Iceberg Lord's Concubine

Chapter 86

Suyan was startled by the sudden voice behind her, she hurriedly hid the comb, then turned her head and glared at the person: "Master, can't you show up normally?"

"Haha, what is the girl hiding?" The master sat down beside Suyan.

Su Yan twitched the corners of her mouth: "There's nothing to hide. Why is the master so elusive?"

"You like that comb very much?" The master laughed.

"Master!" Su Yan shouted out of embarrassment.Really, I saw it and asked that on purpose.Really Hachiko's master.

"Haha, is the girl ashamed?" The master joked as he looked at Suyan who was blushing.

"Master, why are you here? Are you looking at the stars too?" Suyan hummed in her nose.

"Come up and see the girl." The master laughed, "The moonlight is pretty good tonight."

Su Yan rolled her eyes and stopped talking.

"Girl." The master said seriously, "What on earth are you thinking? Do you want to stay here forever?"

Su Yan was startled, paused, and then said: "I didn't think much about it, I just want to leave when my mother gets better." But her eyes flickered.

"How do you feel about Nifeng?" the master asked carelessly.

Suyan was embarrassed, she didn't expect the master to ask such a straightforward question.

"Master, you~" Su Yan said angrily, "Why do you ask this?"

"I'm afraid, girl, you can't see your own heart clearly, and you will regret it for the rest of your life." The master's tone became heavy, his eyes became as deep as the cold night sky, and he looked up at the stars in the sky, but he seemed to be able to see through all this. Place, "Don't be like a master, regretting for a lifetime."

"Master~" Suyan's heart fluctuated, what kind of past did the master have?The master at the moment looks so sad.

"Girl, you have to see your heart clearly." The master let out a long breath, as if he wanted to vomit all the boredom in his heart.

"Master, you and the beautiful master know each other, right? What happened to you before?" Suyan looked at the depressed master in doubt, "And what the hell is crying when the beautiful master sees him?" I'm going to rush to kill him. I've never seen the beautiful master so excited."

"Really?" The master's body trembled slightly, but his eyes suddenly dimmed, "It's all because of a word of love."

"Then what's going on? Master, you said it." Su Yan's face was full of longing.

"Don't ask children about adult matters." The master seemed rather unwilling to bring up the past.

"But, master, why are you telling me all this? You said you shouldn't regret it for the rest of your life like you, but I don't know what you regret. How do you compare it?" Su Yan was dissatisfied.

The master fell silent, and after a long time, he quietly uttered a sentence: "Forget it, I'll tell you." The loneliness in the tone made Suyan feel a little uneasy. Shouldn't she touch the sad things of the master?Thinking of this, Su Yan whispered: "If Master doesn't want to talk about it, then don't talk about it."

"That's all, girl. The past is in the past, and I can't change anything. It's okay to tell you." The master smiled wryly.

Suyan looked at the master, picked out her ears, and sat up straight.

"That year, he and I both fell in love with Tian Yu, who was called a ghost crying by people in the world, and he was the beautiful master you called."

Su Yan nodded, expressing her understanding.

The master sighed again, Suyan's eyes widened.

The master continued to sigh, and Suyan opened her eyes wider.

After half a stick of incense time passed, the master still sat still.Su Yan's eyes are still wide open.

Suyan stared at her master all the time, comforting herself in her heart, saying: It's okay, wait a little longer, talking about the sad past always needs to be brewed.

The master suddenly spoke, his tone full of deep pain: "So, girl, you must understand what your heart thinks and what you really want."

Suyan opened her mouth wide: "It's gone?"

"It's gone." The master's serious face was never seen before.

Su Yan's brain began to cramp.

Suyan's feeling now is that two people are fighting with guns, and they agreed to count to ten together.And the opponent shamelessly jumped from one to ten and shot.

There is no process!

Only at the beginning, once upon a time, two men fell in love with a woman at the same time.

Then people who listen to the story have to understand one truth, that is, to understand what they want.

Finished.

"That's it?" Su Yan grinned.

"Yes, that's it." The master's face was firm and his tone was dignified.

Suyan rubbed her forehead and looked at Ling'er in her arms.I really wanted to stand up and shout: "Refund the ticket! Deceive my feelings!" But I didn't seem to have paid for the master to tell the story, so I resisted the evil impulse in my heart and sat obediently.

"Girl, do you understand?" the master said earnestly.

Suyan mechanically turned her head and looked at the master's painful instruction, the gorgeous petrification disappeared.

"Girl, don't you understand?" The master's tone was a bit resentful.

Suyan stretched out both hands, supported her chin, then swung vigorously to the left and then to the right.

"Gratitude and love are two different things." The master suddenly said something shocking and frightened Su Yan.

Su Yan was stunned: "Master, what do you mean?"

