Say goodbye to you before the wedding

Chapter 23 Enough for a Man, I Rarely Like You (5)
There was a fierce struggle in my heart, whether to go or not.In the end, my heart broke, the world is so big, as long as I keep walking, we will always meet each other, what's the use of avoiding, if she behaves well, I want to say to her personally: I'm sorry, Susu.I was wrong about you.Our high quality is really not covered.

There was a traffic jam on the road, and the class had already started when we arrived.Susu is in the first row, seated by the window. She is wearing a set of pure white yoga clothes, her hair is rolled up, and she is following Joe in preparation for side stretching. We looked at each other in the mirror, she The arms are slightly stretched to the extreme, like a white lotus, swaying with the wind, blooming faintly, charming.

The class lasted for an hour, and my heart was very quiet. I wandered in the hot and humid climate. Everyone had a towel and a bottle of water. Every pore was breathing freely. Exhausted, together with those old grievances, old love and hatred are slowly melting, flowing, gathering on the yoga mat, and evaporating.

At the end of the class, I stood near the door and stood at the shoe changing place, waiting for Su Su to come out.She was helping Joe put away the towels, fold the yoga mat, organize the equipment.Gentle and virtuous.You see, this is me, a person who is too emotional. When I hate someone, I grit my teeth with hatred. When I love someone, I love very passionately.

We formally met in the lounge.

She sat cross-legged and meditated opposite me, reaching out to wipe the sweat off my forehead with a towel.She said distressedly, "Xiao, you've lost weight again."

At that moment, I knew her distress was real, and we settled down.

Maybe in her heart, we have no previous suspicions at all.From the beginning to the end, I was the only one who was schizophrenic like a neurotic child. I made a lot of illusions, and I was too deep into the play.

Thinking about it this way, I feel very sorry for my terminally ill self. You see that I am cured now, what a happy person I am.

I asked Susu: "Are you okay?" My question was very broad, open-ended, and casually exchanged pleasantries.

Susu lowered her eyes, touched the carvings on the floor mat with her fingers little by little, and said slowly: "It's okay. During the Chinese New Year, I went to Qingfeng's house to visit his grandma. I saw you in his photo frame I took a picture of you, standing with Qingfeng, smiling like a flower, I envy you at that time."

"I really don't know about it, you can ask him to take it down and replace it with yours." I said sincerely.

"I don't want to appear in the photo frame, I just want to enter the hearts of their family." She murmured: "I secretly helped Qingfeng decorate the house. Let me show you."

She immediately turned on the phone, and the pictures were the same as those downloaded from the Internet, simple and modern. I couldn't imagine a rough house, how a thin Susu could make it feel like a home like magic.

In a trance, I saw happiness.

"Secretly? Qingfeng doesn't know? Where did you get the money? Qian Yong's?" I asked one after another: "If Qingfeng knows, do you think he will accept it?"

"Qian Yong went to the drug rehabilitation center. The money and the car were returned to his family. This is the money I made from opening Taobao stores. I have opened 11 stores. I want to earn money desperately by myself, so I hired people from our hometown. Two younger sisters help me guard the shop together."

"Is your body able to handle it? You wake up so early and go to bed so late, you need to buy goods, take pictures, consult, ship, and after-sales."

"It's okay, I can bear it. I just want to do something for the love I've held on to for so long."

"Does he know how desperate you are?"

"He... I always feel that I can get close to this person, but I can't get into his heart."

I was also speechless.

No.18 resignation letter
Sister Zhou called me on the last day at the end of April and said that I was at the Capital Airport and asked me to send her the company address and be there right away.

It was so sudden, I edited the text messages in a hurry, and my mood was as clear and blue as the April sky.

Guessing that the time was about to come, I sat downstairs at the Shangdao Coffee by the window and waited.From a distance, I saw Sister Zhou in casual clothes, walking in with a suitcase dragging. If she was wearing a baseball cap, she would think she was returning from a golf course.I hurried over to meet him.

Two cappuccinos and a plate of pastries.

