Say goodbye to you before the wedding

Chapter 16 You are such a crying person, how can I bear to impose sadness on you (4)
I am going to collapse.I put the duo into cold processing mode.I am in a state of sleepwalking every day, the days are dull and boring, and my life is two points and one line.In addition to going to work, I just go home and go online to sleep, and refuse to contact strangers.Go to work, the walking dead, get off work, live a life of drunken dreams.Feeling a bit dawdled.

After I came back from Yunnan, I started to receive frequent greetings from Xiao Xiazi, sometimes at 7 am, sometimes at 3 am, sometimes at lunch, and sometimes on the way home from get off work, he would send a bouquet of roses by MMS Hua, write a sentence in the postscript: How are you, silly elder sister?What is the silly lady doing?Has Miss Silly eaten?Silly lady, I have a cold.Silly big sister, I'm on a business trip.

I was just waiting to open the MMS, grinning, thinking this might be the only thing I was looking forward to.Then I saw that he modified the QQ signature: 12345...

I said, "Xiao Xiazi, what does your signature mean?"

He said: "Every time I think of you, I will send you a MMS. When I send 99 MMS, I will fulfill my promise and take you to Meili Snow Mountain."

Oh, what he said was thinking of you, not thinking of you, I heard it very clearly.

He also showed the rules for sending MMS, regardless of whether I received it or not, he said just send it, and then his signature number changed.

I counted with my fingers, and it will be the year of the monkey. Thinking of this, I looked up at the gray sky in Beijing and sighed helplessly.

I spent the weekends lying in bed thinking about it.Xia Qiusheng's multimedia message was still a bouquet of roses, and it arrived as scheduled during lunch time.The postscript is: Sis, is it snowing where you are? The number of QQ signature has been changed to 11.

He called and said: "This is a commemorative number, so I want to check you online."

This is our first video since we parted in Yunnan for a few days.

The moment the camera was clicked on, his nose was a little sore.

He said, "You've lost weight. You've also lost weight. You're thinner than when I first met you in Vietnam."

I smiled bitterly: "It means that our company's weight loss products are effective."

It was still the same thin and handsome face, with a high nose bridge, piercing eyes, and a harsh handsomeness between the brows.It can be seen that he has gradually come out of the pain of losing a loved one.He clenched his fists to his mouth and coughed non-stop.

I said, "You have a cold."

"En. I have a cold."

"Stay away from the camera, don't infect me."

He just laughed stupidly.

Then no one spoke.According to the camera record, that silence lasted for 10 minutes, like watching a moving picture.Not a lover, not a lover, I feel that what I say is unreasonable and timely, my eyes are sore, his expression is stern with a smile, his eyes are sharp and gentle, I am really afraid that he will understand my embarrassing situation.

Thousands of miles away, even though I have a thousand words, but finally converged into one sentence: "I have nothing to say, I'm closed, waste of expression. Remember to buy cold medicine."

"Wait, eye contact is also a form of communication. We usually interrogate recalcitrant prisoners to make eye contact until the other party collapses."

"Hey, what are you looking at? I don't intend to sell drugs, so don't commit occupational diseases."

"Are you okay?" Realizing that the video was about to end, I hurriedly asked the other party in unison.

At that time, my computer was playing the background music "Who's Who's Who":
I said that I am a nostalgic person, and all I listen to are old songs.If you don't like it, please skip it. I found a strange phenomenon. I can find a suitable song to express my mood in every state. I sincerely pay tribute to the songwriter and songwriter.

Looking at the couples beside me/Thinking of who is causing the heartache/You see the beautiful mountain flowers blooming outside the window/I really want to hold your hand and turn into butterflies/I thought I would never regret it if I loved it/Every time I wake up Sometimes there are tears in the corners of my eyes...

I started to go blank again, because I have no way to say, who makes who sad, who makes whom haggard, and who can say clearly.