"Girl, after Nifeng told you those things that night, how did you feel?" The master asked sharply.

Suyan blinked her big eyes, and struggled to organize her words: "I am happy, I am happy in my heart. Then I think of Lord Mu, and I am very uneasy."

"Uneasy? Do you feel that you are sorry for him and owe him?" The master poked Ling'er's big tail in Suyan's arms.

"I~" Su Yan's eyes suddenly became empty, "I don't know. I just know that when I think of this, I feel very upset and uneasy. So I don't want to think about it. I don't know how to deal with it."

"I'm just telling you, if Nifeng is by your side when you can't see. Then after Nifeng said those words to you that night, would you be troubled in your heart? Would you be uneasy?" The master looked up at the starry sky, faintly said these words.

Su Yan was taken aback, what if Nifeng was by her side when she couldn't see?If it is headwind.So when Nifeng confessed to himself, would he feel uneasy?Will you hesitate?

Will it?Will it?Will it? !Su Yan kept asking herself in her heart.My heart is chaotic, very chaotic, but there is an answer in my heart that is about to come out, but it becomes hazy again.

"Girl, you have to look at your heart clearly. Are you moved and grateful to the prince, or do you like it? What are you to Nifeng? You have to think clearly!" After finishing speaking, the master suddenly lifted up, and then disappeared.

Su Yan stared at the direction where the master disappeared with dumbfounded.

"Master, you really look like fog, wind and flowers." Su Yan choked out a classic sentence for a long time.

Gradually quieting down, Su Yan began to examine her heart.

He took out the comb again, and Nifeng knew the meaning of giving the comb.The meaning of giving a comb is that I want to grow old with myself!Haha, the headwind who is usually boring, unexpectedly knows romance at critical moments.Thinking of this, Suyan became even happier, and put the comb into her bosom.

The first time I saw him was a barbecue in the back mountain of the enemy's base area, and later I said confidently that the most dangerous place is the safest place.Speech is always a tone, face is always an expression.Most of the time it is dull, if you don't speak, you will be happy, and when you speak, you will become a blockbuster.He never expressed his feelings outside, and he really thought he didn't feel anything.It is only now that I understand that, in fact, this guy is a typical "Men Sao" type.I hide everything in my heart, and I won't say it unless I'm in a hurry.

When I heard Nifeng's confession, my heart was jumping for joy, what a free and happy day it would be.

However, why did he feel uneasy when he thought of Lord Mu, and suddenly the master's words flashed in his mind.

Su Yan sat on the roof alone for a long time, thinking nonstop.Finally, finally made up his mind, he stood up abruptly.Ling'er fell from her arms, and she scratched Suyan's clothes with her paws in dissatisfaction, but Suyan ignored it.

Suddenly, Suyan laughed loudly at the night sky.That voice was really Rao Liang for three days, and the lingering sound was endless.It is said that that night, [-]% of the people in the palace had nightmares while sleeping.

Finally understand my heart!Su Yan smiled wildly and complacently~
The next day, Suyan woke up refreshed and went to find Lord Mu.There is no one in the study, and there is no one in the lobby.Which servant girl was arrested, which servant girl shook her head and said she didn't know.

Strange, where did Lord Mu go?Su Yan scratched her head.It doesn't make sense that people aren't there early in the morning.The only way to do that is to ask the manager.

The manager looked at the excited Su Yan in front of him, and couldn't help but sink.why!The prince went out to fight such a difficult battle, but the woman in front of him was so happy every day, she didn't miss the prince at all.It's not fair to be smiling with that man named Nifeng all day long!How unfair!
Before Su Yan could speak, the manager had already lowered his face and let out the anger in his chest: "Ma'am! You should respect yourself, you shouldn't go in and out like this with men other than the prince all day long!"

Su Yan was stunned, she didn't understand why she was greeted with such anger as soon as she entered the door of the manager's room.But that sentence of self-respect hurt Suyan, so Comrade Liu Suyan was angry.

"I think you have forgotten, sir, that I am no longer a lady! Later I was a maid, and then I was thrown off a cliff. I have already died once, and this life belongs to me. I am not the lady you said! Do you understand?" Su Yan's tone was unusually cold.

The manager was also stunned, he didn't expect Su Yan to speak so sharply.Although sharp, it is true.Thinking of this, the manager was dumbfounded, and after a while he said in distress: "What do you want me for, Miss?"

Su Yan also felt uncomfortable: "I want to ask where Lord Mu is? I have something to talk to him about."

"It will take a few days. The prince is on a long journey." The manager waved his hand feebly.

"Going away?" Su Yan was puzzled, "He didn't tell me? Then I'll talk about it when he comes back." After finishing speaking, she turned around and left.

Looking at the back of the man who was about to leave, the manager couldn't bear it anymore, and growled at Suyan: "Maybe the prince will never come back! But the prince has always been thinking about you, and everything is for you! And you , and you are chatting and laughing with other men everywhere!"