"Sister, I'm here to see you."

"Sister, why didn't you tell me in advance, so that I can pick you up at the airport. Why are you alone, where is the promised baby and his father?"

"Hehe, I'm on a business trip. I'm going to Tianjin to inspect an enzyme factory. By the way, I came to Beijing to see you."

"Oh, by the way, why can't you say to come to see me, and go to Tianjin for inspection by the way."

"Okay, I was wrong, I made a slip of the tongue. Looking at your face, how bad have you been in the past six months?"

"What's wrong with me?" I touched my face and asked, "Oh, I forgot that you know how to look at your ancestors to see if your Yintang is black. I don't have any change for you. I just stayed up late last night. It's nothing. "

"Your skin is a bit dull, not bright enough, and lacks water, so it is prone to wrinkles. My sister should take good care of it. Not only did you stay up late last night, I think you stayed up late every day. The girl's house still smells like cigarettes."

"Is it that bad?" I raised my phone to the screen and looked at it carefully. My eye sockets are sunken, I have two heavy dark circles, and I have bags under my eyes. There are small fine lines at the corners of my eyes, and my lips are so dry that they are peeling. , I didn’t wear lipstick, I subconsciously licked it, oops, this reminder is quite good, it makes me feel that my state is too horrible.

I looked up at Sister Zhou, who was adding sugar to the coffee, with slightly drooping eyelashes, curled at 45 degrees, delicate and shiny skin, flaxen curly hair meticulously coiled up, and an unnamed perfume looming in the air smell.What a mature, charming and charming woman.

In contrast, I was like the dead fish eye in a pile of pearls, dull and lifeless.I pursed my lips and answered her with a very frustrated expression.

"Okay, just know it's wrong. Cinderella hasn't waited for the glass shoe yet. How can a woman who has not succeeded in taking the position easily slack off. You must always maintain the state of meeting the prince who is wearing the glass shoe."

"What my sister said is very true."

"My dear sister, you're happy on WeChat every day, and you always report good news but not bad news. What's the matter?"

"It's so bearish. Didn't you see it from my face? It's tiring to ask me. Let's talk about business. What factory are you going to Tianjin to inspect?"

"Enzyme, have you heard of it? It can be eaten, drunk, and bathed. It is a natural good thing. It has just become popular from Korea recently. Two of our stores have just introduced it, and the customer response has been very good. I don't want to do this business. No, it’s okay to be exhausted.”

"Sister, you made your fortune because of your keen market insight. I've heard of it before, but I didn't pay attention to it. You have already taken action. Li Ka-shing had the same thinking as you before he made his fortune. I really admire you. .”

"I need a capable assistant. Hehe, someday you will figure it out, and you must come to help me. Do you hear me? Our tempers get along and we share similar tastes."

"You can't develop your business in the capital. If you look at the feet of the emperor, gold is everywhere, customers are concentrated, and there are many talents."

"Sister, why don't you say that there is too much competition here, the smog is heavy, and the rent is also expensive. It's hot like a crematorium in summer, and it's like a morgue in winter. Making money is for a better life, a better life. I am more motivated to make money. But I am under a lot of pressure here, with chest tightness, shortness of breath, and unhappy life. So while the weather is still good and the mood is still there, I come to interview you. I wonder, you are fighting alone and persisting what?"

"Sister, please don't fight against a little dream that is sad to remind Bei Piao. Every time you destroy it, it only makes me stronger. I will never give up, and I will not be bullied and lured by you. I am Wang Baoqiang who cannot be defeated! Don't insult my dream, okay? Cough cough, by the way, if I really work for you, how much can you pay?"

"Oh, that's the right thing to do. Let's turn to the light and go to the bright side. The north is boundless, and we can turn to the shore. The salary is easy to talk about, sister, can I treat you badly? Tell me about the male protagonist who is to be continued, what is born in summer and autumn? Say, what episode has it developed in the past few months?"

"We just chatted on QQ for nothing, and we haven't made much progress. Don't insult the fortune-telling family. The good things passed down from your ancestors are in vain in your hands. How about you give me another divination?"

