you mean, Mr. Gao, please let go, I want to be alone." Duan Shunian pulled his hand away, and left the room without even putting on his shoes.

Gao Jinnan sat on the messy bed, the clothes on his body were slanted, and there was no expression on his face, but his hands were tightly clutching the bed sheet under him.

Only the traces of someone sleeping on the bed next to him proved that he was not lying on this bed alone last night, but so what?Duan Shunian has already gone far away from her, and the sound of closing the door is soft, just like her, she never wants to cause trouble to others.

Slender and round fingers stroked the hair in front of his forehead, Gao Jinnan took a deep breath, and withdrew his strength, and then he fell heavily on the bed, bouncing upwards with inertia, and the room returned to calm.

The same is true for people. Once you get used to a certain person, it is difficult to remove her from your own world. You have to receive some impact before there will be signs of loosening.

Duan Shunian stood barefoot on the carpet at the door, her feet were red from the cold, her five toes were pawing hard at the ground, but she didn't feel it, because the pain in her heart was far greater than the coldness in her body.

Her heart seemed to be torn open, all the hot and cold, the sour from crying, all kinds of smells were mixed together, forming a kind of feeling about Gao Jinnan in her heart.

Unable to put it down and unable to take it up, Duan Shunian stomped her foot fiercely as if loathing herself, "Duan Shunian! From today on, you must forget Gao Jinnan!"

I don't know if I'm deceiving myself or not, Duan Shunian said to herself viciously, but there was clearly lingering affection in her eyes.

The soundproofing of the room is not good, Duan Shunian is immersed in sadness, and there is still time to pay attention to these small things, so the words that seem to be announcing an oath are naturally heard by the people in the room whose eyes are out of focus.

The peach blossom eyes without focus suddenly widened, and the flair in the eyes disappeared, and all that was left was fragile and painful.

Gao Jinnan hugged the quilt on his body, it still smelled like Duan Shunian, he covered his heart, as if he wanted to fill up the vacant hole, "Shu Shu!"

He yelled in pain, the hoarse and harsh screams sounded in the quiet room, Gao Jinnan buried his face in the quilt, as if only in this way could he not be so painful.

There are so many people in the world who can get love, why is it that they don't have themselves, and why does he suffer from this kind of suffering?Do you really want to watch Duan Shunian being embraced by others?Or do you want to enjoy Gao Shi's life and death even if it is a short-term ambiguity?
(End of this chapter)