Suyan's foot that was about to step out of the room froze in the air, and she slowly turned her head: "You said he might never come back again? What do you mean?"

"My lord, he's going on an expedition, using 20 troops to counter the enemy's [-] troops." The steward turned his head, his tone cold and desolate.

"What?!" Su Yanmu turned her head and looked at the sad manager in front of her in disbelief, "Going out? 20 vs. [-]?! What's going on? Why didn't he tell me? Rumor."

"Your lord didn't tell you why you don't know? There are no rumors outside because you are afraid of disturbing people's hearts, so you blocked the news." The manager's words were full of resentment, "Your lord even planned your future. This is a brocade box given to you by the prince, and the money in it is enough for you to spend the rest of your life."

"Go to war, go to war, 20 to 20..." Suyan murmured, she didn't take the box in the manager's hand, turned around and went out in a daze, "[-] to [-]~"

All morning, Su Yan's mind was full of what the manager said.Lord Mu is on the expedition, using a mere 20 troops to fight against the enemy's [-]!Although there are those who win more with less, the disparity is too great.Moreover, there has been no war in this world for a long time.It's not like Suyan has never seen the city wall at the border, it's so low, it's defending against a stupid enemy.

This time, is he going to be more dangerous than good?Su Yan's heart sank.

"Girl, what are you thinking?" The abrupt voice of the master came to my ears again.

"I said master, you are not young anymore, why do you always like to suddenly appear behind others to scare people?" Su Yan turned her head and stared at the curious master with dissatisfaction.

"That's wrong, Senior Sister, we've been standing behind you for a long time." Mo Hen clarified for the master.

"Ah?" Suyan stood up and found that everyone behind her was already standing there.

"Suyan, why are you so preoccupied with your thoughts?" Nifeng also had doubts on his face.

Suyan raised her head and looked at Nifeng's clear eyes, she hesitated to speak.

"Suyan, what's the matter?" Nifeng keenly noticed Suyan's abnormality.

"Prince Mu is going on an expedition, using an army of 20 to fight against the enemy's [-]." Su Yan said softly, "Now the news is blocked for fear of disturbing the hearts of the people."

After Suyan finished speaking, there was silence after the shock, deathly silence.

"War, is it coming?" The master's tone seemed doubtful yet certain.

"Well, the world will not be peaceful. 20 to [-]..." Su Yan's eyes became dizzy.

Everyone has complex expressions, each thinking.

"Girl, what do you think?" The master looked at the pale Su Yan.

"I~ I want to go to the border." Su Yan said this sentence with difficulty, and sure enough, everyone objected to this sentence just after she said it.Everyone including Luoyue strongly opposed it.

"Girl, don't mess around. You are a weak woman, what are you going to do at the border? What can you help?"

"Senior sister, you don't know martial arts, you don't have eyes for knives and arrows there."

"Sister, that's not the place for women to go."

Suyan pursed her mouth tightly and did not speak, but Nifeng remained silent and did not speak.

"Girl, do you know what you're doing? You shouldn't go there." The master's tone was serious and firm.

"Master, I know you are worried about me, but~ when I was the weakest and most helpless when I couldn't see, he was by my side and took care of me in every possible way. This time, it was his most difficult time, and I couldn't be here It's time to abandon him and ignore him." Su Yan's tone was full of determination.

Everyone was stunned, speechless.

Nifeng, who had been silent all this time, smiled slightly at this moment, put his hand on Suyan's shoulder lightly, and said softly but firmly: "Wherever you go, I will accompany you."

Suyan stretched out her hand, held the big hand on her shoulder with her backhand, smiled back at Nifeng, and said deeply: "Nifeng, thank you. It's good to have you by my side."

Looking at this scene, Mo Hen's heart was about to suffocate like being punched hard.Why did I suddenly have a feeling that I was going to lose my senior sister forever?
"Then, I'll go too. I said that I will always be with my senior sister." Mo Hen said this with difficulty, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

"Okay, then we'll set off later." Su Yan smiled peacefully.

"I, I'm going too, big sister, I'm going too." Luoyue clamored to go after seeing Mohen's statement.

Before Mohen could refuse, Suyan had already refused with a serious face: "Not this time, girl. You go back, your father is still waiting for you. Maybe you don't know, but there are secret guards following us to protect you. You can't be so selfish and disregard your father's feelings. You should grow up too. "

Luoyue's eyes dimmed instantly.Father, father is still in the palace waiting for him to go back.But, but I really don't want to leave him.I really want to keep looking at him.Luoyue opened her mouth, wanting to say something to refute, but she couldn't say anything.