"Don't be in a hurry, beg me, come beg me quickly, don't you believe me?"

"Do you still want me to work as a long-term worker for this landlady? If you want to, just talk about it."

"Okay, okay, I'll analyze it for you, what are you two talking about on QQ, on the phone?"

"In the past, we used to broadcast each other's city weather forecast, newspaper news, nostalgic old songs, and revolutionary stories. interests and hobbies, as well as the other person.”

"Has he changed recently, in his speech and demeanor?"

"A sullen man, what can change? Besides, the two of us chatted on the Internet. His behavior has changed. I don't have clairvoyance and can't see it. Talk? Let me express my opinion. Since I came back from Yunnan last time , continued to send MMS until now, some time ago I suddenly asked me what the future I dreamed of, do you think he has watched too much "Chinese Dream Show"?"

"Are you really stupid or pretending to be stupid? He is not a man who loves to talk nonsense at all. He may want to understand you. He means to tell you that he has no chance to participate in your past, so he is eager to lead your future life . That's how I understand it."

"Could it be that the authorities are confused and the bystanders are clear?" I asked confusedly.

"Maybe. My eyes hurt a little, so close your eyes and rest for a while."

"We, Mr. Yu, are in the company. Would you like to inform me, and we will have a meal together to clean up the dust for you in the evening."

"I just want to stay with you quietly for a while. Wait until I think about whether I want to meet that bitter businessman."

After eating at Huang Jihuang at noon, Sister Zhou decided to go to the company to meet Lao Yu temporarily.My phone ran out of battery, so I didn't say hello to Lao Yu in advance.Lao Yu made a fool of himself without saying hello.

When I arrived at the company, Lao Yu's office door was closed, and Xiao Ya winked at me while calling a client.Unfortunately, I didn't understand what she meant.After knocking three times with no answer, just as we were about to leave, the door creaked open, and Lao Yu motioned for us to go in with a bitter face.There are many crumpled tissues lying on the carpet, two royal blue high-heeled shoes lying on the ground, looking at the old daughter-in-law Yu, lying on her back on the sofa, it makes people imagine what a sexy and dirty incident happened just now.Old Yu's daughter-in-law's red and swollen eyes threw another ball on the ground. It turned out to be the liquid from wiping her nostrils and eye sockets. Even so, I still think this scene is inappropriate.

I hurriedly said: "Mr. Yu, I'll take our big distributor Zhou Xiang out first." Seeing the situation, old Yu's daughter-in-law sat up, put on her two shoes, smiled awkwardly, twisted her buttocks and walked away. quit.

Old Yu shrugged, spread his hands and said, "I'm sorry, I made you laugh. My family is ugly, my family is ugly."

The cleaning lady quickly cleaned up the battlefield. Lao Yu sat down at the tea table, boiled water, ironed the tea set, scooped the tea, poured it into cups, and washed the tea. The elder sister also chatted very happily, and it felt like seeing each other late, and shared with each other anecdotes about the trip to Tibet, Shangri-La and so on.

Two middle-aged people who have gone through many vicissitudes and experience, and successful people in their careers, compliment and admire each other, and there is a feeling of time passing by in an instant.Everyone put aside family disputes, forget about trivial troubles, and simply act like children, playing half-truths and half-fake house games together.

In the evening, the three of us, Lao Yu and Sister Zhou, made an appointment to go for a casual walk.

Lao Yu wore a suit and leather shoes for work, and when he went out, he hurried home and changed into a white hoodie and sweatpants and gray sneakers in order to look better with Sister Zhou.

This is an old Yu who has never seen before, whose brain temporarily forgets about the dominatrix, and who is full of vigor and energy.

When the lights came on, we walked through many small alleys from Xuanwumen to Qianmen. Along the way, I ate countless oranges, saw countless wooden door attics, walked countless small alleys, and finally arrived. After working hard in Beijing for so long I have never been here on a night like this.High front door, long streets, crowded crowds, colorful objects, melodious Beijing hawkers.No matter how you look at it, it's not enough, and no matter how much trouble you make, it's not too much.

