Ex-wife: Wife, go home

Chapter 260
Second Uncle Shi did not show a happy face, on the contrary, these things made him extremely heavy.If it wasn't for his eldest brother supporting him to survive, he might have jumped into the sea at that time.

"After she died, I went to the beach once. I didn't know if I drank alcohol that day. The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and the more I thought about it, the sadder I became. Finally, I went to the beach and yelled. I don't know if I was standing by the beach How long, in the end I was determined to die, and wanted to jump directly."

Second Uncle Shi remembered that day, if two unknown strong men hadn't rushed out suddenly, maybe he would have really died.

"But I don't know why I was hit by someone suddenly, and then passed out. When I woke up, I was in the hospital, and my elder brother was sitting in front of my hospital bed. I will always remember what my elder brother said, which is what I have lived to this day. power."

Uncle Shi narrowed his eyes slightly. There are not many people he admires in his life, but his elder brother is indeed one of them.

"Brother said that I died once, and he saved this life, so he will be involved in life and death in the future. I can't make decisions on my own, and end it on my own. Now it seems that it is indeed my brother who saved me, although I survived. I feel endless loneliness, but I also feel a lot of joy in life."

Uncle Shi felt that he could finally live a life without licking the tip of a knife as before, which was much easier.Therefore, Second Uncle Shi knew what he should do.

He entered the company of his eldest brother, and as an airborne person, only he knew how strong he was.But even so, Second Uncle Shi is willing to start from the bottom, he really needs to change his identity to live.

From then on, no matter how good and well-conditioned girls appear around him, no matter how intentionally or unintentionally they hint, Second Uncle Shi pretends to turn a blind eye.As time went by, no one thought of Second Uncle Shi anymore.

In his heart, the one he loves has passed away, and it is impossible for him to fall in love with others.

"I joined the group later, starting from the lowest position, and gradually rose to the position of vice president. Sometimes my elder brother teased me, maybe the position of president should be given to me, but I didn't use that kind of heart, I worked hard It's just to divert my attention."

Second Uncle Shi laughed at himself, a person as smart as elder brother naturally knows these things.Therefore, even if he was given the position of eldest brother, Second Uncle Shi would probably not accept it.

His desire to be strong and competitive has already been taught a lesson, not to mention that he later became indifferent to the fame and fortune in this world.In the past, I always felt that I couldn't take it lightly. It wasn't until the death of my beloved that Second Uncle Shi realized that it was my own heart that I didn't take lightly.

He let out a long sigh of relief, as if it had been decades, a few words in a hurry could describe it lightly.But my own heart can never be recovered.

The heartbeat continued to jump for a day, and Uncle Shi felt that he was uncomfortable for a day, and he was numb until now.He no longer knows what pain is, what love is, and he is finally numb.

"Up to now, when I think back to the past, I feel like a dream. Especially the death of my elder brother yesterday, I think it's just a dream. I didn't expect my elder brother to walk in front of me. I have been in my heart every day for these years. Thinking about how I would die in the future, but I never realized it."

Uncle Shi is not afraid of death, what he is afraid of is that there will be no loved one in the world after death, and he is afraid that he will still be alone after death.

It was like a curse, and Second Uncle Shi felt that he could not escape.If it wasn't for my insistence on going my own way at the beginning, I wouldn't be so helpless now.

Now that the only eldest brother is gone, to some extent, Second Uncle Shi's sadness is no less than that of Junyi Shi, but he just doesn't want to talk about it.Saying it out is just making others laugh.

Of course, it is impossible for Shi Junyi to laugh at him because of this matter, but it is not necessarily the case for other people.In this world, kindness is relative.

Uncle Shi understands this to the end, so much so that now, he never talks about his emotions.No matter how turbulent his heart is, he will calm down these emotions.

No one will sympathize with those who don't know how to cherish, so Second Uncle Shi thinks that he deserves everything he does now.

"After my elder brother left yesterday, I thought a lot. Although my elder brother's life is short, I think it is more meaningful than mine. At least when he has it, he always knows how to cherish it. Unlike me, who originally had few things, I thought I could spend whatever I wanted."

Second Uncle Shi smiled wryly, but didn't show any obvious emotion.In the days to come, he will take on the heavy responsibility of the eldest brother and continue to support Shi Junyi to move forward.

His life has been finalized, no matter how hard he works, it is just for his own happiness, but Shi Junyi's life is different, he still has many possibilities.

The nobles help each other, even if Second Uncle Shi can't be Shi Junyi's nobleman, he will do his best to be a stepping stone for Shi Junyi.Just to thank the elder brother for his life-saving grace, or the companionship of the elder brother.

Being dependent on each other is the only comfort that the elder brother gave to the second uncle.At least, when you are sad and disheartened, you still have a loved one by your side to help you.Even if this relative has no blood relationship with him, at least the other party has not given up on him.

Shi Jun also listened and did not speak.He finally understood Second Uncle Shi's various moods, and it seemed disgraceful to say these things.Especially in today's society, people may still be considered bad people by others.

There is no clear boundary between good people and bad people, so Shi Jun also didn't think there was anything wrong with Second Uncle Shi.Instead, he just kept doing what he wanted to do.

At least he is much better than many people. Many people are always forced to do what they like, but they don't say it.I dare not even admit that I don't like it, and dare to say that I live an upright life.

Of course, due to the pressure of life, if you speak out every sentence, then no one will listen.

"Second uncle, have you been regretting what you have done for so many years?" Shi Jun raised his head, he could imagine the sadness in Shi Ershu's heart, if he encountered such a thing, he couldn't guarantee that he would be better than him Well done Uncle.

After all, people are not sages and sages without faults, and such faults may have been unavoidable in the first place.

"That's right, but gradually I figured it out. Everyone has his own destiny, and the past is irreversible, so now, I can only look forward. When my elder brother made the choice yesterday, I had a little desire to stop it." Thoughts, but then I thought, as long as Big Brother is happy."

Uncle Shi knew that even if the elder brother did that, he might not be happy, but it must be the true and urgent thought of the elder brother.Euthanasia is not terrible, but what is terrible is that you have to worry about yourself while watching the people around you.

Uncle Shi understood the mood of the elder brother, so he did not stop the elder brother.He knew that he still had a lot of things to do for his elder brother, so that when his elder brother wanted to explain everything, he said it for his elder brother.

Now when I think about it, my second uncle regrets it a little. I should pretend that I don't know, so that I can delay the elder brother's time and let the elder brother speak more, but he doesn't want to see the elder brother suffer.

So much so that he said those words without hesitation, and thinking about it now, maybe he was right.

Shi Jun also took a sip of water, as if feeling a little heavier in his heart.It's not easy for everyone, no one is easier than himself, Shi Ershu feels uncomfortable, Shi Jun also knows it very well.

The sky outside the window is already bright.Second Uncle Shi sighed softly, "Spring is here."

Shi Jun was also filled with emotion, and always hoped that winter would pass quickly, but many things that could be delivered during this winter were like a dream.

Not only was he dreaming, Shi Jun also felt as if he had passed away.If so many things hadn't happened, I might not have any imprint on this winter.

(End of this chapter)