"Silly girl, we will come back. I will definitely take my junior brother to your house to find you, okay? Then you have to treat me." Su Yan pretended to be relaxed and joked.Everyone's hearts are complicated, 20 troops versus [-]~ The result is obvious, isn't it?Maybe, this trip, not to mention that Prince Mu will not come back, even Su Yan will not come back.

"Big sister~" Luoyue's voice choked up.Yes, you can't be that selfish.Even if the city is broken, he must return to his father first.Because I didn't have a mother since I was a child, my father devoted all his efforts to me, how could I not go home in the end.

"Girl, be good, go home. The manager will arrange for someone to take you home." Suyan got up and took Luoyue's hand, "In the future, you have to remember to think about others, not just your own feelings. When you When you want to do something to a person, you have to stand in his perspective, that is, treat yourself as him, and think about how others will feel if you do that thing. Got it?"

"Big sister, big sister~ I will. From now on, I will never force other people's things, and I will never use a whip to beat people casually. I know that I did it wrong before, and I will never do it again." Luo Yuelow sobbed loudly.

"Don't cry." Mohen said suddenly.

Luoyue turned her head in surprise, but met Mohen's still expressionless face.It seems that he didn't say anything just now.Su Yan laughed softly, Mo Hen finally said something human to Luo Yue.Mohen snorted coldly and turned his face away.

The master sighed helplessly: "Okay, then you three go, just promise me that you can't put yourself in danger, and everything is based on your own safety."

"Well, I got it, master." Su Yan looked at the master with a smile, "Then master, do you want to solve the regret in your heart?"

"Adults, what do children care about so much?" The master who was guessed by Su Yan stared at him with beard.It made everyone laugh.

Under the surprised eyes of the manager, Suyan got into the carriage calmly, smiled at the manager, and left freely.The manager's heart suddenly became complicated.Should I tell her this?Now that she went with the prince, I should feel happy, why did I regret telling her.At least, now I understand that she is not that kind of heartless woman.

"Fastest, how many days can we get to the border?" Su Yan asked while touching Ling'er in her arms.

"Three days." Headwind stretched out three fingers, "I kept changing carriages, and traveled day and night. I can arrive in three days."

"Then let's keep changing carriages." Su Yan's tone was calm.

Mohen looked sideways slightly, but said nothing.Headwind nodded: "Okay. I'm afraid your body won't be able to handle it."

"If you can take it, I will take it." Su Yan's tone was non-negotiable.

For a moment, there was silence in the carriage.

The army of half a month is approaching.Is he on the way right now?Su Yan closed her eyes.

What does war mean?As long as there is a war, it means bloodshed and casualties, and the lives are devastated. In the end, it is still the common people who suffer.Why is there a war?Why?There is no answer to this question, and there never will be.

Changing horses and running non-stop, Su Yan was exhausted.

Three days later, we finally arrived at the border.All the military operations at the border are being carried out secretly, so when Suyan and her party came to the city at the border, they still looked like they were in a peaceful and prosperous age.

When Su Yan appeared in front of Lord Mu, Lord Mu had almost stopped breathing.

"Suyan! It's really you!" Lord Mu rushed up and grabbed Suyan's hand.There were conflicts and joy on his face, and he rationally told himself that he should send Suyan away immediately.But he really wanted her to be by his side all the time.

Nifeng and Mohen looked coldly at Suyan's hand, but at the moment they all chose to turn their faces away and ignore it in a tacit understanding.

"You shouldn't have come." Lord Mu held Su Yan's hand tightly, and it took him a long time to hold back his words.

"It doesn't matter whether I should or shouldn't. I just wanted to come, so I came." Suyan smiled and looked at the excited Mu Wangye in front of her.Could it be that I haven't seen him for a long time, why do I feel that he has lost weight.It's just that the beautiful face is still so eye-catching.

"Suyan~you~you know what's going on this time?" Lord Mu became a little incoherent.However, Su Yan's hand was tightened even more tightly.Su Yan nodded.Lord Mu's heart was surging, but at this moment, thousands of words were reduced to one sentence, "You are so stupid~"

"Haha, I was wrong, I'm very smart." Su Yan laughed, but she suddenly became dizzy.Finally, he lost his strength and slid slowly to the ground.

"Suyan!" Lord Mu was startled, and hurriedly stretched out his arms to hug Suyan's slipping body.

"Su Yan!" "Senior Sister!" Two other nervous voices also sounded in the room.

"Suyan, what's the matter with you?" Lord Mu hurriedly picked up Suyan and walked to the back room, shouting loudly, "Emperor doctor, pass on the imperial doctor."

Nifeng and Mohen hurriedly chased after him.

Seeing Su Yan with a pale face on the bed, Lord Mu was furious: "Where is the imperial doctor, why hasn't he arrived yet?"

Nifeng pondered for a moment, stepped forward to catch Suyan's pulse.His face slowly breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that
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