Ex-wife: Wife, go home

Chapter 179 What's Your Name?
"Do you know what people live for?" Shi Junyi walked to the guardrail of the roof, and the woman sat on the guardrail.In order not to make the woman suspicious, Shi Junyi deliberately sat more than one meter away from the woman.

"Why? I asked myself this question over and over again." The woman seemed to be lost in thought. Whenever she felt down, she would think about this question over and over again.

Maybe it's for yourself, maybe it's for others.Maybe an experience, maybe something else.

"I think that people live for a certain belief. But most people live to the end without even their belief. Therefore, many people don't know why they live at all." Shi Jun also looked down at his toes, feeling Unexpectedly strong wind by the guardrail.

The woman glanced back at the crowd downstairs, they were as big as ants.Do the people at the bottom live like ants?
"Only you guys can talk about faith. For people like us, just living has exhausted our energy." The woman was a little vicious, and every time she mentioned this issue, her attitude of hating the rich was undoubtedly revealed.

Shi Jun also glanced at the woman, not annoyed.Life is never easy, when you feel it is easy, someone must have shared the difficulty for you.

"No, it's because life is not easy. That's why I think people need to have faith, which is like a ray of light in life. No matter how dark the environment you are in, you can still see hope."

Shi Jun also looked thoughtfully at the crowd downstairs, even though they were just flustered and wanted to see other people's lives, it could not be ruled out that some people had different beliefs.

"Actually, I can tell that you are different from others. To be honest, I have never seen such a look in a person's eyes." The woman lowered her head, but glanced at Shi Junyi from time to time.

There was a light in him that she had never felt before.No matter what the reason was, no matter what the situation was, she felt that the person in front of her was different from other people.That feeling is so strong.

"Why did you die?" Shi Junyi turned his head and asked the elder sister next to him, his expression was so natural that he couldn't get angry.

Why, can't a dead husband live without love? He even wanted to ask why.There is no need to ask such an obvious question.

"Aren't you talking nonsense? My husband is dead, and I can't live alone now. I want to take revenge on you." The woman almost didn't even have to think about it, and said her heart directly.

Up to now, she is almost fearless. For a person who is not even afraid of death, what else can she be afraid of?

"Well, do you usually live happily? Shi Jun also asked abruptly, maybe this is a silly question in the eyes of others.

But at this moment, the woman paused and did not speak again. "You know, losers are never happy."

Shi Junyi looked straight into the distance, and didn't look at the woman again, her words were full of pessimism.

"What's your name?" Shi Junyi asked suddenly.

The woman's face was full of shock, it was at this time, what's the point of asking this?
Shi Jun also turned his head and stared at the woman's face.This face was pale and haggard by the wind, with deep wrinkles on it.But it can be seen that when she was young, she must be a beauty.

"Wu Lingya." The woman raised her head, as if she wanted to show that she was neither humble nor overbearing.

Shi Jun couldn't help but look at the woman more, such a spiritual name, but why is he such an extreme person.

"Do you have to die? Do you know how painful it is to fall? Do you know how terrible death is?" Shi Jun was also persuasive, and seemed to be just expressing his own opinions.

"Don't scare me with those big words, I'm not even afraid of death, I'm afraid of pain?" Wu Lingya glanced at Shi Junyi indifferently, as if this person was unreasonable.

"I have experienced death." Shi Junyi's brows furrowed deeper and deeper, and when he thought of Assistant Liu, he felt like a thorn in his heart, which could not be pulled out.

"What you have experienced is not counted, and you are not a relative." The woman seemed to have opened up a chatterbox. Anyway, she was going to die anyway, and it was not profitable to say a few more words.

"Really? My mother died when I was only a few years old. At that time, I didn't know how sad it was." Shi Jun also raised his neck, always feeling his throat sore.

The woman's eyes widened. At this time, everyone could not escape their fate.However, she thought that Shi Junyi in front of her must be a young master who was born with a golden spoon in his mouth and didn't care about worldly affairs.She may not know the sufferings of the world, and he may not know the sufferings of others.

"Do you think I will sympathize with you?" The woman looked at Shi Junyi coldly, maybe he could say anything just to convince himself now.

"I need your companion?" Shi Jun also retorted.Everyone has their own pain, and if he doesn't talk about it, it doesn't mean he doesn't have any pain.

Some pain is invisible, he will only live in memory, torturing himself over and over again.As for myself, what's the use of speaking out to gain sympathy?

The woman snorted coldly, "Then what do you mean?"

Having said that, the woman's tone of voice was much gentler, maybe she was just dazzled by sadness at first.It's just that fate is unfair, and someone has to be responsible for her.

"Perhaps you are right not to have children. Some people have indeed encountered a lot of suffering when they came to this world. No one is spared. Anyway, there are always people who suffer and hate deeply." Shi Jun also put his hands in his pockets, blowing It's been too long, and the hands are so cold that they are bone-crushing.

"Are you talking about me?" The woman felt to herself, as if Shi Junyi was talking about herself.

"That's not true. There are so many people of all kinds in this world. Anyway, they are all different, and I can't tell what's wrong, but I just feel that you shouldn't be like this." Shi Junyi looked down at the tip of his shoe again.

"Then what should I do? I already have nothing." The woman's voice dropped, as if the extreme emotions just now had disappeared.

"Think about your husband, he definitely doesn't want him to have an accident, and you just go with him. If you had an accident and your husband wants to commit suicide and go with you, what do you think?" Shi Jun also tried to persuade For women, sacrifice is okay, but please don't be so meaningless.

"No, I will never allow my husband to commit suicide." The woman suddenly remembered her husband's face, even if she had something to do, she didn't want her husband to go with her.

"Then it's over. You're dead now, and it's useless." Shi Jun also curled his lips, as if you see what I said makes sense.

"You are clearly a fallacy. You are a trap." The woman suddenly became agitated and tightened her clothes, but she also felt cold
"Do you know that death is not terrible. The terrible thing is living, and the terrible thing is to face it." Shi Jun also paused, not sure if saying what he thought would anger the woman in front of him, but he just wanted to speak out.

Some words can't be said quickly.He is comfortable only when he speaks out.Even if he didn't think about whether the woman in front of him would listen.

"You're right, I'm afraid of living." The woman suddenly felt a little sad, unexpectedly, Shi Junyi could see her weakness so easily.

All the people who don't want to live, dare not live anymore.Because only after death, everything will be liberated naturally.

"What kind of death have you experienced? Is there any unspeakable pain in your life?" The woman glanced at Shi Junyi, but she managed to suppress the trace of curiosity in her eyes.

Shi Jun also sighed, sighing softly, but it made people feel indescribably sad.It turns out that such people will also suffer, and it may not be less than their own pain.

"You know this world, it's just like this. Everyone is just struggling to live. And I'm just one of them. I don't think there is anything special about me that can avoid pain." Shi Junyi It's like talking to yourself.

I've never spoken my heart out to anyone, but I never thought it would sound so sad when I said it.

"Then have you ever thought about dying?" There was a hint of complexity in the woman's eyes.Is it an illusion, I always feel that the man who lives at the top of the food chain should not be like this.

(End of this chapter)