Why are you in such a good mood?

Sister Zhou said: "I have a wish to bring my children next time."

I said, "I'm bringing my parents."

Lao Yu thought for a while and said, "I just want to bring you here." He looked at Sister Zhou when he said it.I slapped my forehead, I am redundant and will shine.Everyone, come and help me find out how many watts I have.

"Can I go and listen to Guo Degang's cross talk alone?"

Sister Zhou heard the voice of my words: "Don't babble, stay honest, you can tell cross talk to Guo Degang at your level."

Lao Yu also glanced at his watch and said, "It's not dark yet, so why worry?"

Emma, ​​the three groups of comedians cooperated as if they had been rehearsed in advance, and they told a charade today.

Forget it, I wanted to fulfill you two, but I am not willing, then blame me for being a light bulb against my conscience.Amen.

Houhai, long time no see.

I remembered that sister Zhou was leaving tomorrow morning, and the time for our meeting has entered the countdown, who knows when the next time will be?Then cherish such a short time together.The heart is a little sad under the joyful atmosphere.

Nestled on both sides of Houhai, these bars are lively, lonely, quiet, clamorous, lonely, decadent, wild, and in different shapes.Which do you like?We went to a lonely family.

The singer is singing the indifferent "Sad City", we drink, play cards, watch magic, chat, play billiards, eat snacks, think about things, eavesdrop on couples whispering...

At midnight, the wind is cool, the people are sleepy, the wine is exhausted, it is time to go home.I very tactfully said that I drank too much and had a headache.

My brother hummed a little tune in the silent night and drove the car to 120 miles.The whistling wind poured into the car.The three of us squeezed side by side in the back row of the taxi, head to head drowsy.

Sister Zhou said, "Sister, let me go to your place."

I was just about to say yes.

Lao Yu immediately poked me and interjected, "Xiaoxiao, isn't that convenient for you?"

I answered knowingly: "It doesn't seem too convenient, what do you think, Mr. Yu?"

"I'll take Miss Xiangxiang to the hotel, it's closer to the airport, it's convenient to leave tomorrow morning, so I won't miss the plane."

"Oh, that sounds like a good reason. Sister, what do you think?"

"Brother Yu, you are so late, didn't your family check the guard?" Sister Zhou didn't answer my question, she picked a topic and asked Lao Yu.

"Accompany the client, accompany the client. When I left, I explained that I was going to make money. The one in our family is open when he sees the money. I will go home with the money. I will see the money first, count it clearly, and put it in my pocket. Me." Old Yu said mockingly to himself.

"Okay, then it's such a happy decision."

When getting off the car, the night wind suddenly picked up.

"Sister, live a good life, take care of yourself, don't be too tired, it's sad to grow old too soon."

"Sister, you too, don't make me miss you, okay..."

Lao Yu hugged his chest and said, "I have a stomach ache. Are you two parting with each other? As for this, maybe I've watched too many Qiong Yao dramas. I want to match the soundtrack of Deep Love and Misty Rain."

"Go aside, it's not time for you to appear on stage, don't spoil the atmosphere. Sister, continue."

"Sentimental fart, go home and hug my bear to sleep, Mr. Yu, I entrusted sister Zhou to your care. I'm going to go first when I'm drunk."

"Okay, let's go to you."

As for whether the sky thunder set off the ground fire that night, I don't know.The next day, neither Lao Yu nor Lao Yu's wife went to work, so it was a quiet day.

When I came to the office on the third day, I found that Lao Yu's face was covered with paint, and he had put three band-aids on it.It is conceivable how fierce the fight took place yesterday, and it ended in Lao Yu's disastrous defeat.

I am acutely aware that my time here is coming to an end and that it is time for me to leave.

On May 5th, I went to the bathroom and passed the corridor. I heard the Nth world war broke out in Lao Yu's wife's office.

(End of this chapter)