He squinted one eye, gestured a pistol with both hands in front of the camera, I quickly took a screenshot, and then closed the dialogue window.The nose is so sore, the fluid in a certain organ is about to burst open.

Searching through boxes and cabinets to find discs from Lijiang, encountering Lijiang by chance, the biggest reward is falling in love with the Kankan songs.Listening quietly, the heart will sink at once, the singing has the power to penetrate time and space, like a river, flowing in the heart soothingly, washing away the noise.Endowed by the gods, the sound of nature has a long aftertaste.

Monday morning will be cancelled.Lao Yu leaned back on the large automatic massage boss chair, very serious, with a constipated face and a closed biogas expression.

"Manager Li?"

This is the first time that Lao Yu has called me so seriously. Although he has appointed me as the manager for two years, he usually calls me Xiao Li, Xiao Li.I was still a little uncomfortable, so I searched everywhere in the direction of the storage room and the bathroom. Is there anyone else? Did you call me?

"Mr. Yu." I looked down at my toes, trying to build up my emotions.

Originally, I had thought up a lot of excuses, showed the spirit of a dead pig not afraid of boiling water, and then acted like a baby with pear blossoms and rain. Lao Yu couldn't stand this the most, so he just fooled it.

"Sit down, don't stand up." He lit a cigarette, took a puff, squinted his eyes and spit out a big smoke ring, which slowly circled above his head and then dissipated.

"The company has encountered a crisis. 80.00% of our products have been removed from the Internet. The retail sector has basically stagnated. Now the Internet is different from previous years. The situation is very serious. The health department strictly checks qualifications. Our The qualifications of the products have a set of cards, but they are not hard. The notification has come down, and the advertisements of several major portals no longer meet the approval standards."

"Doesn't it mean that these products can't be made if they can't be promoted on the Internet?" The Internet is changing rapidly, too suddenly.

"We have to adjust our strategic direction. This is a big reshuffle. If we can find a direction and break through the encirclement, we can find a way to survive. If we can't break through, we can only sit and wait for death."

"so serious?"

"Well, this news should be blocked and dealers should not know. After all, the impact of physical stores is not serious, but you may panic if you don't see advertisements online, so you have to come up with a plan to deal with policies to prevent dealers from returning too many products. The payment for the goods has been invested in the production of new products, and if the new products cannot be sold at that time, the funds will be squeezed in, and it will fall into an endless loop.”

In the past few years, I have followed Lao Yu to charge into the battle, and I have always felt that he is proud of the spring breeze, and I have never seen him so lost and hesitant.Coming out of Lao Yu's office, I was also lost in thought.

When I got off work, everyone left, and I was still sorting out the advertisement adjustment notices sent by various portals, checking the comparison of sales data during this period, and supplementary plans for contacting advertisers on small websites.

Qingfeng called: "What are you doing?"

"Working overtime." I plugged in the earphones and didn't stop working.

"When will it end?"

"do not know."

"Let's have dinner and talk together today. I always feel that something is wrong with you recently. Please watch a movie, a Hollywood blockbuster."

"Another day, I have something to do in the company today." I said coldly.I really want to chat with him, but it's not today. Today's mood is the same as going to the grave.

"Alright then, I'm leaving."

It's a little sad.The content of my conversation with Susu is on the tip of my tongue, as long as he asks one more question, I will blurt it out, but what is the use of asking him, he will definitely say that I am going to settle the old score again.This will only create another world war.

In the empty office, I heard the sound of Lao Yu slowly lowering the lily curtains.The sound of knocking down an ashtray.And the sound of coughing.The sound of pacing back and forth.The sound of sighing.

My heart is also very heavy.

No.12 candid shots
After packing everything, hungry and grumbling, when I was about to go home, Liu Yu sent a video on QQ asking for acceptance, and I clicked accept while sorting out the form.The young man is quite energetic, with a spring breeze on his face, newly cut hair, and two dimples when he smiles.It really feels like Jimmy Lin.Look at me in the small profile picture, my complexion is pale, and my hair is messed up in a ponytail because I don’t have time to take care of it.Extremely decadent.I looked at the camera and curled my lips unnaturally.

