Ex-wife: Wife, go home

Chapter 419 Graves
There is also a note on the ground, as if someone put it on purpose.After Shi Junyi put down the chrysanthemums in his hand next to the original bunch of flowers, he reached out and picked up the note.

Seeing a few paragraphs written on the note, Shi Junyi's eyes were wet in an instant.

"You spend your whole life to forgive,

I spent my whole life atoning for my sins,

And he spent his whole life remembering it.

We are all different, but we are all the same. "

Shi Jun also held the note, the writing on it was very domineering, as if it was written by Shi Ershu.Shi Junyi seemed to have been pulled out of his courage in an instant, and sat down in front of the tombstone.

It's hard to imagine how Uncle Shi was when he was with Mr. Shi every day.How could Shi Jun not understand that feeling of being ashamed of others?

Just like my own feelings for Huo Nanxiao, I am too ashamed, even too incomprehensible.

There are thousands of incomprehensible things in this world, but after they happen to me, the feeling is particularly profound.

"Old man, I'm sorry that I discovered this secret. I'm thinking now, should I not tell it. If I don't tell it, we don't have to separate. But I really had no choice that day. I thought I could bear it Don't say it, but I really want to know the answer."

Just like when I was a child, after taking a test, I couldn't wait to know the answer. That was the mood when Shi Junyi asked Shi's second uncle that day.

Although in the end I knew that I did poorly in the exam and the facts were terrible, but the feeling of wanting to know at the time was still very obvious.

"When he left that day, I actually cried too. I'm sorry, I still didn't keep him. Would you be happy or unhappy if he stayed? I guess you don't care. You've passed away. Don't these things matter?" Don't care anymore?"

Shi Jun also spoke, with tears in his eyes.For Shi Junyi, these things are really just a shadow, not only because he is in it, but it is a microcosm.

Pain itself is not pain, but an accessory derived from it.Shi Jun also reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes and cleared his throat.

"I know what's going on with this, but I won't judge. I just want to say to you, I'm sorry to be human. I'm sorry that I caused you endless pain. You taught me Something I'll never forget."

Shi Jun also looked at the smiling old man on the tombstone. In his whole life, he saw that old man Shi smiled quite a lot.But it was the first time I felt so bleak.

Maybe for someone like Mr. Shi, even death is done with a smile on his face. Shi Jun also agrees on this point.

The more you understand a person, the more emotional you feel in your heart.If I were standing in the old man's position, I probably wouldn't have done so well.

"I regretted signing the agreement at the beginning, but now, I think that is the best choice. Otherwise, you will still be entangled in endless humiliation and other things when you stay in this world. You will be proud all your life. I can't Let you be stained with anything."

Shi Jun also laughed, just like the old man smiled when he saw him.

There was no one around, and Shi Jun was not afraid, on the contrary, thanks to the tranquility at this moment, he could finally be alone with Mr. Shi.

Up to now, Shi Jun still remembers what old master Shi told him when he called him to the ward.

"Be sure to treat the second uncle well and give him a pension until the end of his life."

At that time, Shi Junyi didn't know the deep meaning of old man Shi, but now, he knows a lot.

However, Uncle Shi would not choose this way.The guilt in Uncle Shi's heart probably increased as he grew up step by step.

Even so, Shi Jun had no other choice.After all, if you have no choice, you can only accept it.

And accept it or not.It depends on the individual's ability to bear it.

"Actually, what I've always wanted to know is, what is your attitude towards me, is it contradictory?"

Shi Jun also asked in a daze.

"I have always felt your love and care. I have always taken it for granted. After all, who doesn't love their children. Now I feel that there are no things that are taken for granted in this world."

Shi Jun also leaned forward to get the bottle of white wine, looking at the smile of old man Shi, as if time went back in time.

At that time, Mr. Shi's care and love for him, until now, Shi Jun also misses him very much.Not his biological father, but better than his biological father.

"I've always wanted to say thank you to you, but I didn't say it out of necessity, and I thought there was no need to say more. Now I regret it, regretting that I didn't even say thank you seriously."

Shi Jun also picked up the lid of the wine bottle and poured a glass of wine, and sprinkled it in front of Mr. Shi.Then Shi Junyi poured another glass of wine and drank it himself.

"Many people turn around and it's eternity, but you don't even give me a chance. I still can't forgive myself for not telling you anything."

Shi Junyi wiped his eyes again, the tears were like water drops from a faucet, he always thought this was the last drop, but it would soak out again in the next second.

Shi Junyi squatted on the ground with both legs, not caring whether the ground was dirty or not, but felt that this would bring him closer to his father.

"As for Nan Xiao, she still refuses to remarry me, and I don't blame her. Things in this world have their causes and effects, so these are all within reason."

Shi Jun also talked to himself as if he would be addicted. At the beginning, he told Mr. Shi like this too rarely, and now he has endless words.

Heaven and man are forever separated, no matter how much you say, you don't know if the other party can hear you, so Shi Junyi can only speak very hard.

"By the way, old man, I sold your old house, I also sold my villa, and I resigned. It's very disobedient, but I want to be myself again. When I made the choice, I considered you felt it."

Shi Junyi took a sip of the wine lightly, facing the tombstone, and reached out to touch the words on it.

The tombstone is cold, the tentacles are cold.But Shi Junyi just kept holding it like that, looking at the words in front of him, Shi Junyi seemed to see Mr. Shi.

"Such a cold tombstone, are you blaming me for making my own decisions?" After Shi Junyi laughed at himself, he let go of the tombstone.

Looking at it in a blink of an eye, this cemetery is a desolate scene. Are all the people sleeping here very lonely?

I hate being lonely when I live in this world, and I am still lonely when I die.Never got warm and felt meaningful?

Shi Junyi was shocked by his own feelings, maybe after a long time, when he recalled the signing that day, Shi Junyi's feelings would be different again.

One thing, the feelings of each stage are different, at least Shi Jun also knows that nothing is eternal, the only constant in this world is change.

"I'm very disobedient now, I know. In your eyes, I'm actually not an obedient child. So I enjoy your doting on me unscrupulously, as if I have never offended you."

While talking, Shi Junyi stretched out his hand to caress his face, he said he was more supportive than caressing.

This will keep the tears from falling. Although he is close to middle age, he will always be a child who will never grow up in front of Mr. Shi.

As long as a child can cry, right?
Shi Junyi's tears flowed down his eyes, and he hadn't shed tears for a long time.

Tears are bitter and salty, and Shi Jun also smelled such a breath.

"Summer is coming, and when it rains heavily, there is no place to shelter you from the rain. I feel very sad when I think about it. Dad, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. It's all my fault, I'm sorry."

Shi Jun also bent over, looking a little scary from a distance.Shi Jun also cried and apologized, but the only response to him was the silence around him, and the tombstones all over the mountains and plains.

(End of this chapter)