Reborn Noble Daughter and First Wife

Chapter 213 Just Be Yourself (Part [-])
Nani!Gu Qinglian was suffocated again, she wanted to have a good talk with him, but she didn't expect this guy to be so unreasonable, and with one sentence, she pointed the gun at herself again.Horrified, confused, dissatisfied, and angry, she looked at Shen Congjia.

Shen Congjia pondered for a while, looked at Gu Qinglian's rather complicated eyes, and then slowly said after a while: "In the future, you and him will be able to get along day and night."

"Ah?" Gu Qinglian was confused, "What are you talking about?"

Although Shen Congjia didn't know Gu Qinglian's attitude towards Li Yuanming, he had already seen his attitude towards her from Li Yuanming's eyes, a man's love for a woman.His nameless fire, the fire of jealousy also comes from this.

"Don't you want to know everything about him, okay, I'll tell you now." Shen Congjia's eyes were a little stern, "The emperor made an excuse to let him come to me to learn how to train troops and arrange troops, and let him live permanently in the mansion. , In this way, won't you be able to meet often?"

Shen Congjia knew in his heart that the emperor's excuses were all excuses, and that he was here to learn from him, but he was actually here to monitor him, and maybe there were other purposes.The emperor's visit made him feel a kind of crisis, fear and anger, and he could vent it only in front of her.

Gu Qinglian's face was flushed, and she jumped up against the table, with several veins popping up on her forehead, she almost yelled: "Who asked you this!"

This guy is getting more and more unreasonable.

"Oh, you don't want to know this." Shen Congjia leaned sideways on the chair with a wicked smile on his face.This long-lost feeling relieved his tense mood a lot and made him feel much happier.

But the unease in his seemingly playful eyes was captured by Gu Qinglian's sharp eyes. She seemed to understand something, and his unreasonable making trouble seemed to be covering up something. His anger was not only caused by misunderstanding her and Li Yuanming, but also There should be other reasons.

Gu Qinglian took a deep breath, she tried her best to mix her breath, let the blush on her face fade slowly, the two armies are most taboo to get angry, calm down, calm down... she finally calmed down, she stared at Shen Congjia, quietly He said: "I really have nothing to do with him, please believe me!"

Shen Congjia leisurely took a sip from the wine glass, and said with a half-smile: "Do I believe it or not, does it matter?"

"It's very important to me!" Gu Qinglian said seriously, her expression dignified and serious.

Seeing Gu Qinglian's solemn expression, Shen Congjia was both surprised and happy in his heart, his eyes lit up like light bulbs turned on, and a smile appeared on his always calm face.

Gu Qinglian suddenly realized that I was expressing my heart.

Seeing his slow and sure smile, she choked up her tone, paused, and quickly said: "This, this is related to my innocent reputation..."

"Understood." Shen Congjia quickly interrupted Gu Qinglian's words without showing any signs of expression, his face was calm, but his tone was full of complacency and joy.

"No, it's not what you think." Gu Qinglian paused, "I..."

Shen Congjia looked at her stuttering look very cute, he laughed loudly, and after the laughter died down, he looked deeply into Gu Qinglian's eyes, and slowly said: "You only need to remember one thing, you will always be I am Shen Congjia's woman!" The words were domineering, and there was a strong possessiveness in the eyes.

Gu Qinglian sat down slumped, her mind was in a mess, she looked at the oil lamp on the dining table, there was a bean lamp, slightly yellowish, only the tufted head at the tip of the flame had some light blue halo, like a girl's frowning eyebrows tip.

She can't deny Shen Congjia's conclusion, she admits that she can only have this one man in this life.

Shen Congjia raised his lips and smiled, and said confidently: "Only I can make you happy!"

Nani!When Gu Qinglian heard the word 'happiness', she was shocked, and couldn't help sneering, you are really brazen!
Shen Congjia's thick-skinned Gu Qinglian has learned the lesson thoroughly once. Gu Qinglian watched Shen Congjia who was sitting next to Wei just eat food blindly. She didn't know what to say, so she put down the dishes and had to look around For the oil lamp next to it, Shen Congjia suddenly said: "...Don't pretend anymore, at least not in front of me!"