He said, "You haven't disappeared, or you just disappeared and were found."

"I just came back from Yunnan."

"When you go to other places, you behave like this, and your face is pale, which is a manifestation of serious kidney deficiency. Can you not take advantage of foreigners and treat me as dead?"

"A dog's mouth can't spit out ivory. My sister is in a bad mood, and the company is working overtime."

"Life is short, enjoy yourself in time, just wait." He went offline in a hurry.

Fifteen minutes later, I heard knocking on the door of the office. Lao Yu poked his head out when he heard the sound, and asked who I was. I shook my head.When I opened the door, it turned out to be Liu Yu.

Without any explanation, I dragged him downstairs and stuffed him into the car.

"Why? I don't even turn off my computer. I'm in a bad mood. Don't mess with me."

"I know you are in a bad mood, Susu has told me, let me comfort you."

"Her, let you comfort me?" This girl is still careful, I actually planned to forgive her at that moment, there was a tinge of warmth.Why can't I hate it.

"Then there's no need to punish yourself with overtime. I won the lottery. I'll take you to Guijie to eat spicy crayfish to replenish your body, and then go to Sanlitun to find a special bar to relax."

"Where is Xiao Ya, how are you two developing?"

"That's it, too clingy, or too small, I can't even react to that jumping thinking. And I like to play roller coasters. I spit out the gall in mid-air. My old bones can't afford it." .”

"It's youthful and energetic. What do you know? If I can, I want to travel back, rediscover my youth, and live a heartless life."

"Cut! Pull it down. Since we met, we can't agree on the matter of Xiao Ya, and we have no common language." Liu Yu stepped up the gas pedal, and sneered at what I said.

Some people say: Every city with a long history must have some old neighborhoods with strange names.

Beijing is no exception.

Any old neighborhood with a strange name must contain some interesting or moving legends.

Guijie is no exception.

For any interesting or touching legend, someone will definitely be unable to resist inquiring about it.

The word is pronounced gui (third tone).It is a snack street.There are many kinds of snacks, but most restaurants will offer a famous dish, which is spicy crayfish.

Regarding lobster, in some places, the practice is to put the whole prawns in a pot and boil them in water, and eat them with condiments after they are cooked. Stir-fried in oil, served with cooking wine, ginger, green onion, garlic and other traditional seasonings.

Guijie’s method is roughly to cook the shrimp with the seasoned soup first, then take it out, then heat the oil, and at the same time put pepper, chili, aniseed and other ingredients into the oil to saute together, and finally put the hot oil Pour over cooked crayfish and serve.

In the eyes of foodies, there is no resistance to food.Drooling just thinking about it.Spicy and delicious, tender and refreshing, the shrimp shells are picked up, and it is full of juice every bite. It is so spicy and refreshing.The two of us ate nearly 80 crayfish, and various side dishes, snacks and drinks added up to more than 400.

Liu Yu said: "Can you be more reserved, ladylike. This way I will have more face."

"No, I haven't eaten all day, how can a reserved lady come to Guijie to eat crayfish?"

Then we rubbed our stomachs, hiccupped, and drove straight to Sanlitun.

Yunsheng Bar.According to Liu Yu, it is a place where he often comes to hang out.The small wooden house is lively decorated with colorful neon lights.This is also the rock bar with the most distinctive style in Sanlitun.

"A dozen Budweiser boutique beers, 2 cups of Black Russia, a pair of green tea sundaes, and all kinds of snacks that beauties like."

"So generous? How much did you win the lottery?"

He slowly stretched out five fingers and shook them.

I shivered and shook myself off the swivel chair.

"500?"

"No, guess again!"

"50!" I asked cautiously, "That's fine too, save yourself from struggling for a few years."

"50 yuan, hehe. I bought two-color balls worth more than 70 yuan, and only one of them won the prize."

