Say goodbye to you before the wedding

Chapter 31 What a pity to miss the natural love (6)
He also said helplessly: "It's really possible. And the little uncle, the fourth uncle didn't come, I'm sorry. You know that my family hasn't had so many guests in a year, and my father hasn't smiled so happily for a long time."

Because of this sentence, I silently accepted the winter-like test of this big family, and did not give up.

Fortunately, no one made things difficult for me, they were all kind and friendly, especially his eldest cousin, a handsome and talented man who bought a lot of cooked food and lo mei every day to help me top up.

But Xia Qiusheng, he was so busy that he had something to do at work, and just a phone call away, he left me and left.My heart was sad, angry, and miserable, and all kinds of negative emotions were galloping and rolling.When they were eating at night, I hid in my room and secretly called my mother.

No matter how vigorous the love is, once the oil, salt and firewood are involved, life will eventually return to plain.So our happy time is the same as the last repertoire of the Spring Festival Gala "Unforgettable Tonight", staying at the beginning of the expansion of passion.

No.20 three-section running-in
Like Gao Fan, I also experienced various discomforts in this second-tier city.I can't adapt to the store work arranged by sister Zhou, I can't adapt to the spicy eating habits, I can't adapt to the local dialect, I can't adapt to Xia Qiusheng's busy and frightening nature of work.

I am in charge of the personnel recruitment and transfer training of Sister Zhou's company.It took half a month to revise and improve many training processes and daily work systems.Implement the 5S on-site management method.

From the clerk to the supervisor to the store manager, there was a rejection reaction in every store. They were fired in troubled waters, and resigned indiscriminately. Suddenly, there was a shortage of manpower, and I started recruiting in a panic.

I feel a little frustrated. After all, I am an airborne soldier, and it is difficult for everyone to obey the management all at once.Sister Zhou appreciates my decisiveness and always encourages me to carry out my Shang Yang Reform and not be discouraged.

I said, "They are all used to being loose, so it's hard to be strict all of a sudden. Give me a little more time."

Sister Zhou asked me: "Have you noticed that in first-tier cities, such as Beijing, there are fewer Yunnan people working there?"

I nodded: "Really."

"That's because Yunnan people have a nickname called Hometown Treasure, and they don't like to go out, and now this place is developing rapidly. After the new leadership came to power, they began to vigorously transform the urban and rural areas. Therefore, many of these children have money from their families, but they are young. , come out to gain social experience or learn crafts.”

"Well, this is indeed a problem. In the past, in Beijing, there was a lot of response to any position. Here, a big rock can't stir up waves. Maybe this is the difference in the environment. I will gradually adapt. Don't worry, sister."

"Sister believes in your strength, come on."

Can I describe the first period of running-in with a double sense of loss?

Unsuitable deserted, at a loss.Once panicked.Many friends and former colleagues in Beijing searched for me online and asked me where I had been. I smiled faintly. They didn’t believe that I went to Yunnan for a man.

Sometimes Xia Qiusheng is too busy to see each other for a few days, so he can only express his emotions enthusiastically to his mobile phone.

As long as he is free, I will beg him to take me back to see Uncle Xia.

Although he is not good at words, I know that the old man is happy. Every time he buys my favorite fruit, he waits for us at the downstairs door in full dress.

Susu left me a message on the Internet, saying, Xiaoxiao, take it easy and live a good life.If we work hard, what we gain is not fruit, but reality, and we have to accept it.

I don't know if the sentence was addressed to me or if it was describing herself.I dare not ask her, is Qingfeng okay?

Whenever Xia Qiusheng is free, he will come to see me at Sister Zhou's company. Sometimes he sits in a hurry, and sometimes we eat together. He will look at me affectionately and smile on any occasion.

Colleagues say that if you show affection, you will die quickly.

The first dispute occurred on National Day, when his colleague got married, and he took me to his colleagues and friends for the first time.

That wedding was very grand. Although I had made enough mental preparations and sat there quietly, my colleagues kept looking at me in surprise when they greeted each other.

