The prince is sick: it is too enchanting to marry the princess

Chapter 1026 talk about life
In the twilight, there was a burst of cicadas singing from nowhere, which made people feel more restless in this hot weather.

Ji Qingxue lay on the bed, and said boredly: "Didn't the stinky second fire say that he was always by my side, why did he run away now, bastard!"

It's really boring for her to be alone!
The door was pushed open from the outside, Nan Gongyan said: "What kind of skill is it to speak ill of people behind their backs? If you have the skill, say it in front of me!"

Ji Qingxue's spirit was shocked, she propped up her body and looked towards the door, and immediately called out happily: "Ah Yan?"

It was rare for Nan Gongyan to turn a blind eye to her enthusiasm, and said blankly: "What is your name, Ah Yan, just call me an asshole."

Ji Qingxue smiled embarrassingly, it seems that she really can't speak ill of people behind her back, she will suffer retribution.

"I haven't seen you for a long time, where have you been?"

Nan Gongyan said as he walked, "I went around the palace."

Ji Qingxue pointed to the fruit on the plate on the table: "Hey, bastard! I want to eat that."

Oh, this woman is really rude, it's really calling her a jerk!

But seeing her smiling, Nan Gongyan had no choice but to resign herself to get the fruit and put it in Ji Qingxue's hands respectfully.

Ji Qingxue took a big bite and said very satisfied: "It's so sweet!"

"Co-author, did you just step on the spot?"

Nan Gongyan sat next to her, pinched her nose: "What is stepping on the spot, can't you speak better?"

Ji Qingxue pursed her lips: "Then what did you see?"

Nan Gongyan became serious in an instant: "There are fewer guards on the west side of Xueqing Palace, and the defense is weak. If we choose to break through there, it shouldn't be a big problem."

Ji Qingxue was gnawing vigorously, Nan Gongyan frowned and said, "Eat less at night, it's bad for your stomach. I'm a doctor, so do you need someone to remind you of such common sense?"

Ji Qingxue looked at him helplessly: "Do you know that you are exactly the same as him when it comes to being verbose?"

He does not mean that.Ji Qingxue's simple words made the people in front of her explode in an instant.

Nan Gongyan stood up abruptly, angrily: "Are you still thinking about him?"

"Er..." Ji Qingxue blinked innocently, this master changed his face as soon as he said it.This temper belongs to firecrackers, it will explode at one point.

He looked a little distraught, and even more agitated: "The person who is with you now is obviously me, am I treating you badly? Why do you keep thinking about him!"

Ji Qingxue continued to gnaw on the fruit, she really didn't know how to answer this kind of question.

If she was facing a patient with schizophrenia today, she would be able to face it calmly.

But the problem is not.This man is the one she likes, the father of her son.The palms and backs of the hands are full of flesh, so she really can't choose who is good and who is bad.

Ji Qingxue's lack of response angered him a bit, he grabbed the fruit from Ji Qingxue's hand and threw it on the ground forcefully.

"Don't eat it!"

Ji Qingxue was a little dazed by his yelling, and looked up at him blankly, unable to react for a while.

But Nan Gongyan couldn't control so much, and said hoarsely and domineeringly: "You are mine! He won't wake up again, you will always be mine alone."

Ji Qingxue clapped her hands, sat cross-legged on the bed, her expression became extremely calm.

"Come here, sit down!" she ordered.

Nan Gongyan was stunned, "You..."

Ji Qingxue turned her head and gave a sharp look, full of momentum: "Chu Xun, don't make me repeat it a second time."

Before, she used to call herself Ayan, and she basically didn't know how to call herself Chuxun, but now...

For some reason, when she called her name like that, he was a little timid for no reason.

He stammered: "You, what are you going to do?"

Ji Qingxue patted the place in front of him, with a serious tone: "Nothing, I just plan to talk to you about ideals and life."

Nan Gongyan walked over and sat down, but the expression on his face was a little uneasy.

what to do?He didn't control his emotions just now, he got angry with A Xue and even threw her fruit, she must be angry.

Nan Gongyan, who had calmed down now, was sweating from his nervous palms. He was very nervous, and he looked like a prisoner waiting for trial.

"Chu Xun, you have repeatedly emphasized in front of me that you are not alone with him, so don't compare the two of you."

Nan Gongyan nodded subconsciously: "Yes."

He doesn't want to be Nan Gongyan, he is Chu Xun.He is an independent existence, not someone's attachment.

Ji Qingxue raised a finger and looked at him very seriously: "Now listen carefully, when I get along with you, I always treat you as Chu Xun."

Hearing what she said, Nan Gongyan was secretly happy, but Ji Qingxue continued: "No matter how much you hate him, you will never be able to get rid of the fact that you and him are one person."

The arc of Nangongyan's mouth was slightly stiff. After all, she still had that person in her heart, and she still couldn't see herself as a truly independent person.

"Chu Xun, you don't need to prove anything to me, because you are you."

Nan Gongyan was stunned, not knowing how to answer the conversation.

"There is nothing wrong with you coexisting with each other. So you don't have to hate his existence, because you are also Nangongyan in essence."

He said in a low voice, "I... am also Nangongyan."

He tried so hard to cut off the connection with that person, and he didn't even want to be named Nan Gongyan, just to live a dignified life.

Pursue what is lacking.

He was born because of the darkest part of Nangongyan's body, he was carrying all the burdens.

That's why he wanted to get rid of it, just be Chu Xun.

Ji Qingxue gently held his hand: "You don't have to feel nervous, you are all equally important to me."

Nan Gongyan's eyes burst into light: "Really?"

"of course."

The killing intent that had just surged up in her body disappeared instantly because of her words.

He is very satisfied.

Ji Qingxue held his face and said softly, "Chu Xun, you are fine."

"You and him are people I cherish. I am very happy to have you."

Nan Gongyan's pupils dilated slightly: "Do you feel very happy with me?"

When he came out before, he was full of uncontrollable violence. How many people he killed out of control, even he himself couldn't count.

Even the people in Wushang Pavilion respect and respect him, but they are also afraid of him.

But now someone told himself that someone would be happy because of his existence?
If someone had said this to him before, he might have thought it funny.

But now he only felt that his heart had become very soft, as light as a feather.

He understands that this feeling is called happiness.

(End of this chapter)