Return of the daughter: The black-bellied young man is too difficult to deal with

Chapter 576 It's Too Late
Zhao Xiao didn't find any problems on Mo Lan's face, he didn't even have any interest, Zhao Xiao wanted to find someone to chat with!
What happened yesterday made him really terrified. Although he returned to normal after the doctor took medicine, the subconscious fear still existed and affected Zhao Xiao's spirit. He suffered from insomnia all night last night, and he dared not fall asleep. Because the faces of the people he had harmed would keep appearing in the dream.

Zhao Xiao urgently needs to confide. Logically speaking, he should share his fear with a psychiatrist, but he can’t say it when he faces a person in a white coat. The doctor he has seen the most in the mental hospital over the years is the doctor. People also left an impression of fear on Zhao Xiao, facing them, Zhao Xiao couldn't speak his mind.

Zhao Xiao knew that if he didn't find someone to explain clearly, he would go crazy, and he didn't even dare to close his eyes.

So seeing Mo Lan today, Zhao Xiao wanted to talk to her about his fear. For so many days, except for Chen Yu who rescued him at the beginning and took him to the hospital, he never appeared again, except for Mo Lan. Lan would come over to talk to Zhao Xiao, other times, he could only see doctors and nurses
He didn't escape, he was just moved from one mental hospital to another, he was still imprisoned, still not free.

Although he can sometimes go for a stroll in the garden, he knows that his every move is under supervision, and he cannot have any contact with others. Except for Mo Lan, he cannot see any outsiders.

In fact, he can also see other people, doctors, nurses, psychologists, but he has stayed in the ward for too long. Every time he stays in such an occasion, he will habitually close himself and be unable to chat!
So he couldn't find anyone to communicate with. Seeing Mo Lan today, Zhao Xiao seemed to have finally found an outlet to vent, so he wanted to chat with Mo Lan!Unfortunately, he used the wrong method. If Zhao Xiao directly mentioned this matter to Mo Lan, Mo Lan might be interested in hearing him talk about it.

But he first used this matter to arouse Mo Lan's interest, and tentatively asked her to bring up the topic, which was of course useless to Mo Lan, after all, Mo Lan already knew what happened yesterday.

Seeing the impatient expression on Mo Lan's face, Zhao Xiao was a little embarrassed. He lowered his head. If he didn't say anything today, he didn't know when Mo Lan would come again, and he didn't know if he would have the courage to speak out. The most important thing is that he doesn't want to continue living in such a panic that he can't even close his eyes!

"I didn't lose control like that because of the mental hospital, I just thought of some scary things."

Mo Lan originally didn't plan to care about Zhao Xiao, but the situation on Yang Ning's side has not been investigated clearly. Mo Lan is not sure whether Yang Ning's appearance is really a coincidence, so she can only use Zhao Xiao to see if Zhao Xiao what do you know!
"Is there any fear that can make you crazy? You were still with a group of patients in the mental hospital before, weren't you all right?"

Zhao Xiao smiled wryly, and the forced smile contained a little sadness, and he said, "I know that in your eyes, I am an out-and-out murderer, for the money, for what Zhao Lin promised me, the so-called For the rest of her stable life, I did a lot of bad things for her."

Mo Lan was silent, Zhao Xiao's words were full of remorse, Mo Lan knew that he was in pain now, but Mo Lan didn't know how to comfort Zhao Xiao at all, in fact what he said was right, Zhao Xiao was indeed a murderer.

Many people died at his hands, and those people were also very innocent, and Zhao Xiao and Mo Lan were hostile, so Mo Lan didn't want to comfort Zhao Xiao, Zhao Xiao was right, Zhao Lin did promise him a lot of things , including a bright future, including money and status, and Zhao Xiao stood with Zhao Lin because of these things and became the executioner behind him.

This point Mo Lan has nothing to comfort at all. Even if Zhao Xiao regrets it now and feels that he is ashamed of those people, but the things he has done, as well as those dead lives, it is impossible to come back again. Looking at Zhao Xiao, Mo Lan Suddenly there was a plan in my heart.

Zhao Xiao didn't expect what Mo Lan was planning. He continued: "I often see those people I killed in my dreams. After the first time I killed someone for a whole week, I had nightmares every night. Dreams To that person's eyes. I didn't dare to speak at all, because I was afraid that she would come to claim my life, but after a week, I got a huge benefit, and then I found that the dead person really left, and gradually, I let go, and I told myself that money can be exchanged for peace or stability, and those who died have nothing to do with me.”

Mo Lan had a cold face, poor people must have something to hate, this is not wrong, Zhao Xiao's three views have been completely affected by money and no longer exist!

Zhao Xiao didn't seem to find anything, he continued, "I comfort myself, it has nothing to do with me, I didn't kill them, but Zhao Lin, Zhao Lin asked me to do it, so even if they want revenge, they should go to Zhao Lin, just like that, I helped Zhao Lin kill one person after another, some of them didn’t even have anything to do with me, I didn’t even know them, but I still did it, because I always comforted myself, it wasn’t me who hurt them It was Zhao Lin who did it, and I was just an innocent person."

Zhao Xiao hugged his head in pain, tears of remorse were almost uncontrollable, but Mo Lan didn't have any sympathy, she only felt that Zhao Xiao deserved it!

Zhao Xiao's state of mind is actually very normal. Many murderers have such thoughts in their hearts. Because of the tragic experience and some memories of being insulted by others, their psychology gradually becomes abnormal, and they feel that the world owes them everything. , It is precisely because of this that they need to take revenge on others, to satisfy their inner desires by torturing others, and to satisfy their hearts that have been insulted. They feel that the world owes them, but in fact?They just lost their minds.

The present said that even if they want to take revenge, it is enough to hurt those who are not good for them, but they actually kill innocent people, how can this kind of thinking be called normal.

Zhao Xiao had such thoughts. He persuaded himself time and time again, telling himself with excuses that it was not he who wanted to harm others, but Zhao Lin did it. It was just that he pushed it unintentionally. Can kill people without blinking an eye.

Zhao Xiao's voice continued, he was telling his inner fear, and even regarded Mo Lan as a god to repent, but in fact, those evil things he did could never be forgiven, even if he knew his mistake now , It's too late!

(End of this chapter)