Ex-wife: Wife, go home

Chapter 375 Astringent

Shi Jun also paused, feeling a little uncomfortable in his throat.

"I didn't know the meaning at the time, so I didn't think about anything, I just nodded. Thinking about it now, he must have been very sad at that time."

Shi Junyi's tears rolled in his eyes, and everyone said that men don't flick their tears easily because they haven't reached the place where they are sad.Shi Jun also probably understood a little bit.

"I'm sorry Jun Yi, everything is my fault. If I hadn't been like that at the beginning, then we wouldn't have suffered forever. I know that my elder brother hates me, but with a tolerant heart, he gave me the courage to continue living .”

Second Uncle Shi was choked with sobs, spread his hands, and put his face on them.If this is not enough to explain his guilt, then Second Uncle Shi can no longer find the words to describe his feelings.

What was originally a beautiful thing has become the greatest pain in life overnight.

For Uncle Shi, how could life not be miserable.The woman he loves the most has turned into his elder brother's wife, which is always unacceptable to ordinary people.

What's more, his own son has also become someone else's son, and it is so natural.All these years, everything Second Uncle Shi did was just for atonement.

Atonement, to wash away guilt for oneself.Although he was riddled with sins, Second Uncle Shi couldn't wash them off at all.But even a moment of peace of mind is good.

Shi Jun also looked at Second Uncle Shi in shock, Second Uncle Shi hadn't lost his composure yet.Although he knew that the person in front of him was his own father, Shi Junyi couldn't call out anymore.

In this life, he will probably treat the weeping old man in front of him in the name of his second uncle.Shi Jun also inexplicably felt that his heart ached so badly.

"Second Uncle, let this matter pass. My father will forgive you in heaven. He still knows the hard work you have done all these years."

Shi Jun also tried his best to persuade Second Uncle Shi, but this persuasion made Second Uncle Shi even more sad.This is the sin of oneself, so you must bear it yourself.

Even if his son called another man's father in front of his face, Second Uncle Shi had to bear it, even if he couldn't stand it.

Many things in life are like this. There is nothing really unbearable, only a collapsed mentality.

Anyone can break a can, but after the fall, what should I do?Shi Jun also didn't know what to do. Will life really return to peace in the future?

This incident was the saddest thing in my heart. The news that Mei Mingyan made was like a farce, and Shi Junyi didn't even want to pay attention to it.

But Shi Jun also had to pay attention to this matter, if he didn't find out, then Second Uncle Shi would keep it from him for the rest of his life.The second uncle Shi will choose to bear the pain of this life silently.

Of course, Shi Jun didn't think that he could share the burden for Second Uncle Shi by telling the truth about it.However, he could at least let Second Uncle Shi understand that he had feelings for him now.

Although this kind of relationship is not a true father-son relationship, Shi Jun also feels that this relationship is not like father-son relationship but better than father-son relationship.At least, Shi Jun also clearly knew that Second Uncle Shi was treating him well.

As well as my various dependence on Uncle Shi, people are animals with emotions, no one really cares about anything, there are always people who will care about these people who get along day and night.

"Jun Yi, do you hate me?" Second Uncle Shi asked suddenly after a long pause.

If it's about hate, Second Uncle Shi can accept it.If he said he didn't hate it, it would be difficult for Second Uncle Shi to accept it.In short, this matter is a very difficult thing to deal with.

Once many things involve ethical feelings, this matter is already very difficult to handle.Shi Jun also picked up the apple on the table and took a bite without peeling it.

At this time, he needs to do something to divert his attention, so as not to be discovered by Second Uncle Shi, and he still needs to think about this issue.

Shi Jun also thought for about ten seconds, then shook his head.

"I don't blame you, Second Uncle. This incident is over, and you should have had your own life long ago. It doesn't matter who didn't make mistakes when they were young. "

Shi Jun also said solemnly, the sound of biting an apple sounded very loud, which became an indescribable meaning in the silent air.

Uncle Shi knew that Shi Jun was covering up.But the answer to the matter can't be concealed. The reason why Second Uncle Shi asked this question is because he has always wanted to ask this question.

But he didn't dare to ask his elder brother. For elder brother, no matter what the answer was, Second Uncle Shi would feel very uncomfortable.The eldest brother must have felt very uncomfortable hearing this, so the second uncle Shi will not ask for trouble.

But Shi Jun is different, as his own son, if he resents himself, Second Uncle Shi's life will probably be in vain.

"I'm sorry, Jun Yi, I've been atoning for my choices all these years, but I know those things are useless." Second Uncle Shi choked up, clenched his fingers tightly, deeply embedded in his flesh.

If the pain in his hands could be compared to the pain in his heart, Second Uncle Shi would not hesitate to let his hands hurt all the time.

Shi Jun also looked at Second Uncle Shi expressionlessly, the sadness in his eyes just flashed by.Second Uncle Shi is also a pitiful person, Shi Jun also understands this better than anyone else.

Second Uncle Shi lived his life either in self-blame or in remorse. Speaking of which, Second Uncle Shi really lived for others.

As for himself, Second Uncle Shi may never have considered it.On the one hand, he has to bear the guilt for his eldest brother, and on the other hand, he has to watch Shi Jun also call his eldest brother's father. Second Uncle Shi silently gritted his teeth and insisted on these things.

Fortunately, everything came over.The eldest brother chose euthanasia to a large extent, in fact, it was also for the sake of the second uncle.Uncle Shi understands this better than anyone else.

The elder brother is a thorn in Uncle Shi's life, and no one will ever understand unless he makes it clear.But to be clear, it is the majority of people who are sad.

Just like at this time, Shi Jun also regretted breaking the matter out.In fact, many things, you think it would be better to say it, but when you really say it, you will feel that everything can't go back.

The simple three words contain things that people can't help but regret.No one does not hope that they can live a good life, but after many things happen, there will never be peace.

Shi Junyi looked at Second Uncle Shi quietly, with nothing but distress in his eyes.Second Uncle Shi lowered his head. This old man who has been strong all his life and has lived his life for others is still distressed at this moment.

Life is like playing chess, if you make a wrong move, you will lose everything.Uncle Shi knew that everything he was doing now was to atone for his past sin, but that sin had long since disappeared.

"Second Uncle, forget about this in the future. I will forget, I hope you can forget faster than me." Shi Junyi's eyes fell on Shi Second Uncle, this moment is not sympathy, is it Compassion, but respect and love.

"Junyi, did you leave the company because of me? This is all my fault. Don't be stupid. It's not easy for anyone to get to where you are today. You have to support your family in the future. What should you do if you resign?" ?”

Second Uncle Shi looked at Shi Junyi with complicated eyes, his black eyes were full of worry.Shi Junyi is different from when he graduated from university. Once a man has a family, he is the pillar of the family.

This pillar cannot fall, otherwise the family will fall too.Shi Junyi's choice is tantamount to a catastrophe for this family.

"Second Uncle, I've actually thought about this matter for a long time. Of course, I'm not being angry, I just want to prove my ability." Shi Junyi's eyes were like water, and he always kept a proper distance from Shi Second Uncle.

"Ability? Junyi, what I said about you before was actually just to remind you, and I didn't mean to blame you. We all have seen your ability, so there is no need to prove it."

Uncle Shi felt that his throat was astringent, thinking of his kind reminder to Shi Junyi before, Shi Junyi probably wouldn't take it to heart.

(End of this chapter)