"Ah," I said disappointedly, "You're such a prodigal, does Sister Rong know?"

"It's okay if you don't mention Nanny Rong. She keeps talking about it all day long, asking when my girlfriend will bring her back. Seriously, when will you go back with me for a job. My seven aunts and eight aunts all know I have a girlfriend."

"Who told you to use me as a shield every day, you just take Xiao Ya back, it's terrible, you are a Hongmen banquet, can I go for a meal, can I go for a lifetime."

"Welcome, if you dare to rub, I will do it, and I will cook for you for the rest of my life."

"Forget it, Xiao Ya is waiting for your words. As long as you nod, I think she will give birth to a healthy grandson for Nanny Rong, so that she can enjoy a good life for the rest of her life. You will also have a clean ear."

"Sooner or later, there must be a grandson. As for whether to call Xiao Ya mother, I have to think carefully about it." After finishing speaking, he winked at me.

"Yes, think about her carefully. Well, I'll forget it, don't bother, the process of our acquaintance is too weird, I have a shadow in my heart."

"Well, let's not talk about Xiao Ya tonight, just talk about your own mess. Don't hold back, just vomit to brother when you feel bitter, and Susu told me all about it."

"What did she say?"

"I didn't say anything, let me spend more time with you. I think God gave me a chance. Although I have a slippery mouth, I don't care about it. I haven't met a few girls who are tempted."

"You haven't had two sips yet, so you won't be drunk."

"No, the first time I saw you in ktv, I felt that you were different from other girls. I couldn't tell what was different. Anyway, after getting along, I felt like a relative. You have always comforted me when I was broken in love."

"Anyway, we met because of Susu, I feel depressed just thinking about it."

"Can we just get to know each other again in a bar?"

He actually pretended to hold a wine glass and walked up to me: "Miss, I'm alone, can I have a drink?"

I said angrily: "It depends on your drinking capacity. You have the ability to drink the whole bottle."

I shoved a bottle of beer in front of him.

Without saying a word, he lifted it up, bit off the bottle cap with his teeth, and gulped to the bottom.

The five-body cast of admiration.

We didn't talk about being unhappy anymore, we got together to tell jokes with the bar's explosive music, and the other party was fined if he didn't laugh, and then Liu Yu drank cup after cup.

Although I drank a lot, I was very sober, because my mind was always thinking about the company.Liu Yu drank too much, so he hired a temporary driver to see me off first, and left after seeing that I got home safely.

The next day I was very dizzy and heavy, and had to get up early to take a shower and go to work.I've been in a state of anxiety all day, and I haven't come out with a clue.

When he got off work, Qingfeng's car was parked downstairs in the company.

His face was livid.I didn't give him a good face either.

"Did you work overtime yesterday?"

"Ah."

"In the company?"

"Ah."

"Still stubborn?"

Throw the phone into my arms.

"what is this?"

"Look for yourself. You doubt who I am with every day, and you also look at what you have done."

I picked it up in surprise. Under the dim spotlight, there were about 10 pictures of me and Liu Yu drinking at the bar, face to face.There are various angles, each of which looks very ambiguous, there is a picture of Liu Yu talking with his mouth close to my ear, it really looks like a kiss from the angle of the back.

I looked at the time carefully, around 12:40 midnight.It was taken when we were about to leave.

Who took this?

Let me sort out my thoughts.Why did Liu Yu come to me?It was because Susu said I was in a bad mood and asked him to comfort me.

Oh, so Susu arranged for Liu Yu to eat the fucking crayfish and drink in Sanlitun?

Then Susu secretly took pictures at the bar and sent the photos to Qingfeng, making him mistakenly think that I was fooling around with Liu Yu.

This bitch, as long as my mother bears it, you will kick your nose in the face.My man hasn't planned to take it yet, but you still can't wait to grab it.It is tolerable or unbearable.

I walked quickly and caught a car on the side of the road. "Master, go to the Debao Xinyuan Community next to the zoo."

(End of this chapter)