I heard murmurs, and I saw people pointing.I admit that I am not strong enough.

When the bride and groom were toasting, the bride, who was like a flower, raised her happy face and said, "Brother Xia, Sister Meixue wishes you happiness."

Yes, I really heard right!

The groom's face immediately changed, he pulled the bride's arm to signal her to go, and said to Xia Qiusheng apologetically, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Team Xia, she doesn't know."

Xia Qiusheng forced a smile: "Brother, it's okay, today is your day of great joy, I wish you a long life together and have a precious son."

I lifted the white wine in front of Xia Qiusheng and drank it in one gulp.

He frowned, and held me in his arms in front of everyone, feeling extremely guilty.Then said softly: "Xiaoxiao..."

I stopped him, I knew he was going to say sorry.But is it his fault? Can you change the status quo by just saying sorry to me?

I have a splitting headache.

Xia Qiusheng went to the next table to toast the leaders. I took my mobile phone out of the hotel lobby, sat on the steps of the back door of the kitchen and looked at the blue sky in a daze.

I was afraid that if I lowered my head, tears would flow out.

Li Jin found me out of breath, sat down next to me without saying anything, and handed me a stack of tissues.

"Sister Xiaoxiao, I know you are uncomfortable, don't cry, brother Qiusheng will be sad when you cry."

"Jin, do you know?" I sniffed and said, "I'm jealous of that Mei Xue. I'm just a substitute in the eyes of your colleagues, right? That's why they look at me with sympathy."

"But I'm still jealous of you. I don't even have the capital to replace you. What's more, he really loves you. You can tell. I have been working with Brother Qiusheng for the past few years. Based on my understanding of him, I must and sure."

That night, except for the colleagues on duty, everyone else was drunk, and they made an appointment to go to the KTV without getting drunk.

Xia Qiusheng is a thin-skinned person, he doesn't know how to refuse.I didn't want to go 1 times, but I couldn't find a suitable reason to refuse, so I forced a smile and went.

There were a lot of people, at least 30, in a big VIP room. He was dragged by his colleagues, drank a lot of wine, and sang a lot of songs. Playing dice and fighting for wine.

He always looked back to me through the crowds, and I stared at him with knife-like eyes, complaining why he didn't take me away.

He spread his hands, expressing that he was also helpless, and hinted me to wait a little longer with his eyes.There is a fire burning in my heart.

There was a very uninterested fat man who sat next to me with his stomach full and pushed half of the leather sofa into it at once.Interested to drink with me, looked me up and down, sighed: "Like, really like, haha. Tsk tsk."

I was so sensitive at the time, so I poured a glass of wine all over his face with the help of alcohol: "Like you, can you die if you don't tell me?"

Everyone looked back, and the private room with more than 30 people suddenly became quiet, embarrassed, and dumbfounded.

Immediately, someone pulled a tissue to wipe the fat man, and kept saying: "Director, Director, are you okay? If you drink too much, don't be as knowledgeable as a little girl."

I was also half sober, took my coat and fled without looking back.When the elevator descended to the first floor, Xia Qiusheng blocked the elevator entrance.

"Does it have to be like this?" He grabbed my arm, suppressing his anger.

"You shouldn't have brought me here, why did you bring me here?" I stared into his eyes and questioned him.

"I thought I loved you and we were going to get married. Is there anything wrong with this?"

"You thought? You've changed your mind now, right?"

"Could you not stick to words?"

"In their eyes, I'm Mei Xue's substitute, right?" A chill rushed over my head, and I even burped a beer.

"Why do you care about other people's eyes? Is it not enough? Are you unable to pass this hurdle?"

We used a lot of question marks, many questions we didn't have the answers ourselves, but we blurted them out.

At that time, many spectators surrounded the lobby on the first floor of the KTV on the third and outer third floors.

I'm sobbing.

"Then since it's so painful, why not break up?" The world can learn from it, I just said it out of anger.

