Ex-wife: Wife, go home

Chapter 195 The Desolate Old Song
Since everyone is an adult, why should others pay for your ideals?To put it bluntly, a reporter is doing interviews and discovering news, but to put it bluntly, it is just digging other people's privacy.

Shi Junyi didn't want to explain too much at all, suddenly a family member in the crowd made way for Shi Junyi.From the beginning to the end, Shi Junyi never denied that he was responsible, but the grief was too great, so they were too anxious.

Too desperate to know the answer, so they didn't wait, too desperate to know the answer, so no one paid attention to it at all.Shi Junze was on the side, waving his sleeves angrily, and Shi Jun's indifferent attitude hurt him.

Obviously just want to make Shi Junyi look ugly, why is it so difficult?
The assistant carefully observed Shi Junze's expression: "Boss, are you okay?"

Shi Junze's face was gloomy, "Go away, damn it, I can't stand it anymore."

The assistant was careful not to apologize, and nodded and bowed to welcome Shi Junze into the car.

Shi Junze glanced at Shi Junyi before getting into the car, and Shi Junyi was also looking at Shi Junze.In today's incident, the culprit was Shi Junze. If it wasn't for him, why would he be stopped at the door and interrogated for so long? It's still his own family business.

Shi Junze responded indifferently, completely ignoring Shi Junyi.Anyway, he was born to dislike Shi Junyi, and just wanted him to live an uncomfortable life, so what can Shi Junyi do with himself?

Shi Jun also got into his car amidst the group's questioning.

Uncle Shi was driving, and Jun Shi was also sitting in the passenger seat.

"How's it going, were you alright just now?" Second Uncle Shi was concerned, already clearly feeling the change in Shi Junyi.Unexpectedly, the other party would directly involve Shi Junyi's family affairs.

"It's okay, thank you second uncle just now." Shi Junyi propped his head on one hand and fell into a doze.

The reporter is right, the impact of divorce on life is indeed invisible.It always feels like there is a piece missing that can never be made up.However, even so, Shi Jun also had to admit that he would still live a good life.

It's just that this kind of life is no longer complete. Without Huo Nanxiao, my life is already incomplete.

At the beginning, I wanted to leave Huo Nanxiao so much, but now I regret it several times.

Regret that I was impulsive at the beginning, regret that I didn't think over and over again, and regret that I was too sure about my feelings.I regretted that I trusted Mei Mingyan too much.

It was precisely based on this kind of trust that Shi Junyi made a decision too easily, thinking that everything was under control, but he didn't know that some things would not be under his control at all.

It was too late when she realized that the one she loved deeply was Huo Nanxiao's fault.

Second Uncle Shi didn't speak, as if he was recalling something from his youth.Young and frivolous, but never the same again.

Life goes on forever, but the heart cools down day by day.

"Second Uncle, why didn't you get married when you were young?" Shi Jun also raised his eyes.

"Because I can't let go." Second Uncle Shi couldn't help but tighten the hand holding the steering wheel.These things have been dusted for too long, and he didn't want to mention them again.

"What can't you let go of? Her?" Shi Jun also opened his eyes, staring blankly at the front.The second uncle had a girlfriend when he was young, and he never married for this reason.

"No, at that time I was young and full of energy and devoted myself to my career. She always thought that my thoughts were not on her." Second Uncle Shi's memories seemed to be dragged back to the past. Say it.

"What happened later? Did you marry someone else?" Shi Jun also narrowed his eyes slightly, no wonder the second uncle never married.

"No. She's not married?" Second Uncle Shi's eyes were full of sadness.

"Huh? Why, is she, like you, never married?" Shi Jun also wondered why people who are in love can't be together.Why is there so many tragedies hidden in this world, why so many people love each other but hurt each other.

"No, she passed away." Second Uncle Shi's expression showed a trace of pain, if he had stopped earlier, perhaps such a thing would not have happened.But he had to face this bleak ending.

Shi Jun was too shocked to speak, it turned out that this was the reason why Second Uncle Shi never married!
No wonder Second Uncle Shi, who was excellent in Shi Junyi's eyes, never married.That's it, that's it.

"Then...how did she die?" Shi Junyi asked in a low voice, at a loss.

"Die because of me." Second Uncle Shi's sad voice seemed to have the magic power to penetrate people's hearts.Shi Junyi originally pretended to be calm, but now he was so stunned that he couldn't speak.

"I died because of me, so these years, I have been living in memory. I can't forget her at all, let alone remarry." Second Uncle Shi's voice seemed a little pale and weak.

So many years of persistence day after day, so many years of waiting without beginning and end, is just regretting her death.Perhaps, only when we are old can we see clearly what happened when we were young.

Maybe.Only time can teach us to grow.

Shi Jun also sighed heavily, the saddest thing in the world is the death of one's heart.After the heart dies, all emotions are no longer fresh, and a person living alone is like a walking dead.

So, for so many years, Second Uncle Shi has a smile every day.After all, it is still a painful disguise.

It turns out that the second uncle, who usually looks like nothing, has such a life experience, which is simply a nightmare.If this is a dream, when will Second Uncle Shi wake up?

Although Shi Jun wanted to ask for details, it was so inopportune now.And he believed that if the second uncle wanted to say something, he would definitely say it himself.It only makes sense if you want to say it.

Uncle Shi was silent. If the reporter hadn't insisted on asking about the impact of Shi Junyi's divorce today, maybe he would never have said these words.He knows how painful it is to lose a lover because of his own fault.

That's why he has been guiding Shi Junyi, hoping that Shi Junyi will not regret it, and don't do things that regret his life because of impulsiveness.After all, there are no second choices in life.

At the beginning, Second Uncle Shi couldn't accept the news of his lover's death, and he was so painful that he even wanted to follow her away.But after grief, life must go on.

But since then, he has understood.Some people will become more and more clear with his own memory, he even remembers her smile.Her persuasion, her everything.But she is no longer there.

He didn't want to think about the details anymore. He had many things that he couldn't remember clearly.Maybe it's selective forgetting, maybe it's because I don't want to think about it again and again.

Shi Junyi squinted his eyes slightly and looked at Second Uncle Shi who was driving, how did he get here all these years.What happened to make him who he is.

Every day, he is suffering.How many unknown pains did he suffer?

Second Uncle Shi glanced at Shi Junyi, "At first, I couldn't figure it out. I don't think anyone can figure it out when I encounter such a thing. Is it wrong to pursue a career? I always thought I was right."

Shi Jun didn't know how to start a conversation, he just listened silently, like listening to a desolate old song.

"Later I understood, it's not right or wrong. She just thought I didn't care about her, she was obviously worried about me. So she ran out that day, and she said she would use her life to let me remember her."

Deep down in Shi Junyi's heart, he deeply understood how torturous what Second Uncle Shi had experienced.Why career and love cannot coexist.Why do women have to choose between the two?

"In the end, I chose her between the two, but she didn't know anymore. Sometimes I also ask myself, if I had been given another chance, how would I have chosen. However, I later found out that it was Xiao A child's trick."

Second Uncle Shi paused, a feeling of sadness overflowed.

(End of this chapter)