Ex-wife: Wife, go home

Chapter 251 Suffering
My past, present, and future seem to be very confused.I don't know when it started, but life is like a lump of mud that stuck Shi Junyi to it.And when he realized it, he was already in deep trouble.

In fact, there are many people in this world who are stuck in the mud every day, but they don't know it.Just like dominoes, one day they will all collapse because of an unstable support point.

However, even if it collapses, it will stand up again, otherwise a lot of people will fall on the ground.

Shi Junyi looked blankly at the door of the intensive care unit, it was just a door, as if it was a world away.Inside and outside the door are two completely different worlds.

When the old man was lying on the hospital bed, his consciousness was blurred.He only felt that he had a headache even in his dreams, and he had endured such a headache for too long, and he didn't know when it would end.

He accidentally found out that something happened to Shi's Group on the news, but he couldn't do anything about it.Every day, he tried his best to wake himself up early.However, time passed faster and faster, and I woke up later and later.

In order not to worry everyone, he didn't say what he knew.Feeling that his body was deteriorating day by day, he realized that the best time was irreversible.

To this day, he never wakes up again.Feeling that there are people around him, and the incandescent lamp is hitting him, but his mind is very dizzy.He couldn't keep his eyes open.

He knew that he would cause trouble to Junyi, and from the bottom of his heart, the stubborn Mr. Shi didn't want to cause trouble to anyone.Because being in trouble means he's old and useless.

He doesn't want to see people around him feel sad for himself. To a large extent, he doesn't want everyone to treat him as a patient.That's why he was so against hospitals and doctors.

He didn't want to get sympathy from others, and for Mr. Shi, he had never received sympathy from others in his life.A dignified man loathes the sympathy of others.

What's more, the old man spent his whole life in war, how could he bear the pity others cast on him.Rather than enduring the torment of illness, he would rather die proudly.

He never told anyone about this.But even if it is said, it should not be understood by relatives.After all, the great thing about life is that it comes only once.If you miss it, you won't come back.

And Mr. Shi's biggest concern is the marriage between Shi Junyi and Huo Nanxiao. His son's unsatisfactory marriage has always been a pain in Mr. Shi's heart.Originally, I wanted to do my best to get this matter done, but it turned out that it couldn't be done at all.

Even if he has great abilities, he can't control other people's feelings.This is the old saying that life and death depend on fate and wealth depends on heaven, and the old man's heart disease is also here.

Not being able to see Shi Junyi live a happy life has always been a pain in the heart of Mr. Shi.So much so that now, he is lying on the hospital bed and struggling, delusional that he can fight against the disease through hard work.

However, everything is in vain.No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't open his eyes. He felt that his eyelids were heavy and heavy.It's like someone covered his eyes deliberately with his hand, even if he opened it, he could only see the darkness in the whole world.

When the old man gave up struggling, his consciousness began to wander.His greatest wish is to open his eyes and see Shi Junyi, he knows that he must be by his side right now.He can feel it, but not say it.

Thoughts are already in a free state, but Mr. Shi is still very tenacious.He is so stubborn that he thinks that he has endured it for too long. Since the day he gave up chemotherapy, he has embarked on a path of self-salvation.

And finally, the end of redemption is the end of life.

The three of them had been waiting for the old man outside the intensive care unit, as if time had frozen.The old man was lying peacefully on the hospital bed, as if he was asleep.However, everyone knows that everything is just an illusion.

Even if he wakes up, old man Shi will be in pain.This is Shi Junyi's contradiction. If he doesn't wake up, it will be the waiting group who will suffer.If he wakes up, it will be Mr. Shi who will be in pain.

So, no matter what, someone will suffer.A long time ago, Shi Junyi had already thought of such a day.However, no matter what, he never thought that this day would come so soon.

I always thought that the first operation could escape the entanglement of fate and the parting of life and death.It turns out there will be a second time.Shi Junyi looked at the ground of the hospital with hesitant eyes, and the smell of disinfectant permeated the tip of his nose.

Few people passed by the door of the entire operating room, so these three people were almost waiting at the door.No one spoke, and everyone was tangled in their hearts.

Say no, don't say no.Huo Nanxiao just stared at Shi Junyi distressedly. Shi Junyi had been sitting in that position for two hours.

If anyone passes by, they will definitely feel that Shi Junyi is like a puppet.The suddenly taciturn Shi Junyi couldn't help worrying Huo Nanxiao.Huo Nanxiao had never seen Shi Junyi like this before, no matter what happened, Shi Junyi never showed such an expression.

For the first time, Huo Nanxiao felt that Shi Junyi looked so fragile.It was also the first time that Shi Jun also showed such vulnerability in front of her.In the past, in Huo Nanxiao's heart, Shi Jun was always upright.

Not only is it upright, but also decisive.There is always an admirable power in him, but now, Huo Nanxiao feels Shi Junyi's decadence and anxiety.

In the current situation, no one can guarantee that sometimes Junyi will do well, so everything is unknown and in vain.

Just sitting at the door all night, Shi Jun also stayed up all night.Huo Nanxiao leaned against Shi Junyi and fell asleep for a while, but didn't fall asleep much.

Second Uncle Shi also followed him all night, and he thought a lot that night.Compared to Shi Junyi, he is obviously much more mature.Maybe it's because of too much experience, so the matter of life and death is not as unacceptable as it was when I was young.

Second Uncle Shi thought more about Shi Junyi's future.In the past, no matter how capricious Shi Junyi was or how he covered the sky with his hands, it was because Mr. Shi was still there.

As a hard-working builder of the company, there is a lot to do to add bricks and tiles.Therefore, Mr. Shi's weight is enough to support Shi Junyi to make any decision, but if something happens to Mr. Shi, I'm afraid many people will come out and make trouble.

Too many people will come out afterwards to count down one thing after another, no one is an exception.Therefore, Uncle Shi had to worry about this problem.

Throughout the night, he didn't talk much to Shi Junyi.Almost all eye contact is enough. Uncle Shi found that he still has the ability to understand other people's eyes.

It's just that these are irrelevant, the important thing is how to tide over the difficulties.Uncle Shi has encountered many things, but none of them are as important as today.

It is about the life of the eldest brother, so naturally one cannot be careless.Therefore, Second Uncle Shi's brows have never been stretched.I thought that I had already experienced strong winds and waves, and there was nothing to be afraid of.

In the end, that alone was enough to scare him.Second Uncle Shi narrowed his eyes slightly, everything seemed to be within the foreseeable range, but everything was unbearable.

Knowing and being able to accept are two different things, so this is one of the reasons why Uncle Shi is worried.At the beginning, because of the death of his girlfriend, Uncle Shi was very depressed.

The past happened one after another, and the second uncle's heart was struck one after another.He couldn't help sighing.He thought he had forgotten many things, but at this moment he still remembered them clearly.

He said that he would tell Shi Junyi everything, but now it seems that it is not the time.His story, perhaps, is time to tell it.If he doesn't say it, maybe no one will know about his life in the future.

(End of this chapter)