The hero of special forces is king

Chapter 95 Chen Zhong's Self-Report

The forest is quiet, except for the sound of walking feet stepping on dead leaves, only the voice of Chen Zhong's self-narration echoes slowly.

"It's hard for you to understand what kind of psychology a child who grows up listening to gossip will have."

"Many people say that I don't have a father, and I'm a poor guy. Some people say that my mother got pregnant with someone else, and then gave birth to me. I'm a bastard, a bastard that no one wants."

"So, I have been ostracized since I was a child. Children of the same age disliked me and shouted not to play with me, a bastard. I am very lonely. I have been alone since I was a child, and I have no friends."

"It's okay, I got used to it later, if you don't play with me, you don't play, I just play alone. When I was young, I was old and wild, but I tried to be naughty."

"At that time, I went down to the river to bathe alone, went to the ditch to touch crabs, went up the mountain to hunt pheasants, and climbed the slope to catch wild rabbits. I was wild."

"Later, when I got used to being alone, I became out of gregarious, and my personality became withdrawn. When I was young, I seldom talked, because no one talked to me, and they thought I was unclean, so they hid Me. That's why, my personality gradually becomes withdrawn."

"I don't think being lonely is bad. On the contrary, after I get used to it, I think it's good to be alone. I have no restraint by myself, and I don't need to cater to anyone. On the contrary, after that, I feel uncomfortable when I get along with others."

"Shouldn't it be described as uncomfortable, because in the eyes of many people, they think I have low self-esteem. Maybe, lonely people have low self-esteem. Anyway, I am embarrassed, and I dare not play with others, and I dare not play with others. Who will be my friend, because I am afraid that they will laugh at me, and that they will dislike me as a bastard."

"Then, gradually, the people around me felt that I was timid, that I was so cowardly. In fact, I was really not timid. I was very courageous. When I was young, I was so courageous that my mother cried many times. .”

Speaking of this, Chen Zhong couldn't help being excited. He looked at Cao Ying and said, "When I was young, when I was young, I went to poke a hornet's nest alone, and I was stung by a hornet. Now, this half of my face was stung. It's all bags, I didn't cry, and my eyes didn't turn red."

Chen Zhong also pointed to his right cheek, and smiled proudly: "I still dare to catch poisonous snakes with my bare hands. When I was young, many people were afraid of them, and my peers couldn't hide them when they saw them, so I dared to catch them alone." Just for fun, show off by wrapping a poisonous snake around your waist like a trouser belt."

"I still dare to walk alone at night, and I dare to sleep in the graveyard at night. Don't believe me, once, that year, I made my mother cry in anger. My mother wanted to whip my ass with a feather duster. I I ran away. Then I didn’t dare to go home that night, for fear that my mother would beat me, so I slept in the graveyard outside our village all night.”

"Hey, actually... Actually, I have nowhere to go. The weather was like this at that time, and it was cold at night. Except for the broken graveyard, other places are not sheltered from the wind, so I had no choice but to spend the night there. Later, when I told my mother, my mother was so scared that her face turned pale."

Recalling the naughty and funny things in his childhood, Chen Zhong couldn't help but smile on his face.

Pursing his lips for a while, Chen Zhong continued: "Later, when I was about 17 years old, I signed up to join the army. Because I was one year older in my household registration book, I enlisted early."

"I heard many veterans in our village say that life in the army is fun and lively. The comrades-in-arms get along very well, and the friends they make are very good. They still have group photos in the army, and they always like to show them Show off and feel proud."

"So, later on, I wanted to be a soldier. Because I saw those veterans were very happy, and felt that the life of a soldier was very happy. So I came, and I wanted to live that kind of life in the army. There are many A lot of comrades in arms, you can have a lot of friends who can speak intimately."

"Hey, actually, before I signed up, my mother always disagreed, saying that she didn't want me to leave. Being a soldier is hard. I don't believe it, I have to go, so I fought with my mother, rolling around on the ground, crying and asking for help. Enlisted in the army. Later, our village head spoke for me, saying that the child wants to learn so much, so let him go."

"Hey, I didn't know what was going on afterwards. My mother didn't speak for several days. She locked herself in the room by herself, and she didn't know what to do in the room except for cooking and washing my clothes."

"Until the day I joined the army and left, my mother caught me and said a lot of things, telling me to perform well in the army and try to stay in the army as much as possible. I don't know why, anyway, I think my mother was sure at that time. There is something in the words, what kind of thoughts are hidden, and I dare not tell me."

"Haha, I don't know now, I'm going to die soon, I don't have a chance to listen to my mother's heartfelt words. From now on, her old man will live alone, and the white-haired man will give up the black-haired man. "

Speaking of this, Chen Zhong rubbed his eyes without any trace, and let out a light breath.When he looked up again, he smiled and changed the subject: "I joined the army later, I thought life in the army would really be as good as those veterans in our village said. There are many, many comrades in arms, many, many Strong friends."

"Fart, those people are all liars, they're all talking nonsense, that's why I haven't made so many friends, and I don't have comrades-in-arms who will accompany me to talk intimately."

"When I got off the company, I was assigned to the red... Oh, I was assigned to our company anyway. Because the recruit company's training performance was the worst, I was assigned to the cooking class. Do you know that the cooking class is dedicated to cooking for the company? , For those who fry vegetables in a big pot, I will help the squad leader in it, and I will do some washing and washing dishes, carrying vegetables and washing vegetables."

"In the cooking class, because I seldom did housework, I didn't know how to do it. I often broke plates and bowls. I was very stupid at that time, and my class leader often beat me on the head and said I was stupid. Then other comrades in the class also Those who despise me for being clumsy, think that I can't do anything, and I'm a waste."

Speaking of this, Chen Zhong scratched the back of his head, and smiled naively: "Later, another thing happened. I was criticized by the whole company, and I was recorded as a major mistake. Surely you can't think of what it is?"

"Hahaha, that time, our company was going to send off the veterans, and the company commander said he was going to have a farewell party, so we had a dinner together. Then, our cooking team is very busy, and we have to prepare a lot of dishes .”

"Then, for the farewell party, our cooking class started to prepare three days in advance, shopping for vegetables, washing vegetables, and preparing all kinds of miscellaneous things in the kitchen. So, I was always sleepy in those few days, but I was sleepy gone."

"Hey, so... so when I was cooking at the farewell party that night, I... I was too sleepy, so I mistakenly took washing powder for edible salt and put it in the condiment tableware. Then, hey, the cooking class leader I was very busy at the time, so I didn't pay attention to it, and didn't find anything wrong. So...the whole company vomited collectively..."

(End of this chapter)