The offline life of the female zombie in the last days

Chapter 79

I am hehe.

I am Hehe, a creature born from a culture tube.

But I couldn't stop crying because of Guo Xigui's emotion.

Am I Guo Xigui?is this my dadAm I loved?Am I not abandoned—?
Qiao Yan gently wiped away my tears with his fingers, his eyes were filled with distressed feelings of helplessness and self-blame for the status quo.

"...Do you have to kill Uncle Guo? It feels so cruel to ask Hehe to do this." Jiang Jian said hesitantly.

"China is so big, you may not be able to find it all your life." Le Ze said indifferently.

"G virus...the country doesn't have much relevant information, and there are no clues." Jiang Jianwei wondered.

...don't even need to look for it.

There is one person infected with G virus in Liupanshui.The monster who once wandered outside the hotel room where he was staying, and then caused the entire Liupanshui survivor base to fall by his own power.

But am I going to kill him?Why do I have to kill my own father?

When the other party is unwilling to survive as a walking dead, do I obey the other party's wishes, or listen to my own voice?When the other party loses his dignity as a "human", should I let death regain his dignity, or insist on letting the other party continue to live as a mindless monster and live by my side?
night.I looked at the bright moon outside the window from the gap in the quilt.

The moon can't tell me the answer, but Qiao Yan can.When he wrapped me in the quilt into a cicada chrysalis and hugged me on his lap, I looked at him and opened his eyes: "If...you became a monster without thinking, what would you choose?"

Qiao Yan's gaze told me that the answer would not be what I wanted to hear.

But I still stared at him stubbornly.

"I... don't want you to see me like that." Qiao Yan pressed his warm forehead against my bangs, his voice was so low that I had to concentrate on listening to his voice: "Hehe... I think All right."

His hands got into the quilt, and gently caressed my lower abdomen, without a trace of lust, some were only gentle to the limit, as cautious and sad as if touching a fragile object.

"The past, the present, the future—you have always been more important than the world in my heart. So I will help you get what you want, and I will help you clean up what you don't like. Since I was 11 years old, I have been working hard Growing up, every day, I tell myself, I want to become stronger, I want to protect you, I will not let you regret choosing me. No matter how hot, how cold, how bitter, how tired, I have never let go of a single day Exercise yourself, knives, daggers, bone-cutting knives - all kinds of sharp tools are worn out one after another, and the chapped palms regardless of seasons are scabbed and torn, torn and scabbed again, and again It doesn't matter the heart-piercing pain, with you caring about me, having you licking my wounds, even the pain is sweet."

"I want to keep you by my side, so I'm careful not to do anything you don't like. If you refuse to get close to me, I won't touch you. You don't want a child..." Qiao Yan choked up suddenly, his trembling voice was At this moment, I finally couldn't hide it: "...I don't want it."

I admit it, I'm afraid.

An inexplicable subconsciousness made me afraid of the arrival of a new life.

I am afraid, my child, that one day I will give out the despair of "I would have been fine if I hadn't come to this world". I am afraid, my child, that I will walk on the same path as Guo Xigui.

Because I am confused, I am afraid.

But the young man in front of him who is choking on his own decision... I believe it.

"...you'd be a good father, wouldn't you?"

I stretched out my hands and put my arms around his neck.

I believe in him, I believe in Qiao Yan, he will be a good father.

Guo Xigui won't affect me, I am awesome, even if I don't have it right now, I will work hard to be a good mother from now on.

Qiao Yan's movements stopped for a moment, and then he pressed me into his arms even tighter.

"Hehe..."

After the wordless hug, Qiao Yan let go of his embrace, and stared at me with red eyes: "...don't worry, we will find Dad, if you want, we can even..."

I shook my head and interrupted him: "No... I will find him and kill him."

This is my dad, not Goo Goo, he doesn't want to survive as a walking dead, so I'll kill him.

He wants the dignity of death, and I'll help him do it.

This is Guo Xigui's last gift to him.

"I know where he is." I tightened my hands and whispered in his ear: "...I will kill him."

personally.

Three days later, Qiao Yan and I set off for Liupanshui. The transportation was by helicopter, and the driver, Le Ze, was of course forced to accompany the army.

Qiao Yu was given the task by Qiao Yan to hand over the copied USB flash drive to You Pengchao who is far away in the capital. The virus information inside is useless to us, but the result of handing it over to the government may be different. Qiao Yan will do it when he is in a good mood to be altruistic in a situation—he has been in a good mood recently.

Jiang Jian and Gugu stay at the base camp of Denver’s business operations—Jiang Jian wants to use Denver’s rich geothermal resources to carry out various reconstruction work, including crop production and livestock breeding. For this purpose, he even made a business trip to the capital When Qiao Yu came back, he brought him some panting chickens and ducks.

When I left, Jiang Jian had reclaimed a large area of ​​the garden in the center of the community. He and Gu Gu said, "You plow the fields, let me plow the fields." It really is a scene of a harmonious society.

It took only half an hour for the helicopter to arrive at Liupanshui. The sky was gloomy, and the dark clouds in the distance seemed to be overwhelmed at any time, which kept me in a bad mood.

The moment I stepped on the land of Liupanshui, Qiao Yan grasped my hand silently.

The strange smell here is so strong that it has been exposed without looking for it.

In the oppressive and heavy air, Qiao Yan gestured to Le Ze in mid-air, and the helicopter turned a corner and slowly moved away from the sky.

"Roar—" From a certain corner of the city, an angry roar suddenly erupted as the beast's domain was violated.

Kill him, destroy him for rebirth.

I took a deep breath and took firm steps forward.

"Mom is gone, take a good look at the house."

The cold anti-theft door was slammed shut, and then there was the sound of it being locked from the outside.

very pitiful……

The girl holding the bear doll on the sofa turned back her cold and dull gaze.

"It's so pitiful... Hehe."

In the elegant but empty hall, no one was there except the little girl.

So, who is she talking to?

"It's so pitiful, are you right? Mr. Bear...?" The little girl's unfocused eyes finally had a gleam of light, but she was looking at the obviously worn-out bear doll in her arms.

"Hahaha...you are so pitiful, no one likes you, everyone hopes that it would be better for you to die, but, Mr. Bear and I are willing to play with you?"

"You?" The little girl suddenly laughed, laughing while talking to someone in the air. "You are Hehe, you are a bad kid that mom and dad don't want anymore! Poor... Poor Hehe, only Mr. Bear and I are willing to be with you."

"...Me? That's right, Mr. Bear, who am I? I am...I am..." The little girl's expression suddenly became painful, and she held her head and murmured quickly like a mantra: "I'm not Hehe I am It’s not Hehehe, it’s a bad boy nobody wants, I’m not Hehe…”

"I'm not Hehe... Hehe is you... It's you who are suffering all the time, not me, I'm a good boy, I'm very good, I'm not hated, I'm not Hehe..."

In the lonely room where only the little girl was muttering to herself, no one answered her questions.

(End of this chapter)