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Chapter 360 Han Xu's Viewpoint

When Han Xu came back from get off work, he noticed something strange in the living room as soon as he entered the door. When he turned on the light, he found that Qu Sa was lying on the sofa outside, seeming to be in a deep sleep.

He had never encountered such a situation before striding over.

Ever since she came back from her hometown, the little girl has been alive and well, and she cherishes time, wishing to use 1 minute as 2 minutes. It's only six o'clock, why did she fall asleep?

Han Xu touched her forehead professionally, but it didn't burn.She breathed a sigh of relief, but the next second she suddenly found tears in the corner of her eyes, and her heart ached, what happened?
He wanted to ask, but seeing that she was sleeping too deeply, he couldn't bear to disturb her.

After sitting on the sofa for a while, seeing that Qu Sa didn't intend to wake up, Han Xu changed into home clothes and quietly went to the kitchen to cook, and poked his head out from time to time to see if Qu Sa was awake.

Han Xu took great pains to make half a pot of fruit porridge, stir-fried two vegetarian dishes, took out two chicken legs that were marinated yesterday, tore them apart, dressed them up, and served a simple dinner.

When he opened the kitchen door silently, he reflexively looked at the sofa and found that Qu Sa had disappeared.

After a while, there was the sound of rushing water from the bathroom, and Han Xu said loudly, "Sa Sa, it's time to eat."

"Well, I'll wash my face and I'll be right here."

Listening to the sound, it's not unusual.

The two finished their dinner quietly.

After the meal, the two of them walked up the tree-lined path as usual, Qu Sa took Han Xu's arm, put his head up gently, and followed half automatically and half along.

Before Han Xu could ask, Qu Sa said, "Suddenly I remembered many things from the past, and I feel sad."

Han Xu turned sideways, lowered his head and kissed her forehead, and comforted her with a smile, "It's okay, memory is a part of us, no matter what kind of memory, for us, it's just the footprints we left behind. Don’t forget to move on.”

Han Xu didn't deceive himself and others to comfort him like ordinary people, saying that it's over and don't think about it, and so on.

In fact, it is useless, and it is not in line with human nature.

If a person can really completely forget the past, then his life must be incomplete, and there is only one such situation, physiological forgetting.

Qu Sa nodded, agreeing with what he said.

However, "Many times I don't want to recall the past, every time I recall it, I feel annoyed, and every time I recall it, I feel pain again."

Han Xu stopped, stared at her deeply, and said in a low voice for a while: "What kind of memory? Can you tell me?"

"I..." I couldn't say it before, but I dare not say it now.

Even though it was a previous life, in Qu Sa's view, it was still a bad history that couldn't be erased. She, who hadn't gotten into the horns for a long time, locked herself up again.She really didn't know how to speak.

Han Xu waited patiently for a few seconds, watching the desire to talk in the girl's eyes gradually dissipate, suddenly embraced her in his arms, and said softly: "Girl, I am your man, sometimes it is your god, if you have I will help you bear any difficult worries."

Qu Sa nestled in his chest and wept unhappily. After more than ten minutes, he managed to control his emotions a little, and opened his mouth with difficulty.

Even though Han Xu had a good concentration, he was still shocked after hearing these bizarre encounters.His heart was churning with waves like the sea. After a while, the waves calmed down, and the sea returned to normal, able to accommodate everything.

Soon, his brain was working fast, and he began to unravel Qu Sa in a different way, "I was undoubtedly shocked when I heard this, but it also completely explained my doubts all the time. No wonder... no wonder... But, According to my opinion, you didn't owe anyone or anyone in your previous life."

Qu Sa didn't expect Han Xu to think this way, wiped away his tears and said, "No, at least I owe my father and my sister..."

"No, Sa Sa, you don't owe anyone."

"Dad had such fruit in his previous life, it was because he planted such cause. The cycle of cause and effect is the law of heaven. A child who lost his mother at the age of three and has never tasted love and warmth, if she is asked to go to bed Respect the world, respect your parents and stepmother, no matter what the status quo is, it is harsh, as the saying goes, standing and talking will not hurt your back. In other words, if your father can give you a little warmth during your growth, even if With a little bit of you in your eyes, you will not turn the kind of love and warmth you can't ask for into a trace of hatred... Yes, I know what you want to say, the old man is cowardly, even he is afraid of his stepmother, but who Let him be a father? Who asked him to bring you into this world? You were only 15 years old when you left home, Sasha, you were still a child at that time. However, you have already endured too many other children. The pain I didn’t feel. Sasha, I feel so bad…”

Qu Sa's heart was broken by what he said, and he couldn't help crying.

Seeing that there was no one around, Han Xu simply carried her to the gazebo and sat down.

No one has ever understood her like this, never...

"Besides, my sisters, it's not that you haven't contacted them. It's because they kicked you out of the house and blamed your father's death on you. It's not so much a harsh accusation as it is the last straw in their hearts. It's just a breakdown. Why don't they hate Liu Taohua? Obviously Liu Taohua hid all the money. According to the conditions of the family at the time, it can fully support your first year's tuition. With your intelligence, you only need In the first year, they reached out to their families for money, and they might be able to send money home from the second year. After all, they still can’t get over the cowardly psychological hurdle. They would rather hate you who is weaker than you. I dare not resent Liu Taohua."

"Let's talk about Dad's death. No matter how much you hate him in your heart, you wouldn't want Dad to go into the muddy water even though you knew it was dangerous? So, it was just an accident. Who would have thought that the brick kiln would suddenly collapse. You killed one of your father? Since it was an accident, why do you want to take all the responsibility?"

"In other words, if the way of heaven is destined to be like this, without this accident, there will be a next time. Sasha, this is not something you can decide, just like the current you with the memory of the previous life, this is not something you can decide Yes, why punish yourself with the powerful laws of heaven?"

"Sa Sa, the biggest mistake you made was to punish yourself with other people's immature viewpoints and theories, making your life extremely miserable." After he finished speaking, he stopped crying with distress, and the little girl who stopped crying hugged her. into the bosom.

His girl is so pitiful!

"In your previous life, you didn't owe them anything. In this life, you not only saved your father's life, but also your elder sister, helped her to be happy, and brought the whole family to get rich together. Sa Sa, you have done so much for them, it is really enough !"

　I have always believed that only with incompleteness can a person look like a human being.I have never seen what perfection looks like, so I can't write about perfect men and women.I can't rely on imagination. Poverty limits my imagination.Recognizing and accepting incompleteness is the sign of a person's maturity... Alas, I am really old.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)