Ex-wife: Wife, go home

Chapter 235 For what?
Wang Xiande put his hands in his pockets, he has done too many things that follow the rules, and now he is not willing to continue to follow the rules.

"So every time, when I can't hold on, I will remind myself. My dream can no longer be realized, and I can't let other people's ideals also be realized. I will always open my art class and tutoring class. Until I can't do it anymore."

Wang Xiande smiled, even if he is not understood, he should try to keep smiling.Life will not treat anyone who works hard, the pain is only short-lived, and the things gained through the past will be eternal.

"So I hope that the students here will do what they like to do and persevere. There is no hurdle that you can't get through. When you feel that you can't make it, think about why you persisted here in the first place."

After Wang Xiande finished speaking, he also bowed, and he heard thunderous applause from the people present.

"Thank you everyone, I wish you success in your work." Wang Xiande waved his hands and sat down after speaking, saying that those things need courage.Maybe now, many people have forgotten their original goal.

However, Wang Xiande did not forget.He always knew what he was supposed to do, exactly what he was doing.

I looked around and no one stood up.A quiet-looking man stood up.

The man wore glasses, and his voice was very clear even though he looked gentle. "Nice to see you all again."

Shi Jun also frowned, thinking about who this person was.After thinking about it for a long time, I remembered that it was Hou Yuan, who lived in the dormitory next door in college and was not very talkative.

After carefully searching my memory, I don't seem to have any impression, I just remember that he is a gentle and elegant person.Shi Jun also glanced at Huo Nanxiao next to him. He originally thought that Huo Nanxiao would be bored, but now Huo Nanxiao is listening with gusto.

Shi Junyi was stunned for a moment, then listened carefully.Maybe in the past they were a group of people who only spoke their own minds, and everyone was self-centered.

But now, I am eager to listen to the voices of my peers. Perhaps it is really time that has taught everyone to grow up.That's really the case, otherwise how could everyone listen calmly and enjoy it now.

You know, in the past, that group of people didn't even listen to the professor's speech, let alone the classmate's speech.But now it is different, everyone understands that opportunities are rare, and once missed, there will be no chances again.

"I am introverted by nature, and I especially liked computers when I was in college. I taught myself a lot of courses about computers, obtained the certificate of computer three-level and four-level, and learned how to program. Compared with most of my classmates, my college life is still Rather boring."

Hou Yuan swallowed, maybe because he was introverted by nature, he is still not suitable to speak in front of people.Fortunately, everyone was looking at him intently, and no one was doing other things, which gave Hou Yuan confidence.

"After graduation, I think everyone is actively involved in all walks of life, and a few people will do the work that may be connected to their real major. I am no exception. I went to a newly opened software company as soon as I graduated. company."

Hou Yuan paused, his eyes swept over everyone present, he still felt a little relieved.After being the silent majority for so many years, today is probably his most courageous day.

"Everyone may feel that their career is very hard, and I feel the same way after I work. Because the computer industry is evolving rapidly and technology is updating rapidly. I not only have to go to work every day, but also study. I get up at 5 o'clock every day, and then I have It’s time to order food and get off work at one or two in the morning.”

Hou Yuan is still full of smiles, as if those things are things that make people happy.Most people want to see the optimistic side of others. If a person is too pessimistic, he is destined to be unpopular.

"With the heart of selling white powder, holding the price of cabbage. Every day is the same as desperately, but I have no choice but to like it. Everyone may think that I am abused, but I think that as long as I like it, I can overcome all difficulties. In this world, There are always people in all walks of life who are truly in love."

Hou Yuan had tears in his eyes, this was not his life, but his ideal.Being able to combine life and ideals is the happiest thing for Hou Yuan.

"But at the beginning of the year, something happened to my family. My mother got sick, and then I had to go home to accompany my mother to see a doctor. My work was delayed, and I had saved some money over the years. My mother saw a doctor."

Hou Yuan stared blankly at a certain corner of the room, in a daze.He didn't know why he brought up this issue, but he always felt that he wanted others to know his feelings.

After all, he usually doesn't like to express himself very much.Today, he wants to be a different self.

"I found out later that the most important thing for a person is his own health. For example, my mother got sick and couldn't eat any delicious food every day. She used to be reluctant to eat, but now she can't eat. She can't even eat alone. If you can’t eat it, what a painful thing it must be.”

Hou Yuan poked his pocket while talking, looking shy and cute.like a big boy.

"In fact, after working for so many years, I also feel that there is something wrong with my body. I don't sleep enough every day, which leads to my neurasthenia, and I often catch colds and get sick. I think ideals are nothing compared to health. No health , Even if you have ideals, it’s useless.”

Hou Yuan's voice raised an octave, as if he was yelling. He just wanted to tell the students around him that sometimes a little can't make a big difference.But many people don't know it when they experience it.

They feel that many things are more important than what they have, so many people squander their bodies and health under the guise of their dreams.Finally, I got sick and complained that life was so unfair.

Is this really the case?Hou Yuan has been reflecting on himself.Maybe it's right to pursue ideals, but if he has to sacrifice his more important health, now he has to think about it.

"Now I went back to my hometown to take an exam for a civil servant job, and it was also about computers. So this time, I came here in a hurry. Many people said that I came back because I couldn't get along in the big city, and many people said that I Coveting ease, going home, eating and waiting to die. Haha."

Hou Yuan laughed until tears came out.He felt bitter in his heart, but who should show the suffering?Isn't this the life he chose, how can it be bitter, even if it is bitter, he will walk through it with a smile.

"I don't care about those people at all. Some people who know me ask me why I gave up a job with a monthly salary of tens of thousands and went home to a job with a monthly salary of 4. Do you have any new ideas? Students, guess what? Why would I do this."

Hou Yuan's expectant eyes swept over everyone.

"For family?"

"for health?"

"For a different way of life?"

"For self-reflection?"

"..."

Various speculations emerged one after another, only Shi Jun looked at Hou Yuan with admiration.Perhaps, among all the people here, one of the people who live the most clearly is Hou Yuan.

Hou Yuan can see through things that even he can't see through.In fact, is there really a big gap between a salary of 4 and a salary of 4?Maybe everyone here should think about it.

"What you said is both right and wrong. Maybe I'm doing it for all these reasons, maybe I just want to change my life to prove myself. But what I want to say most is not these, even though I haven't been rich yet, but I've lost a lot of light."

Hou Yuan squinted his eyes slightly. Everyone here was full of expectations and dreams, but now?How many people still have dreams?

No one knows, but Hou Yuan can be sure that his original intention has never been forgotten.Whenever he looks back, he never regrets what he did.He just thought about it in a different way, what would happen if he didn't do it.

"I have never had any empathy, so you can't feel why I made such a decision. I just don't want to be famous in front of others, but I want to live a good life with my family in the future. A capable person, although not necessarily ambitious In the four directions, but even if you go to the four directions, you must have the ability to settle down."

Hou Yuan knows that there is no empathy in this world, so naturally he doesn't want everyone here to understand.He just hopes that someone can hear his heart.

(End of this chapter)