Chapter 55 Let's Break Up

After running far away from Shen Mengqing's house, Su Siqi stopped, patted her chest and panted.

This dead monster almost made her feel ashamed again, but fortunately she escaped by pretending to be stupid.Walking forward slowly, she suddenly felt it was funny again, she was just trapped by love, and used alcohol to relieve her sorrow, why did she have a quarrel with Shen Guiren, which was not clear or embarrassing?
But if Shen Mengqing is really interested in her, why wait until now?It must be to tease her, the nobleman always has such a bad taste, teasing her, and seeing her embarrassed, he is happy.

She is not his type at all, she is completely incomparable to those young girls around him who are so tender that they can squeeze out water, Lin Miaoer is even more far beyond her reach, wait, Su Siqi pouted suddenly, why should she be beyond her reach?No matter how glamorous Lin Miaoer is, she does not envy her. Everyone has their own life, and everyone has their own destiny. She feels that her current life is pretty good, except...

Except for a small hurdle at the moment.But she felt that it would not be difficult to step over.

It's strange to say that when I had dinner with Fang Zhuoyue yesterday, I was still sad and sad, but it was only one night, and those sadness had faded like a mist, blown by the summer wind, it seemed to be drifting away.

Su Siqi is always a forward-looking person. Once she has made a decision, she will never look back. Sadness is not suitable for her.

When he called to ask Lu Tianchen to come out, he seemed a little embarrassed, saying that he had something to do outside and might not be able to come.

What can happen on the big weekend?Probably took the children out to play with An Xiashi, right?Su Siqi was not an ignorant person, so she said that it would be tomorrow.

Lu Tianchen still hesitated, and asked her if she had anything to say on the phone?

Su Siqi breathed out to the sky, hesitated for a second, and said, "Lu Tianchen, let's break up!"

After saying these words, she immediately felt relieved, like a big rock fell to the ground, and she no longer had to worry about it.For her, things that are too beautiful are always flowers in the mirror.

There was silence on the other end of the phone, as if no one was there at all.

Su Siqi was a little worried, and called him: "Lu Tianchen."

The man's breathing became heavy, "Where are you? Let's meet."

"This matter was also made clear on the phone." Su Siqi said calmly: "The words have been said, and there is no need to meet again."

"I think it's necessary." Lu Tianchen insisted.

"Okay." Su Siqi said, "Where are you, I'll come find you."

"I'm still here to find you."

Su Siqi thought about it, and made an appointment at Xueqi's cabin downstairs.She had just finished her meal and wasn't hungry, but it would be nice to have a cup of coffee there.

Thinking of Xueqi's hut, Su Siqi remembered that she had packed a cake yesterday, and Fang Zhuoyue probably left it at Shen Mengqing's house. Men don't like desserts, so it would be a waste to put it at Shen Mengqing's place. She would have taken it away if she had known.

Unexpectedly, Lu Tianchen arrived earlier than her. When Su Siqi opened the door and entered, she saw him sitting on the seat by the window. The man frowned and stared out the window in a daze, with a haggard look and a heavy heart. look.

The clerk recognized Su Siqi, so he greeted her: "Miss Su."

Su Siqi smiled: "I want two cups of coffee."

When he walked in front of Lu Tianchen, he raised his head in a daze, and the moment he saw her, his eyes immediately focused and became clear: "Siqi, you are here."

Su Siqi sat down, looked at him and smiled: "You arrived quite quickly."

Lu Tianchen looked at her: "Where are you from?"

Su Siqi didn't want him to misunderstand, so she said vaguely: "Outside."

Fortunately, Lu Tianchen didn't bother to dwell on such small issues. He held Su Siqi's hand and went straight to the point: "Siqi, I don't agree to break up."

He held it so tightly that Su Siqi couldn't move. She knew that the news was a bit sudden to Lu Tianchen, and she understood his feelings, so she let him go and waited until the clerk served the coffee, then took the opportunity to take her hand out.

Lu Tianchen saw that she kept her eyes down and didn't speak, just stirring the coffee silently, his heart sank slowly: "Did you already know?"

"Actually, you shouldn't have kept it from me." Su Siqi still smiled: "My ability to bear is not bad."

"I won't tell you, just because I'm afraid you'll say something like that."

"Tell me or not, the result will not change. That child is real, and I will know one day."

"Siqi, I won't tell you because I don't want to upset you. I want to tell you after everything is settled. I don't want to affect our relationship because of this."

"How to solve it? Don't you want that child?"

"I'm discussing with An Xiashi. She is willing to take the child with me. I will pay for it. If she wants to give it to me, I can take it with me. No matter who the child is with, we are his parents and we will love him."

"The child is still so young. He should grow up in a normal environment. This is the most conducive to his healthy growth. I think you and An Xiashi should think about it again."

