Ex-wife: Wife, go home

Chapter 107 Unpredictable People
Shi Jun also knows that how unfeeling he is now represents how affectionate he used to be, no one will give blindly, even if there is a purpose, human nature is like this.

Mei Mingyan still texts and calls herself every day, which means that there is only one thing she wants to reconcile.But can the broken mirror and the water splashed out by the spoken words be collected back?No, Shi Jun also didn't want to take it back at all.

In the past, Shi Jun also cared about Huo Nanxiao, but he always felt ashamed of facing Mei Mingyan. He blamed all this on Huo Nanxiao. Later, he found that what he did was too unfair to Huo Nanxiao. It was obviously his own mentality. The problem has to be imposed on Huo Nanxiao, so now, he will never soften his heart.

As for the issue of the news of the divorce, he hadn't thought it through yet, he might scold him, he might be disappointed, and he might even be thankful.But all of this, if Huo Nanxiao doesn't forgive himself, what's the point.

It is said that if a woman's heart is broken, she will never come back.Shi Junyi was actually more worried about Huo Nanxiao's choice than other things.

I never showed my heart, but I hurt her again and again, and I might not be able to forgive myself.

Mu Yaofeng has already completed the discharge procedures and came back. Shi Jun also stood up from the bed, but his legs still felt pain. It seems that the wheelchair next to him must be used. I must not let other irrelevant people see me like this , otherwise it will be another storm.

Shi Jun also wore a hat and sunglasses prepared in advance. He looked extremely mysterious, not to mention conspicuous, but he had no choice, he didn't know who was waiting for him outside.

After Mu Yaofeng helped Shi Junyi sit in the wheelchair, he couldn't help joking, "If you didn't know the truth, people would think you are old."

Shi Jun also let out a sigh of relief, did not answer, but said: "Finally I can go out to get some air, I have waited too long for all this."

Mu Yaofeng shrugged, noncommittal.If I had been lying in the hospital for so long, I would have probably gotten sick long ago.

So this is where Shi Junyi is more calm, he won't complain casually, and he can hold his breath, he doesn't care about small things in order to do big things, Mu Yaofeng always sighs to himself.

But Shi Junyi didn't think so about all of this, sometimes he envied Mu Yaofeng's various freedoms and freedom, and felt that he was restrained too much, but he was powerless to break free.

Everyone's life is a cocoon. The difference is that what binds us is not the visible cicada chrysalis, but those cicada chrysalis that are invisible and intangible but involve us.

Mu Yaofeng slowly pushed Shi Junyi out the door, Shi Junyi only felt that the sky outside was terribly dark, but it was much more pleasing to the eye than the pale white in the ward, it was so depressingly white that he almost went crazy.

The reason why so many mental patients can’t recover should actually have something to do with the color of the hospital, either white or gray, which will make people think that life has lost its color and make wrong judgments.

Shi Jun also saw a mental patient before, until now he didn't understand why the mental patient smashed the glass like crazy.

Maybe some people are crazy because of a specific item, Shi Jun also thought this way, his thoughts came back to his eyes, he could finally get rid of this depressing hospital, he could finally get better quickly, go to I have done what I want to do, but there are countless hurdles waiting for me to cross, and the road ahead is still worryingly dangerous.

Sometimes what stops us is not the danger ahead, but our own heart.The fear, hesitation and loneliness in people's hearts make us vulnerable.

It is said that the prodigal son will not be exchanged for money when he turns back, but when the prodigal son turns back, no one may be waiting for him in place.Shi Junyi's back in the wheelchair was strange and sad, and Mu Yaofeng pushed him without saying a word.

Some situations are discussed too much, and the meaning of the discussion is lost.Even though his shoulders and legs didn't feel too much pain, Shi Jun still remembered how painful it was when he woke up.This is probably the reason why Huo Nanxiao refused to forgive herself, there are always some scars, and even when she recovers, she can't forget how painful it was.

We've come so far that we've forgotten why we started.

After leaving the hospital, even in the dark night, Shi Jun also felt a sense of freshness, like a child who made a mistake, and was finally released from the small dark room.

Mu Yaofeng helped Shi Junyi into the car, and put the wheelchair in the trunk.

Get in the car and start the engine, the car makes a whirring sound.

Mu Yaofeng looked straight ahead without turning his head.The tone clearly reveals concern: "When will you go to the funeral tomorrow? Don't you really need to worry? Do you want me to bring two bodyguards to protect you?"

"No need, even if there are any accidents, don't worry, I owe him what I owe, and I should pay it back." Shi Junyi's tone was calm, like a lake without waves.

"No, Junyi, I know that your conscience is disturbed, but this matter is not entirely your fault, and you don't want to be like this, I know." Mu Yaofeng was really afraid that Shi Junyi would play tricks, and he couldn't let him go.

"I've made up my mind, it's fine, I can bear it." Shi Junyi seemed not to want to discuss this issue, his voice was low, like a whisper.

"Okay, I won't force you." Mu Yaofeng sighed, he couldn't be soft, so he had to be tough, even if he didn't agree, he had to bring bodyguards.After all, people's hearts are unpredictable, who knows what will happen.

Shi Jun also squinted his eyes slightly, as if a little tired, "Does Nan Xiao know what's going on tomorrow?"

Mu Yaofeng's hand holding the steering wheel stiffened, "I mentioned it to her."

Shi Jun also knew the following text, but she didn't say anything.Huo Nanxiao is like duckweed on Shi Junyi and Wang Qingquan.I can't catch it, and I can't see it clearly.

"Forget about my own business, I will take care of it myself." Shi Jun also turned his head out of the window, it turned out that everything he once had would only be so nostalgic when he lost it.

I used to rush through this colorful world, but I never stopped to appreciate its beauty for half a minute. I always chased those invisible things, as if that was what I thought in my heart.

Until now, he didn't know that he was wrong, and he was wrong.

"Why don't we stop on the bridge later, I want to see the night view of this city." Shi Junyi said softly, with Mu Yaofeng by his side, he felt inexplicably at ease.

Since being hospitalized, he found himself much more hypocritical.In the past, I always felt that I was not afraid of anything, but now I realized that nothing can make me strong enough to be fearless.

Mu Yaofeng nodded and said nothing.It's like when the gears of fate turn, although everyone knows that they will eventually die.But the scenery along the way is still unforgettable.

The car stopped at the parking spot by the bridge, and Shi Jun also resolutely refused to let Mu Yaofeng support him. Mu Yaofeng couldn't bear to force him with such tenacity.Shi Jun also limped to the bridge. The huge neon lights on the bridge were flashing in various colors, and there was a river under the bridge.

It is not so much a river as a stream.But these are not important anymore, the important thing is, standing on the bridge, blowing the cold wind, feeling every pore of his being opened, Mu Yaofeng hurried back to the car to get the scarf, and handed it to Shi Junyi.

Shi Jun also glanced back. "I said I like the sun, but I always look for shade in sunny days. I said I like rain, but I always like to hold an umbrella in rainy days. I said I like Huo Nanxiao, but I said again and again Hurt her. Now, I say I like the cool autumn evening, I don't want to wear a scarf anymore, I don't want my life to be filled with wordless rejection."

(End of this chapter)