Ex-wife: Wife, go home

Chapter 383 Unforgivable
Nothing, nothing gained.Mei Mingyan felt that she had fought all her life, but until now, she had gotten nothing.

Keep losing, keep losing, until you have nothing to lose.Mei Mingyan thought bleakly that her fate should really come to an end here.

Jun also went abroad when he left, which was the worst decision in his life.Mei Mingyan regretted that she had made such a choice more than once, because such a choice was almost the beginning of the stain in her life.

The self-confidence and vows at that time have become history.Mei Mingyan didn't even want to think about it anymore. While waiting for Shi Junyi to rescue her, Mei Mingyan seemed to recall a lot of things.

Ever since I can remember, I have always had that competitive personality.If the friends around you have something strange, then you must have it too.

Even that thing, I actually don't need it.But Mei Mingyan must get it.What's more, Mei Mingyan would rather destroy the things she couldn't get than share them with others.

Once a thing has its own imprint, then no matter what, I will not let go of it, and give it up to others.

This is the most obvious character of Mei Mingyan, and Shi Junyi definitely doesn't know about this.When they were passionately in love at that time, Shi Junyi just felt that his character was strong.

It never occurred to him that such a character would bring him such trouble one day.Of course, people can't always predict what will happen next.If it was possible, there would be no need for so many people and myself to be involved in those unprovoked right and wrong.

When Shi Junyi pushed open the door and saw the darkness inside the room, Shi Junyi felt that many memories gradually became clear.

This is the first thing I bought for Mei Mingyan, and it is also the last thing Mei Mingyan left behind.Shi Junyi is probably also aware of this point.

When the room was opened, it felt as if it had been dusty for a long time. Shi Jun also groped for a long time at the door and found the key.This is the door that Mei Mingyan left for herself, unexpectedly it is still there.

Shi Jun also felt infinite sadness in his heart, and rushed into the room quickly.

"Mingyan, I'm here, where are you?" Shi Junyi exclaimed into the room in surprise, and then heard Mei Mingyan's weak voice.

"Kitchen, I'm at the kitchen... door." Mei Mingyan waved her hand, she was in a hurry to get out, so she didn't turn on the light.

What's more, Shi Junyi was already dizzy at that time, and he never thought that he would fall when he came out.As a result, it was the rhythm of lying on the ground for half an hour.

Of course, Mei Mingyan didn't care about this, since Shi Junyi was willing to pick her up, it showed that she didn't care about her in her heart.Although he knew that Shi Junyi was kind-hearted, Shi Junyi really had no obligation to pick him up.

Shi Jun also turned on the light, and saw Mei Mingyan lying on the ground with a pool of blood on the ground.The bloodstains looked really scary, and Shi Junyi recalled in his mind the time when Huo Nanxiao was pushed down the stairs by himself.

The mentality at that time was much worse than it is now. At that time, Shi Junyi's mind was blank, and his mind was full of the safety of living Nanxiao.Now, although he is still nervous, Shi Jun also feels that his nervousness is only out of human feelings.

After all, Shi Jun didn't feel any pain in his heart.Mei Mingyan was still lying on the ground moaning.

"It's okay, I'm here. I'll take you to the hospital now, don't worry." After Shi Junyi finished speaking, he reached out and hugged Mei Mingyan without hesitation.

Mei Mingyan looked at Shi Junyi in shock, moved her mouth, but said nothing.Even though her stomach hurts, Mei Mingyan's heart softened for a moment.

But a more terrifying thought was formed in Mei Mingyan's mind, Shi Jun was willing to come, was it because she said the child was his.

If that was the case, Mei Mingyan felt that she was really pathetic.It turned out to be such a reason that Shi Junyi was willing to come and see him.

Mei Mingyan did not speak, nor did she hold Shi Junyi's hand.Instead, it hangs in the air.

It just hangs down quietly, without too much strength.My stomach is still cramping, and no matter how the baby I conceived is lost, it will be very painful.

Mei Mingyan's brows were furrowed, but her attitude was very distant.She is actually very tired of Shi Junyi, and she is no longer the same as before, and she can forgive Shi Junyi without hesitation.

One person's disappointment in another person accumulates slowly, and when it accumulates a lot, it is no longer easy to eliminate.

For example, if you are stepped on by someone else, and someone immediately says sorry to you, then you will forgive him without hesitation.But if someone steps on you again and again after someone says sorry, you probably won't forgive him as easily as he stepped on you the first time.

Because even if a person forgives the other party, there are conditions. If the other party just treats himself as a fool, then no one will forgive the other party.

Mei Mingyan felt that she was treated as a fool by Shi Junyi, and she was the number one fool in Tianzihao.If it weren't for a fool like myself, how could there be so many emotional disputes.

It was to prove that she was not a fool that Mei Mingyan had to come up with some feasible solutions.

Even if it caused the other party's disgust, at least Mei Mingyan can prove that she is not a soft persimmon to be kneaded by others.At least, if others stepped on one's foot, one could step back without hesitation.

Even, double the return.

Shi Junyi naturally felt Mei Mingyan's attitude. Mei Mingyan had already explained everything without saying a word.

Maybe Mei Mingyan will blame herself if the child is lost, but Shi Jun doesn't care about that anymore.

Hugging Mei Mingyan and going downstairs, Mei Mingyan's hands were already a little cold.

After being placed in the ambulance, Mei Mingyan did not speak to Shi Junyi from the beginning to the end.

She refused to forgive him, Shi Jun also knew this very well.It was agreed that not to forgive is not to forgive, and now that the child is lost, Mei Mingyan has even more reason not to forgive him.

After the doctor urgently inquired about Mei Mingyan's condition, he put Mei Mingyan on the stretcher.Shi Jun also looked at Mei Mingyan with a calm expression, Mei Mingyan's heart was already turbulent.

Shi Jun also called the ambulance because he didn't want to use his luxury car to pick him up, and he was afraid that his blood would stain the car?Mei Mingyan's brain was congested, and the first question that came to her mind was this.

Because of thinking of this, Mei Mingyan's expression became obviously more ugly.If it wasn't for Shi Junyi, would my life have become as incomplete as it is now?
Mei Mingyan closed her eyes in despair, no matter what the doctor asked, the doctor only answered those few words.

"En, um." This is what Mei Mingyan uttered the most, and Shi Junyi looked out the window speechlessly.

The night enveloped the city, as if covering pedestrians with a layer of mystery.At this moment, Shi Jun also felt extremely painful and hard to let go.

No one knew how much Shi Junyi once loved Mei Mingyan.He loved him so much that he thought he would never fall in love with anyone else in his life.But now, Shi Jun also finds that everything is not like that.

Love must be in unison.Otherwise, no amount of love is actually just a product of relief.A life without love is actually a barren life.

But love needs irrigation, and without love, it is impossible for others to continue.When Shi Junyi devoted himself wholeheartedly at the beginning, no one took care of his love and care, so he became a stranger in the end.

It is said that distance creates beauty, but what Mei Mingyan doesn't know is that what distance produces is actually vulnerable.Shi Jun also knows this better than anyone else.

(End of this chapter)