Lu Tianchen looked at her in surprise: "Siqi, what do you mean? You mean you want me to be with An Xiashi? No, it's impossible. She and I have already passed away. I love you!"

"I know, there is no way to do this, everything is for the children."

"What about me? Have you ever considered me?" Lu Tianchen looked very excited, and his voice also raised: "For the sake of the child, do you want to deprive me of happiness?"

"Are you going to deprive the child of happiness for you?"

"The child didn't know I existed until he was five years old, and he has been living happily."

"He is growing up and slowly becoming sensible. What do you think he will think when he sees that other children have parents and he only has a mother? Do you know the inner world of a child who grows up in a single-parent family? You know his The expectation and pain in your heart? You don’t understand, because you are selfish, you only care about your own feelings!”

"You are totally unreasonable."

"You are unreasonable!"

The two were blushing and their necks were so thick that even the clerk stretched his neck to watch the excitement from afar.

Probably aware of their gaffe, the two highly educated adults finally controlled their emotions and calmed down.

The small shop serves instant coffee with added sugar, which tastes slightly sweet in the mouth, but Lu Tianchen feels it is very bitter, and the bitterness travels down his throat to his heart, bitter and bitter.

"Listen to me, Tianchen," Su Siqi softened her voice, "Actually, I've been inexplicably worried since we first dated, because you are too perfect, and I'm not a very lucky person. I can't catch it. I always feel that I stole you, and I will return it one day. As expected, that's the case, so I feel relaxed. You don't belong to me in the first place, and our breakup is inevitable."

"That's not the case, I'm treating you..." Lu Tianchen anxiously wanted to defend himself.

Su Siqi waved her hand, "Listen to me. My mother died when I was very young, and my father and I depended on each other for life, so I know what a child in a single-parent family feels like, what does he want? What does he desire Really, I still remember the feeling of secretly hiding in the quilt and crying in the long years. So, Tianchen, I think there is nothing in this world that is more important than letting a child grow up happily and healthily. For the child , you should be with An Xiashi."

Lu Tianchen took out the cigarette and just lit it. When he saw the no-smoking sign on the wall, he immediately took a breath and turned the cigarette around in his hand.

After a long time, he raised his eyes and looked deeply at Su Siqi: "I understand."

"It's good to understand."

"I finally understand that you have never loved me." When Lu Tianchen said this, his voice was bitter and astringent: "Perhaps you have wanted to get rid of me a long time ago, but you have been suffering from no excuses. Freed, isn't it?"

"That's not it, Lu Tianchen, I broke up with you just because..."

"Because you don't love me, you love Shen Mengqing." When he finally said it, Lu Tianchen heaved a sigh of relief, and he even smiled bitterly: "Actually, you are the one who stole it from me, from Shen Mengqing, Siqi, I have already It can be seen that you have always had him in your heart. You just refuse to admit it."

What the hell?Why did it involve Shen Mengqing again?Su Siqi looked at him in astonishment, was the excitement aroused?How do you bite when you catch someone?
"Tianchen, I know you feel uncomfortable, but you can't do this. You should know what relationship I have with Shen Mengqing. How can I love Shen Mengqing? This is simply ridiculous!"

"I know you won't admit it, maybe you don't even realize it yourself, every time we are together, you will always mention Shen Mengqing unconsciously, when you see him, you will be panicked, and even your smile is bigger than that." Usually exaggerated. I thought that as long as I worked hard, one day I would slowly enter your heart. Obviously I was wrong. In front of me, you have always been calm and calm, not dependent, not acting like a baby, every time I want to kiss you , I will always avoid it unconsciously, Siqi, ask your heart. You really never loved me, right?"

Su Siqi was silent, never loved?Perhaps love is not deep enough?

Seeing him being intimate with An Xiashi made her feel uncomfortable and angry.After knowing the truth of the matter, didn't she still drink to relieve her sorrow?Because of this, she spent the night with Shen Mengqing, made a fool of herself, and even kissed him... Well, she was wrong again, but she couldn't just say she loves Shen Mengqing because of this, it's too ridiculous!

She is just a little afraid of Shen Mengqing, no one is not afraid of Shen Mengqing.Just like when you were in school, the most severe teacher is usually the most talked about by the students for the same reason.If it is said that she loves Shen Mengqing based on this, there are too many people who love Shen Mengqing, even he himself often mentions Shen Mengqing!

She could fall in love with anyone, but Shen Mengqing was the least likely, because he knew too well, the women around him were changing like a horse watching a lantern, and she was dazzled by seeing her, all of them were as beautiful as flowers and jade, but in the end they only ended up haggard The word ends.How dare you go into such muddy water!

Maybe Lu Tianchen was right, she didn't love him not because of Shen Mengqing, she always knew in her heart that on that night long long ago, when the person she loved resolutely turned around and left, she lost the ability to love again and courage.

(End of this chapter)

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