The prince is sick: it is too enchanting to marry the princess

Chapter 1102 Strange

What's good?What are you not reconciled to?

In fact, according to Ji Qingxue's psychological analysis of people, all of Qiuniang's unwillingness comes from Yuqingzi's concealment from her for many years.

She thought that Yu Qingzi's loss of humanity was the reason for the murder.

She had been with those twelve children day and night, and perhaps because of Nan Gongyan's withdrawn personality and frail health, she felt a little pity for him.

She watched the child come out of loneliness. He was willing to smile and live in harmony with them. He put away all his defenses.

But what happened later caught her off guard, she hated it but was powerless to change anything.

So she left Tianshan and Yuqingzi.

None of the people who left Tianshan for so many years lived an easy life.

Not only Nangongyan, Yuqingzi, Qiuniang has been living in pain and suffering.

So even after knowing the truth, Qiuniang is still stuck in the past and cannot get out.

The above is Ji Qingxue's psychological analysis of Qiuniang.

But she always felt that there was something missing, and as for what the missing thing was, I'm afraid even she herself couldn't tell.

In the final analysis, these are just her imaginations, and she can't read people's hearts every time, but it's all based on intuition.

"Qingxue, what kind of person do you think I am?" Qiuniang suddenly asked her this question without thinking.

Ji Qingxue didn't want to be perfunctory, she thought about it seriously, and then said softly: "I think Master's temperament is as gentle as water, very similar to... Gaya Flower."

Gaya flower comes from Sanskrit. It is said that when the Buddha had not yet attained Nirvana, the Buddha who was still a mortal body had entered an illusion because of it, and he was almost unable to recover his sanity.

So Gaya flower is a dangerous existence.

Qiuniang's expression did not change, she still looked at her very kindly and gently: "Gaya flower? It's very beautiful."

There was a vague smile on the corner of her mouth, which seemed to be mocking, but also seemed to contain infinite compassion.

Obviously she knew Gaya flower, but she didn't want to reveal it.

Qiuniang said softly, "I seem to like you even more."

In fact, Ji Qingxue regretted it as soon as she said it, no matter what, this person is Mrs. Nangong Yan, and I shouldn't use Gaya flower to compare her.

It's okay if she doesn't know her flower name, but if she knows what's in her heart, what should she think?

Although she really thinks so in her heart.In fact, she still didn't say a word. She felt that Qiuniang was a very deep-minded person.

When you think you have seen her through, what you have actually touched is just the tip of the iceberg.

Ji Qingxue didn't know what was wrong with him. He was originally here to be a peacemaker today, so why did he just say some irrelevant things.

The wind blew gently, messing up Ji Qingxue's long hair, Qiuniang reached out and gently pinned it behind Ji Qingxue's ear.

"Qingxue, I really envy you." She said.

Again.

It was this extremely envious tone again, Ji Qingxue was curious in his eyes, and pretended to tease: "Is the teacher so envious of me and Ah Yan?"

"No." Qiuniang shook her head lightly, "I envy you that you can be yourself calmly."

Being yourself is easy to say, but hard to do.

There are always many unavoidable things in life, so many times everyone lives with a mask.But the mask can't be taken off after wearing it for a long time.

The small flame that Ji Qingxue forcibly suppressed was spreading wildly like a prairie fire.

Qiuniang's reaction tonight was really strange.

If it was really because of Yu Qingzi's problem, why did she avoid talking about him at all, instead she always said some strange things.

What do you do?Had she been faking until now?

Qiuniang no longer looks at her, but always stares at the sky.In the dead of night, all I could see was darkness, and I didn't know what she was looking at.

"I have often dreamed these years. Guess what I dreamed about?"

Qiuniang's tone was a little vague, and even her eyes were a little hollow.

Ji Qingxue hesitated for a while, then replied: "I think my wife dreamed about those who died in Tianshan."

This answer was naked and sharp, as if he wanted to pierce the wound that had already formed a scar, and let the blood spurt, as if the past was heavy.

Qiuniang's body stiffened for a moment, and then Ji Qingxue heard her faintly "hmm".

"I can always dream that they are covered in blood and ask me why I didn't save them, why I knew..."

The conversation stopped here, maybe because she realized that she had said something she shouldn't have said, Qiuniang smiled dryly at Ji Qingxue twice: "You see, I'm just getting old, so I like to chatter a bit. Qingxue, please don't worry Don't take it to heart."

Ji Qingxue smiled and said, "Master, don't worry, I won't take what I shouldn't remember to heart." But I won't miss a single word that should be heard.

Qiuniang stood up and said, "I'm tired, so I'll go back to rest first, and you should go to bed earlier."

Ji Qingxue nodded: "I hope my wife will have a good dream tonight."

"Yes." His tone was still kind.

I don't know if it was Ji Qingxue's illusion, but she always felt that Qiuniang's expression was a little cold.

On the way back, Ji Qingxue kept muttering in her mouth: "I know...you know what?"

Judging from Qiuniang's reaction today, it seems that there is still some big secret hidden in her.

Phoenix Palace.

Seeing her coming back, Nangong Yan raised a smile on his face: "What's the matter, didn't this peacemaker become a peacemaker today?"

Ji Qingxue frowned tightly, as if she was thinking about some big problem, and turned a deaf ear to Nan Gongyan's words.

Nan Gongyan suddenly felt a little strange, didn't he just go to the teacher's wife, why did he come back like this?

Nan Gongyan simply tapped her on the forehead: "Axue, did you leave your soul with the teacher's wife?"

Ji Qingxue murmured: "Wait a minute, let me stroke it first."

After Ji Qingxue actually pushed him aside, Nan Gongyan was even more confused, so, hey, what is this trying to do?
Ji Qingxue stared at the flickering candlelight on the table in a daze, as if her whole soul was wandering nine days away.

Although Nan Gongyan didn't know what happened, but from Ji Qingxue's current state, she could know that she must have encountered a problem that she couldn't figure out.

So at this time, it is better to keep silent and accompany her quietly.

After an unknown amount of time, Ji Qingxue suddenly called him, "Ah Yan."

Nan Gongyan smiled slightly: "Why, finally the spirit returned to its place?"

Ji Qingxue ignored his teasing, but instead asked with a serious expression: "Why did my wife leave Tianshan back then?"

Nan Gongyan was stunned: "Isn't it because of Master and him?"

The candlelight made Ji Qingxue's face dark, and she said word by word, "If not."

(End of this chapter)