"That's it, whoever regrets is your son."

"Son?" I sneered, "I'm not as old as you, so give up. I don't intend to marry your father and be your stepmother. Remember what you said today, Xia Qiusheng."

This joke is very cold.

I backed up while talking, ran to the road in one breath, and stuffed myself in the back seat of the taxi with tears pouring down my face.That one was very fast, and someone came to stop it, but it was a pity that they missed the prime time.The taxi driver kicked the accelerator and sped away a long way, as if he was here to meet me and escape.

I reported the address of the dormitory, and then fell into a deep sleep.

Then we got into a long cold war.I thought we were finished, if so, is there any point for me to stay in Yunnan?It turns out that lovers will quarrel, but the way they quarrel is different, but the damage is the same.

I started giving up on myself again, drinking and smoking.

After Sister Zhou found out, Zhang Luo actually introduced me to someone, such as the second generation of officials, the second generation of rich, the second generation of demolition, and the fifth generation of mines.After receiving them to the office one after another, they were all scared away by my frigid and disgusted expression.

After about a week like this, one late night, I read an article on the Tianya forum, and my heart ached.

It roughly means that a sweet couple, the girl is quiet and beautiful, and the boy is handsome and sunny.The richness and fragrance of that love.Not seeing each other for a day is like three autumns.Such two good people quarreled over a trivial matter. They didn't speak for three days. The girl cried bitterly and thought it was over, but the boy called on the fourth day and said, "Girl, let's make up. Some people say that between two people who love each other There was a conflict, and the first person to turn around was their emotional angel. This time, let me be an angel.” Since then, they have been very good.Of course, there will be quarrels.It's just that after the quarrel is over, someone will always turn around, and after turning around, their relationship will be even better than before.

The end of the article says: Beautiful love is probably like this, there will always be countless turns.As long as the angel of affection does not die, their love will not die.I reposted it to the space, and I added a thought: The angel of emotion is immortal, so will love not die?I knew Xia Qiusheng would definitely see it.See, I hope from the bottom of my heart that Mensao Man can come back to me.

When I was about to shut down and go offline, I received a comment from a friend in the lower right corner of QQ: At the beginning, where is our angel, is it dead?Who the commenter is, you guessed it.Forget it, there will be no interaction at this time, I'll just announce the answer, it's Wei Qingfeng.My heart froze, my hands trembled, and I quickly deleted it.

I dare not answer this sentence, I don't know if he happened to see it, or has been paying attention to my space dynamics all the time.Then he called my phone, and in the silent midnight, the piercing ringing rang.

"Unexpectedly, you still use the Beijing number? This is roaming." He was slightly drunk.

"Well, sister is rich, so you can take care of that."

"Are you all right? Tell me."

My unsatisfied tears came down in a blink of an eye.

"Very good, how about you, with Susu, are you together?"

"You take care of yourself first, don't worry about it."

"Have you been drinking?"

"Well, I drank a little. I drink a little when I can't sleep. Are you really going to stay there?"

"I……"

"If he treats you badly, you can come back. After all, Beijing is a big city and it suits you better."

"We're fine, very fine."

"Fart, just make it up, can I go to Yunnan, go, see, see you?" He asked me a little incoherently.I know that it would be difficult for a person with such a high self-esteem to say this without drinking.

"The signal is not good, I can't hear you, I'm sleepy, good night."

I hung up the phone in a hurry, feeling as if I had eaten mustard, Houttuynia cordata, these inedible tearjerkers, and as if my eyes had been dazzled by dust. I lay on the sofa with the phone in my arms, and my mind was full of Wei Qingfeng's questioning eyes. How are you, how are you.

Is someone going to scold again, can't let go of it after so long, tossing something, do you want to turn back?
How should I put it, it's not the feeling you imagined.Did you know that one of the many songs Li Zongsheng wrote to Lin Yilian is "The Price of Love"?