The very abrupt sentence made Gu Qinglian very uncomfortable. She looked up at Shen Congjia, who was running into his sea-like black eyes. His eyes were as sharp as knives and pierced directly into the deepest part of her heart. His deep eyes seemed to see through her everything.

Shen Congjia ruthlessly tore off her mask like this. She felt that her body and her heart were so naked and exposed in front of him without any cover, while his heart was still bottomless. .

Her dissatisfaction was mixed with a trace of resentment, and the various grievances she had suffered could no longer be tolerated. She stood up and sneered, "Pretend? It's ridiculous, why should I pretend!"

Shen Congjia also stood up abruptly and approached a few steps, her tall and slender figure was close to her, Gu Qinglian couldn't resist taking half a step back, Shen Congjia smiled proudly, and said loudly: "You are pretending to be obedient in everything Stupidity is also pretending, no matter how unfair or depressed, you will pretend to compromise blindly, don't you?"

Gu Qinglian was even angrier, and sneered three times: "Hahaha, it's extremely ridiculous! Although Qinglian was not born in the royal family, she was also from a wealthy family, and she was also well-clothed and well-fed since she was a child. How can she feel wronged and depressed, and how can she pretend?"

Shen Congjia was not angry either, but stared at Gu Qinglian quietly with a pair of deep eyes, sneered and said word by word: "No, you are lying. Your heart is cold and arrogant, and you despise everything. It's very contemptuous, but you have to follow it. You are always depressed in this square red wall. In the battle of the scheming women in the back house, you really want to break free and escape. Being able to compromise everywhere, you even hated the marital status of this group of wives and concubines, but you had to accept your fate."

Gu Qinglian stared at the man in front of her with wide eyes in horror, her heart was surging, seeing his sharp eyes, her anger surged up, and she sneered loudly: "Who do you think you are, can read minds?" Accept your fate? There are a few people in the world who don’t accept their fate, and how many people live as they please. Everyone has their own unavoidable consequences, even if you are a big man, let alone a weak woman like me! Born in this era, What else can I do!"

Shen Congjia took a step closer and pressed her step by step: "That's right, that's why you hide your real self. You force yourself to pretend to be crazy and stupid, but you are angry, resentful and unwilling, but you have no choice but to perfunctory everywhere. You have blood and integrity, although occasionally you will act with sincerity and avenge others, but in the end you are still deeply hidden under the mask of this magnanimous, dignified and virtuous 'Eldest Young Mistress'!"

Three years of time travel, three years of the ancient boudoir, she tried her best to pretend to be the original owner, she acted too much, she was used to living as the original owner, under the 'kidnapping' of this mask, her true nature was almost wiped out, They even gave up their yearning for freedom, dreams, ideals and what they really want are no longer important.He even forgot that she was not Gu Qinglian.She only remembers one thing, which is to wrap herself deeply and hide herself.

Along the way, Gu Qinglian felt that life was exhausting. She used to keep smiling, but in fact she just moved her facial expressions mechanically. She was used to pretending to be strong, and she was used to facing everything alone. She didn't even know what she wanted. how.She has never spoken the truth openly, never acted presumptuously and willfully, and has no real confidant. In order to survive, she can only choose to pretend and giggle.

With tears in his eyes, Gu Qinglian saw Shen Congjia's sincere face. He saw her face full of tears, and his heart was also sore. He stepped forward and pulled her into his arms, and gently comforted her with his big hands, "In front of me, You just have to be yourself!"

Can she get back the lost self?
Gu Qinglian couldn't help being taken aback, she raised her eyes to look at him with burning and bright eyes, tears welled up on her face.

Everyone wakes up and I get drunk alone, a tacit understanding is the most precious.Encounter true love and love without regret, this life is only for you.

(End of this chapter)