He said, maybe I will miss him occasionally, and I will inevitably miss him occasionally, just treat him as an old friend!It also makes me feel bad, and it also makes me worry.It's just that there is no spark in my heart anymore, let the past go with the wind!
Celebrities are like this, not to mention us ordinary people.

If you have never lived in such a person who made you feel distressed and cared about like an old friend, it means that your emotional world is still very blank.

You have not experienced other people's lives, so don't make inappropriate superficial comments easily.

After October, it will be winter, and I have no contact with Xia Qiusheng for a month.I have been in Yunnan for several months, and Beijing has gradually become blurred in my memory.Severe cold and intense heat do not exist in this city, it just feels dry for half a year and humid for half a year.There is a lot of rain here, and each rain lasts only 20 minutes. The sun is still shining, and it suddenly pours, without any warning, and the rain stops abruptly just after finding a shelter from the rain.After a while, the sun came out of the clouds, as if the sprinkler had just passed by.

The smell of sweet-scented osmanthus and hibiscus filled the air after the rain.

In this strange city, where dialects are rampant everywhere, I feel seriously out of place. In the days when I lost contact with Xia Qiusheng, I didn’t like to go out or communicate with others except for work. I often spent lonely midnight Waking up with a start, occasionally accompanying Zhou Jie to the bar to get drunk.

I simply changed my phone number in Yunnan. I told Lao Yu, Liu Yu, Su Su, Wei Qingfeng, my parents, but I didn't tell Xia Qiusheng.

I occasionally chat with Lao Yu on the phone.

Talk to Liu Yu and his wife on the phone.

Talk to Susu on the phone and laugh.

I will still follow, call Wei Qingfeng to say hello.

How should I put it, in that situation, he is like a ray of breeze, warm and refreshing.Looking back on the past carefully through the computer, see, some people are just so cheap.Why is it so cheap.If you can't get it, it's ambiguous, why is it so good.

On December 12, when I was having a meeting with the supervisor that morning, the front desk said someone was looking for me.I came out and saw that it was Li Jin.She was wearing a police uniform, holding a police cap in her hand, a bit majestic, I was a little happy, pulled her over and asked, "Why are you here?"

"Follow me, it's urgent." He dragged my hand and left with terrifying strength.

"Speak clearly, Jin, what's the matter? I'm in a meeting."

"While walking and talking, time is running out."

"How did you find it here?"

"Don't forget that I'm a policeman, and finding someone is not a piece of cake."

"Then what's the matter, so nervous? Delivering the baby? I don't know how either."

She pressed the elevator and said word by word: "Sister Xiaoxiao, today is the death day of Brother Qiusheng's mother, Aunt Raiqiu. We have to arrive at Yuanbaoshan Cemetery at 10:30. Otherwise, Uncle Xia and the others will leave. "

It's really a problem for me. Logically, I should go and present a bouquet of flowers to my aunt.

"Can I change the time? I don't want to see Xia Qiusheng." I stubbornly turned my head to one side.

"What if he wants to see you."

"Impossible. We haven't been in touch for a long time. We're completely separated. Hey, you heard about the KTV incident last time. I poured wine on a fat man's face. Is it your colleagues? Hmph, I spill it every time I see you."

"That day my family had something to do and left early. If I were there, I would definitely stop you and not let this happen. You are too impulsive, and it is our chief who you threw on. Because of this, brother Qiusheng was put on little shoes, During this time, I was transferred to the checkpoint in Ruili City to be on duty.”

"What, it's so serious, won't you be able to call back in the future?"

"Temporarily, let me tell you something. Don't be nervous. He was injured in a fight with a drug dealer while checking the car. He was sent back to Kunming by his colleagues this morning. He is now in the 43rd Hospital of the People's Liberation Army."

My face turned pale and my palms felt cold, but I opened my mouth and said, "It's none of my business."

"Then you can continue to be stubborn, I won't say anything."

"Forget it, why was he so careless? Where did he get hurt? He was sent back, unable to walk, comatose, with a broken leg?"

(End of this chapter)